feel like i don’t give my other biases enough attention.. niki is so fine omfg i cannot. saw ur notif and expected a hee spam (not disappointed) BUT THE WAY UR BEING SO DISLOYAL TO OUR MAN??? he doesn’t have to know tho ,, niki is TEWWW handsome 🤭
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You’re asking so many questions to yourself to keep you sane and not hear his voice.
You hear his voice all the time.
At work, going home from work, sleeping, mediating he never stops talking.
It’s constant. You tried going to the doctors but it’s the same thing over and over: You get prescribed some medication, it works for only 3 days (4 if lucky) and then goes right back to square one. Even if you take it again his voice doesn’t stop. So you stop taking the medication and deal with his non stop talking.
You tired to focus on other things like counting to one hundred or how to say your ABCs backwards. Asking yourself silly questions like what color is the sky? What color is snow? What color is grass? It helped a bit. His voice was a notch lower but you can still hear him rambling on your head.
After all, he knows what you have done on that day.
Even when you are hanging out with your friends, you can’t stay for long. His voice gets louder than before to the point where you have to leave at random times just so his voice go back to normal.
At first glance everyone doesn’t see that you have to deal with this on a daily basis. You’re holding on strong making it look like nothing is bothering you at all.
But to you… you’re on the verge of going insane. Covering your ears makes him louder. Music on blast through your headphones you can still hear him go on and on.
There’s no remedy for this. None at all.
Today you tried hanging out with your friends, you regret it. But his voice was so loud you can barley hear your friends talking even when you are standing side by side with them. You all decided to sit in a cafe and catch up with one another lives and dreams.
You tried to focus on other things once more like the color of your friends shirt, the design of it? What is that piece of art work behind your friend? Count the windows. Stir your coffee. You tried all of that but to your avail, his voice was no match. You then shot up out of your seat with tears in your eyes and rushed home.
You made it to your house unlocking the door, rushing in before sliding down the door and breaking down. You can’t do this anymore.
“Niki please…” you whimpered.
“Why should I Y/N? Why should I not get my revenge after what you’ve done?” He replied back making you cover your ears more.
“It’s not fair, it’s not fair, it’s not FAIR.”He snapped making you shake your head.
“You know what you did Y/n admit it! You think you can get away with this? How long do you think you can run from your wrong-doing a year? Six months?” He asked you as he laughed that made your ears ring.
“I did nothing wrong! I swear!” You cried in return sinking into the floor more.
“Lies murderer.”
“Don’t call me that! You snapped your head up immediately, as if he was standing in front of you.
“Why not murderer? That’s what you are at the end of the day.”
“I’M NOT!” You screamed in the dark.
“Turn yourself in already you know where the murder weapon is..they already found my body.” Niki said making you shake your head.
“That’s the thing I don’t remember and I’m scared the police will have a higher chance of finding it before me.. ” you said softly.
“Oh well too bad I guess I’m stuck in your head forever. Remember I didn’t deserve that I truly loved you Y/n, how you could you?.”
“Why did you do this baby? If we would have sat down and talked it out it could have ended in a much happier ending. Sadly it didn’t so you must suffer the consequences.” Soon Niki went back to his old ways making you cry harder and gripping your head.
That’s why you killed him.
The constant complains, bickering, side comments. You just couldn’t take it anymore.
So one day you snapped. While he was complaining over something small, you decided to shut him up permanently. The knife was the closest thing near you beside the tape but the problem is with the tape he can easily take it off and complain even more.
So the knife it was.
With his back turned. That’s when you went for it.
Once
Twice
Three times
Four.
And suddenly it was silent. He screams were the last thing being heard before it became quiet.
Once you realized what you’ve done you start to panic. You killed your boyfriend.
You’re a murder.
You don’t remember where you put the knife or how you discard the body but all your remember was crawling in the bed with dried tears on your face. You soon went to a therapist to calm your mind at what you have done not to long ago before deciding not to go anymore due to the fear of slipping up and admitting your crime.
Your therapist told you it’s okay to suffer from short term memory loss after losing a loved one. You took their word and carried it on with you.
Now even if you tried to remember where knife is at, you just can’t.
You definitely regret it now because….
What was then him being in front of you temporarily….
Now turned into him being in your head permanently.
Oh how the tables have turned.
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Double upload ? I think YES but now I must sleep before I start on Jay’s
Also sorry it’s pretty short o thought of this and it basically explains itself? Hello am I making sense???? I need to go to bed 😂
