#night52

🌙🌙🌙🌙 night 52 was the hardest of those nights 🌙🌙🌙🌙 #christineandthequeens #heloiseletissier #night52 #chaleurhumaine #iT #tilted

#latenightsnack #day52 #night52 fruit always make me feel so good!! Today was a long day. Had a convo with a stranger. #latenightvents Talked to my dad, for those who know me, you know what an accomplishment that is #greatprogress #blessed #noarguements and now I get to rest. Eat some fruit, yogurt and cheese and relax... #100daysofhappiness #100happydayschallenge Good night IG!!

I started today off by going to the gym. It was quite awkward and I wasn't really comfortable but I did it, even if I did cut it short. Over time, I aim to get more comfortable with it, especially going on my own - like I did today. I was learning how to use the equipment by myself and how to organise my workout. I still need to improve and figure it out properly. Also, I need to learn how to use the swipe card. I always get it wrong and it's super awkward and I hate awkward situations and they make me want to cringe into a ball in the corner or just leave like nothing happened but then I think about it all day. But I persevered and tried and tried again until someone came from the other side and saved me because they only had to press a button. I smiled at them but they gave me a weird look and I thought that they musn't be a very nice person. I did have plans to go out today but then they ended up being cancelled because it rained the night before. Me and some friends were gonna go on a park hit the grass would be wet since the area is based on a bed of clay, therefore making it take longer to dry wet grass/soil. I ended up staying in on Xbox with the people I was meant to be going out with. Someone was starting arguments with everyone. They have been doing for the past couple of days. They've offered me a fight in the past. He's full of empty threats. People (most of them arguing with him) were threatening to bring the Head Of Year into it but they forget that she's only human too. She's on holiday too, just as we are. She didn't offer her email for us to use if we got into petty arguments. She offered it to us to use if we were in real danger. People are abusing its power and everyone backs off into their corner, shielding themselves with it. It's really not right and these people need to get a grip, seriously. I often think people like those need to sort their lives out more than I do. Only, I don't show people that I need to change; I just advertise the result. I saw my baby cousin today. She's 4 weeks old now. I haven't seen her for 2 weeks or so, not have I seen my auntie and uncle properly so it was good to see them again. I'll probably see them a lot more now I've finished school. They're great people and I feel like I can tell them anything because they don't shout or threaten and they treat me like an equal. They don't obviously enforce power over me and we have equal respect for each other, kind of how I'd imagine a solid parent/child relationship to be like. I'd like to be like that with my mum but I don't feel like she's laid back enough and there'd still be restrictions on language choice etc. Goodnight. Again, I hope this post has been alright. They don’t all have to be massive. And hopefully no one that I know will see this. Thanks for reading. If you have any questions, feel free to message me and ask or if you just want to chat, my dm’s are open. I can also answer personal questions if you need someone. I’m no trained professional but I’ve seen a lot and love helping people. Yeah, I copy and paste that everyday.