#nlbv

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6. Are you afraid of death?

innately i feel the fear. right? bc our bodies have evolved to survive. its only human. but spiritually i embrace death. i spent a long time fighting against life if you catch my drift. and i took some time to try to understand what it was i was looking for. i think im loved by death. that there will be mercy and healing and transformation. i think things open up in death. i think i will join something miraculous. so in my heart, no i dont fear death. i think death has been wronged. im about to gett really wooo woo with yall. i think life loves death. and death loves life. they go everywhere together. they are everything together. what was once with life will be with be with death. theyre family. theyre lovers. theyre kin. death is only an enemy to those who have egregiously fucked with everything life is. cough cough ypipo cough cough.

8.Would you die for those you love? Would you kill for them?

absolutely. like i belong to the wild and you fucking with my cubs!

19. “I wasted time, and now doth time waste me.” Do you feel like you’re running out of time? Do you ever feel like your youth was wasted, or perhaps, stolen?

18. what hair products do you use?

i used to be a faux naturalista but since ownership has changed hands and chemical formulas have changed i have realized .. that while human hair has different needs we r not Different Species. + u gotta find the best fit for ur individual hair porosity (sometimes whats labeled as ‘black hair product’ is false advertising!) idk if we have the same products from country to country or not so i wont use specific names but thats my idea on it

21. something you’ve kept since childhood?

outside of literal papers or certificate (i used up my daily dose of morbidity on em’s ask sorry em ;_;) i realized the only consistent ‘ thing ‘ in childhood ive kept is this g1 transformers hoodie with the main 3 decepticons on it.. ive always been one for the decepticons :3

25. perfume/body spray or lotion?

6. Are you afraid of death?

actually its really soothing to me to know that one of the universal human experiences is death. im upset when other ppl i know die moreso bc its the loss of their presence forever + the way they died being in a way of suffering [like being shot or stabbed..] but im not afraid of my own death. when it comes, itll come. ive cheated her a few times anyways, shes been waiting for me lol

13. Are you religious? How? Why?

ive had really negative formative experiences w/ religious leaders + as a result id think about what 'god' means.. god really is an ideal concept of humanity, or what humans [mainly men creating what would become faiths] conceive of as the ideal architect of creation, and i believe that the first step in self hatred is being raised to believe u will never be allowed to be centered as an ideal human or creator of anything.. metaphysics+ all aside on the question of 'god's' existence in the first place, i just dont find it fit for myself to patronize many of the world's big religions when women like me are represented as harlots, as aberrations + mistakes in the eyes of a 'god'. why would i worship something that hates me? on the other hand, im not arrogant enough to think i am anywhere near close to the truth to be definitive enough for myself, much less to even dare to say what others should believe...

21. “The quality of mercy is not strain’d, / It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven”. Are you merciful? Or, if you do not know, if given the opportunity to forgive someone who had wronged you greatly, would you forgive them?

nlbv and baberainbow - roadkill (2023)