@nocityfolk [ a world of their own ... / cont'd. ]
the holiday classics croon all night long , festive exemplars , which never quite get old for some reason . though he'd prefer to listen to it on his own piece of junk in the beautiful isolation of his bedroom , his ears have no trouble softening at the sound of them when they're enjoyed in the same space as others — not while he's here .
perhaps he indulges too much in separation . his lonesome days have grown tired over the years , yet he spends so much time by himself , he can hardly find comfort in the company of others when the former is already so easy to deal with . this it the way it is , or at least , the way it was , until he found him . a driving force , the very reason he's made the time to be here . after all , social gatherings are tended to mostly out of obligation , but if there's something to look forward to , say running into a good friend , sharing some stimulating conversation , finding a reason to get excited to see one another again come next time , then for him , it's all worth it .
he thinks it'll be just that . a few hours in a dim limelight , wrapped up in a world of their own , as they share laughs , exchange not - so distant memories , find solace in the kindred spirit of each other's brains all over again , because that's how it's always been , like clockwork . it's how it's always felt , at least to arthur , who always paws from inside , like the body is a barrier of impeding glass , always wanting more . and it is just that , until festive exemplars weasel their way beyond the tame simplicity of a holiday anthem or two .
ole mistletoe — cheap holiday gimmick , he thinks to himself when his eyes happen to find it out of the corner of his eye mid - conversation . ❝ did ya jus' mention mistletoe n'holly jus' 'cause that's there ? ❞ he asks , chummy and humorous , as he thumbs at the thing over his shoulder . though lightheartedness quickly falters when he notices something in his friend shift . watching him closely , hand drops and smile fades , an instant concern flooding the cheerfulness , washing away the merriment in the matter of a second . initially , he thinks jesse might just get sick ; he's the one that drank more than him , after all .
❝ jess — ? ❞ he falls prompted to reach , but the other does the rest , practically meeting him halfway , and then stepping further past . the line suddenly gets crossed , making arthur freeze beneath what feels like a spell emanating from his friend's palms . his own remain lifted in the air , hovering with hesitation as he lets it all happen , warmth finding its way to the slope of his neck , sending tiny hairs up across his shoulders , down his arms , and a kiss — the last thing he ever expects — as it finds its way to his lips .
air feels heavy in his lungs . the chill of the other's fingertips , the hickory liquor on his lips , the boldness of his actions , and the deep down need for yearning affection — he breathes it in , now that he has it , with a desire that feels like a gasp , shock and surprise circuiting through his system . he eases , lets his one able hand fall down to the man's hip , wrapping him up in a half - baked embrace that could go anywhere out here , in the safeness of their solitude . but is it really all that safe ?
everything stops , the connection breaks . arthur is once again on the inside , pawing , wanting more . but upon an apology , he can only listen and wonder , was that a mistake ? the concern remains in his faint crinkles , almost unreadable besides that , as if the amorous gesture of another man didn't just make him feel alive again , drunker than before .
jesse suddenly feels heavy . his other hand instinctively twitchs to his other hip , but only to keep his friend from stumbling and falling over his own feet . he's the one that drank more than him , after all . and maybe he should take that seriously , knowing regret has the potential come up in more than way later on . he finds a good grip on him with what strength he has , pulling him closer , chest to chest , the aroma of that liquor harsh , roaming underneath his nose . surely , it's not enough to remember this by morning ? arthur will hope for the best [ or maybe the best is for at least one of them to lose the memory ] . ❝ i think we oughta get ya home . ❞