#night17

Rehearsals • Show on Saturday 10.05.17 at Archipelago, Ortigas. #finalroundpromotions #night17 #SIRENSph 📸: @joshalipe

Today was Father's Day, as you probably know. My sister got my card for me to give to my dad but she didn't see it all properly and it had alcohol jokes in it. My dad despises alcohol. Not a good move at all. He laughed it off. He doesn't trust me much anyway, at least I don't feel like he does. Also today, Emily messaged me a couple of times and I messaged her a couple of times and tagged her in something on Facebook. I hurt myself for messaging her the first time because I shouldn't have done (one of my Daytime Thoughts posts before). The second time was for something for my sister so I let myself off with that one. She used the small amount of decent internet she had while she's away to see how I was doing. We haven't really spoken much since she hit me with the reality that she doesn't like me at all (in that way). Talking to her, even just the little conversation, made me realise that I'm still learning and I have a long way to go. I thought I was close, but I'm not. I'm close to half way I suppose, but I have to get used to talking to her with no intentions other than friendly ones. That's gonna be hard and I can foresee a lot of beatings... I beat my leg because it's muscly and I can take pain well. Also, I can't afford scars because of the sport that I do, trampolining. My kit is tight, short clothes and I don't want anything to be obvious to anyone. I've been thinking about toilet seats recently. They seem odd but they're nice to think about to get your mind off things. There's not much to think about apart from the bare concept of it. They're nice and simplistic. I also went to see my nan and grandad today, grandad in particular for Father's Day. It got me out of the house and forced me to have a shower and get out of my onesie which I haven't done since I became a CEO on GTA. I've been so slobby. I have plans with someone to start going to the gym though. I have to wait until I come back from Cardiff next week, however, but it will happen eventually. I don't even know if this post is complete. There was probably more I wanted to add but I cannot think of anything more at the moment. Again, I hope this post has been alright. They don’t all have to be massive. And hopefully no one that I know will see this. Thanks for reading. If you have any questions, feel free to message me and ask or if you just want to chat, my dm’s are open. I can also answer personal questions if you need someone. I’m no trained professional but I’ve seen a lot and love helping people. Yeah, I copy and paste that everyday.