#nigel fuse

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Name: "Him/Me" (Dark!Nigel) Gender: Male (He/Him) (do NOT call Him They/Them, He will murder you - not for misgendering, He just has fusion-trauma) Sexuality: Sex-positive Low-Libido AroAce Alignment: Somewhere between Chaotic Neutral & Neutral Evil AU variant: "Darkest Timeline" (Limited verse; do not insert anyone you love into this timeline lol) The version of Nigel that snapped and forcefully became His own person by strangling Cortex and Tropy to death within His mindscape, destroying their souls. As the act was premature and without magical aid, the personality known as Nigel hadn't had enough time to become separate from its constituent souls and thus died alongside them, functionally lobotomizing the being that remained. His emotions are drastically muted and He is unable to properly express Himself. An apathetic husk of His former self, Dark!Nigel wants nothing to do with His former life or identity and has made it His life's mission to erase any and all memory of Cortex & Tropy. Normally disaffected and eerily calm, He flies into a mindless rage should He ever be reminded of who or what He used to be. This includes His own reflection, which He will destroy instantly on reflex. His first act as a true individual was to violently rip out the dial on his forehead which served as a reminder of Nigel's fusion status. The resulting wound never healed and continues to bleed, as if His own body's inherent magic is condemning Him, passing judgment for what He did. Dark!Nigel retains all His fusion powers, like immortality, super-strength, super-speed and electricity-generation since He never attained true humanity, but rather stayed in an "empty fusion" state. Likes: People who make an effort to listen to/understand Him, discussing existential philosophy, patience (curiously He always ends up befriending/FWB-ing any and all of N. Zyme's incarnations, they're like fucked up soulmates ig) Dislikes: The very idea of Cortex and Tropy and/or being reminded of His relation to them, His own reflection, noise, his own alexithymia