#ninja asks

gjflkdsjg'fd I think this might be one of my slightly more unhinged ones, and it's so scattered RN I honestly don't know if it'll get properly done T_T Full disclosure the idea was inspired by a Harry Potter fic I read *decades* ago that saw them create a magical yearbook using the invisbility cloak to record moving pictures of almost all of the 7th years fucking around the castle. It contained a multitude of pairings I'd literally never considered and was unbelievably hot. I'm low key sad I don't know where to find it TBH :D Anyway I liked the idea of Wille and Simon reclaiming the video as their own and turning it from something scandalous that almost tore them apart into a sort of final fuck you to HS.

By adding to it :D

Well personally I think that kinda depends on what kind of demon it is/how that demon acts, and the closest thing to a demon I've faced is an Oni and those guys...not a fan.

However I do like the idea, especially of demon hybrids, I think the idea is cool, and depending how it's portrayed on a character or person, then I think I wouldn't mind :)

I’m am so very sorry that I took so long to respond to you Nonny. I got the email with your message and greatly appreciated it. I just didn’t have the energy to reply.

And then I got anxiety about responding because it had been so long.

I’m sorry I’m a mess. You’re kind words and those of @licieoic were just what I needed and I love you both for it.

I got two asks about Luminesce! @earlgrey-lateatnight also dropped an ask :) So Luminesce I started back in June long before I even started several of my published YR fics T_T It got a bit sidelined whilst I finished up a long collab in another fandom and two Fandom Trumps Hate fics for the end of year deadline.

In part because it's quite heavy and it was taking a lot to write, it's quite angsty, possibly a bit whumpfy and will deal with Wille's mental health quite a bit. I am planning to pick this one back up once I've finished off the few prompt asks I got :)

The premise is that Simon never went to Hillerska, instead Sara transfers to a SEN school for her needs, she gets support and does well and Simon stays at Marieburg. Simon drifts, unmotivated and not challenged and unsure what sort of life to expect when he graduates. Rosh and Ayub's attitude of 'why bother wanting more than Bjarstad' grates on him but he can't see his options. Wille goes to Hillerska but without Simon's presence ends up under August's thumb that first year and then he and Erik heavily influence Wille throughout the rest of his time there. Erik never dies and Wille never has to step into the Crown Prince role, but his position as 'spare' leaves him feeling more and more directionless, putting the mask on in public and slowly losing who he is, not really able to make real friends. Both of them are on the borderline of giving up and accepting their lives. Wille's as the perfect spare Price his mother and Erik and August have pressured him to be and Simon the idea that he won't ever leave Bjarstad, that his music will never be enough and he'll never be heard. Until one evening when Simon finds Wille, cold and half asleep, laying in the snow on the football pitch and staring up at the stars. The title comes from the lyrics I started writing for Simon because I literally cannot help myself :D We’re still drowning listless, still falling hopeless But maybe I wanna change my mindset and maybe you don’t wanna forget Yeah, I know we’re still soaked in regret, But maybe we can get a different kinda reset

Maybe somewhere in this cold and empty mess We’ll discover how to luminesce. Snippet:

“Look bro, I don’t know what your fucking deal is but I’m not about to be responsible for the headline ‘body found on football pitch’ tomorrow okay?” Wille looked back at the sky. “I’m not going to kill myself.” The boy snorted. “Well, you’re doing a fucking good job acting like you are.” “I’m not going to kill myself,” Wille repeated and closed his eyes, inhaling deeply and letting the cold air burn all the way into his lungs. “I’m not allowed to.” *** Simon rolled his eyes. “Please, we’re gonna go to school tomorrow, probably fail that maths test, head here to watch you play football and then go home.” He shook his head. “Then at the weekend we’ll do the exact same thing with less school and more drinking.” He couldn’t stop the bitter tone in his voice even as he watched Rosh's jaw set and Ayub look away. Simon didn’t know what he expected, this was hardly the first time they’d had this conversation, or a version of it. He’d been more optimistic at some point.

This is soooo close to being posted actually and I'm gonna be a little sketchy about it cause it'll be on AO3 soon AND it's in response to an ask I got (who I'm sure will probably recognise it instantly :D) it's been slow going because I completely failed to keep it around 5k and the thing has ballooned into a beast :D Set a little ways past Hillerska, Wille is engaged to Felice with his wedding and coronation just around the corner. He's pretty happy, he loves Felice, he's managing the Royal stuff, life is not bad.

A chance encounter in a club with a boy he only ever looked at from a distance might change all that though.

Featuring my favourite version Simon - sassy and low key slutty <3 Snippet:

Lips pressed against his neck and Simon tilted his head, letting whoever it was kiss down his throat and nip at his collar bone for a brief second before twisting and dancing backwards, smirking, away from them.

He wasn’t easy and he wasn’t in the mood to be picked up.

“Not your type?” Alvin leaned over the bar and grinned at him.

Simon shrugged and accepted the drink handed to him. “He’s already moved on to someone else.”

Alvin laughed. “You’re so picky for someone who picks up dudes in clubs.”

“Gotta have some standards,” Simon grinned and cast an eye over the crowd. “I wanna choose, you know?”

Alvin rolled his eyes. “You mean you wanna to chase after some straight boy and go home knowing you made him question his entire life.”

My ao3 is HeyIts_K

Chapter 1!!

for @hayits-k I SOOO enjoyed writing this (as you can tell by the WC lmaao) it got a little long so I've split it out and C2 will be posted next Monday :) (this was also totally the untitled WIP from the wip ask :D)

Yeessss :) This one is ask adjacent, I got a DM with an interesting idea and we went back and forth and fleshed it out a bit. I'm anticipating finishing it shortly and posting it and it'll be BDSM centric with Wille finding comfort in obedience to Simon with clear and concise consequences for his mis steps. I quite like the look into Wille for this one tbh. His mother controls a lot of his life but /not/ with his best interests at heart and he doesn't trust her. So it might make sense for him to be resistant to someone else doing so, but Simon /does/ have Wille's best interest's at heart and /is/ looking out for him and Wille /does/ trust him.

I think he'd like the structure clear rules brings - there is comfort in familiarity - and in knowing someone else is taking responsibilty and it doesn't have to be him. I don't necessarily think Simon is particularly bothered about being in control, but he does like looking after Wille and recognises it's something he needs and is therefore happy to give. Snippet:

Wille felt his stomach ease a little, it didn’t entirely push back the anxiety, but it helped, knowing Simon would hold him accountable in a way that made sense, a way that was defined and agreed on and scheduled and — most importantly — finished and forgotten once it was done.

The infractions crossed off.

The punishments taken.

The rewards given.