#nicoleadriannebetch

I've been away from tumblr for a long time trying to forget someone who's not worth the pain. I kept on living my life with my friends and family. I achieved awards and great things. Lost track of my tumblr friends, forgot how they tried to fix me when I'm nothing but a mess. Yes, we exchange his and hellos tho we knew there's a gap between us waiting to be crossed. There's a pang of guilt and frustration. Ugh,I wanted to blog again. I want to enter the pit and dug my own grave. I want to chase them. I don't want to be forgotten.I want to settle for what I think is best than what other's may suggest to do.Now I dare to walk and meet them halfway. That's if they'll meet me halfway....Would they? I miss you guys.Miss you so fucking much I signed up again. Don't notice my grammar freaks I aint no writer I'm youknowwho. ugh I'm crying 😭😭😭😭😭 SORRY GUYS! I love you.