#nohappyending

"Really?"

Inez didn't shy from the cautious tepidity trailing up her neck. Beginning at her collar, expanding to four points that lingered on her jaw. The fifth at her cheek. Tugging her closer, brushing over her bottom lip. Tender and precise. Inez never felt so safe beneath calloused hands.

"So you would have me, as I am?" Julien paused. Left room for Inez to pull away, but her attention had already been directed to one place. Inez noted her nervous swallow, the fleeting falter of her composure. She blinked up at her. Leaning into Julien's palm, she savoured the solace radiating from her skin.

"All that and more."

Inez never did consider it before. Love, in all its glory. The taste of another. Like spring, flooding your mind and overriding all you've known. Julien tasted like life. The slow press of her lips to Inez, tentative and hungry. This distance could sate her. Close enough to catch the scent of pine. The plenitude in being held and undone at dusk. Inez lifted her hands to tangle her fingers in Julien's—chasing the thrill of another peck, another kiss, another way to hook her deeper in her bones.

Everything else had fallen away. The world, the wildflowers, the birdsong in their surrounding. Love came like a weeping thing, creeping through that breach in the walls. Raked up her arms to slip beneath her collar, resting at her nape, cradling her head. Spread like a fluttering balm in her veins. Reverent. Coaxing for more.

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Picking up the pieces shattered in the past 7 years

Tell me where should I be

When I only long to be with you all these years

How great I am for pretending I'm okay

You have believed all the smiles you have seen

Litte did you know my eyes have tried talking

I wish it was you I am with

My heart was left in the same place where you left

I wish I could grab her back in one piece

Everytime I do, she just shattered back into pieces

Then I know, she will never be whole again

Indeed there is someone who could love her whole

Someone who would never leave her like you did

Someone who could possibly love her than you did

But it won't be the same thing when she had you in the beginning

There is one great love indeed, shitty hypothalamus it chose you repeatedly

I won't deny, you are still the one I want and need

But I know it can't happen, it will never happen

Author: Vaelisaelva

Pairing: Kaisoo (Jongin x Kyungsoo)

Genre: Angst, Tragedy,

Length: Chaptered, Complete.

Rating: PG-15

warnings: -

Summary: "I realized that the person who made me happily smile more than anyone else in the world can’t be you anymore.“