#noahcerznys

six selfies tag - tagged by the beautiful: baekypoo

i am sick today but i decided to participate. you’re supposed to do six, but i got tired after three. i apologise for my appearance but i want to see your beautiful faces!

thanks for the pain (: haha of course you chose this prompt amy i hate you 

things you said while we were driving

This is how Blue learns to drive: in the driver’s seat of an old Camero, with the smell of mint in the air and a dying boy in the passenger seat.

It’s not ideal, neither parts. The beat up car part, or the boy-who-will-be-dead-in-a-year part. But Blue’s life has always been less than ideal, so she will take what she can get. She will take whatever Gansey she can get. (Before, her mind whispers. The before what part is implied.) 

Gansey is a good teacher. Gentle, and technical in a scholar way. They’re quiet most of the time, the only words they need are said through a hand slowing her movements, a tap on the knee so she remembers the brake, a glance through the corner of their eye that says I want you. I can’t have you. 

When she manages to drive them back to 300 Fox Way, all he says is “Blue,” in a pained, aching way, and all she says back is, “I wish I could be kissed, Gansey.”