Kurt Cobain -> Crush Headcanons
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kurt would be the most low-key person around you. he always was open with you. whenever you two would agree on something or have the same ideas he would check off another positive to being around you.
he valued your opinion a lot. wether it would be to get your opinion on his hair or some song lyrics, he could always count on you.
while nirvana was still starting out, you had come to some of their early shows and kurt was grateful for that. during the shows he would throw some looks over at you once in a while, checking if you were still there or if you were trampled in the mosh pit.
kurt didn't give a singular shit about how you looked. you were still the most amazing person he would look at throughout the day.
man's was a ball of mush whenever you were affectionate towards him. he would just smile sweetly, almost a bit shyly, whenever you hugged him or messed with his hair, any touch in general. melted instantly.
kurt : "i'm so damn exhausted."
you : "you need a hug?"
kurt has to stop himself from instantly saying yes and just rushing up to you. he would just rest his head on your lap as he tried to fall asleep. however he never really fell asleep. he would just close his eyes and bask in feeling your presence and you running your fingers through his hair. he didn't care if he wasn't getting enough sleep, he would never dream of missing out on your touch.
kurt couldn't help but be self conscious around you. you knew he didn't have the best living situation or the best mental/physical health, but that didn't change how you acted around him and he was extremely grateful for that.
that still didn't help with his self doubt though. he hated how he looked after a bad relapse. kurt couldn't even look at himself in the mirror without feeling shameful. he would be even more ashamed if you saw him this way.
thankfully you had, and you had comforted him throughout the whole few days. making him warm meals, watching tv, listening to music, just to get his mind off it.
he just fell harder and harder in love with you. kurt never wanted you to leave him, never wanted to see you with a girlfriend or a boyfriend, because he knew he would be crushed and he'd feel like shit.
however he kept that to himself.
bonus :
while you were nursing him back to health, you could say, you had convinced him to let you paint his toe nails. you had stated that you thought that it would be pretty and that it would fit him. kurt could never resist you and just went with it.
that's how he ended up with a pedicure from you. he thought it was cute that you had concentrated so hard to do them so tidely and with care. how could kurt not show them off?
in a few interviews he had just wore sandals without socks just to show off. kurt purposefully would cross one leg over the other so the pedicure could be seen.
