#night9

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[ENG] 170328 Johnny, Jaehyun - SBS Power FM NCT’s Night Night Radio - [EXO] - DJ

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Yesterday I came home from my retreat away. I was so tired. I slept on the coach and I had a 10 hour sleep that night. I didn’t have the energy to do anything, hence the lack of post that night.

Today I went into town to meet some friends. While I was there, so was my best friend. All but one of my friends left because it was raining so we went to chill with Emily. The carnival was on and her sister was dancing in it.

We spoke that night about my feelings for her. We decided to try things and to see how it works out because she doesn’t see me that way but I love her so much. She went to speak to her mum about it and her mum convinced her not to do it. I’m currently sat here, it’s 12:46am and I’m thinking about the despair and the rejection. Of how her mum probably thinks negatively about me now and how mad I am that she denied me after my hopes got so high. Thinking about how that was my one chance and it might probably not come around again.

Fuck