#no weight

Through heaven or through hell,

To carry you simply,

But. It only took like 5 minutes. Like. That really takes the weight out of it. We show up with a mage, and Maievs all God I hate mages. They kill 5 demons together, and she changes her mind.

Like damn, that's all it took? Did you not kill any demons with a mages help in legion??

No weight:

unattached to my attachment to an outcome – that I want, and more so, desire a certain way to be, and yet there is no weight to these demands. I am not free of anything that appears to me, from impatience to anger, and every emotion found between. I am host to varied opinions of the world. But no longer am I weighed down by the heft of my own baggage. In a sense, I am free of my own self consideration, that there is a way for me to be that fits a particular definition, even one I fabricated completely on my own.

it’s the freedom to simply be myself.

this is a continual acceptance, of myself, each moment, and my response to what appears. It’s without effort, and not done by any sense of personal design. Life has brought me here, grace, and through this, there has come a sense of belonging to it all, no aspect of life foreign to me now.

everything belongs.

so much is now included, every sorrow of the world to my own personal discomfort, nothing is dismissed as being unworthy to my notice. It’s true compassion, one expressed with my own failings and feelings involved. I am not impartial to any outcome of which I am included – and so this brings attention to all that appears within my world. Everything matters, and yet, there is no weight to my concerns. I am free to feel any certain way, to respond to what the moment calls for, even if it’s later found misguided – but there’s a deeper trust now, that it all belongs, life will continue to flow no matter what I do. I am free of the weight of expectations –

most especially my own.

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