and he’d felt helpless ––– utterly, utterly helpless. without his ability to utilise complex flame breathing techniques, against muzan, he was able to do so little –––– nothing that could protect her, nothing that could have saved her.
he’d been glued to her side for what felt like an eternity – please, he would always say, please wake up, mitsuri.
it felt like an echo of a past long gone; death was nostalgic for him, as it was painful. even when she finally came to ––– he couldn’t help it. he couldn’t help bellowing out cries that none would ever forget ––– and as time passed, he’d still remain by her ––– losing sleep, making sure she’d wake back up.
please, he would always say, please wake up again, mitsuri.
and as she does ––– ANOTHER NIGHT OF LITTLE SLEEP ––– he looked tired. he looked so tired.
but he was relieved, as he saw her wake once again.
please, he would always think, i hope i am not too much.