#ngawit

I am writing this letter not because I have the ability to do so, but because I am capable of expressing my thoughts into words better than any form of literary art. *ngawit ngawit* It’s been more than a month since we named our group as it is. More than a month of renewed friendship within a friendship; and still counting.

This is not to compare tengs and lafs, but to be honest, we’re nailing this group better than tengs. We are more open and we are so clingy we can’t get enough of each other that we have to have those weekly dose of Saturdate – if not, any day we have a chance to find ourselves free. Communication is a must factor to make things work af; the thing we lacked as tengs. It takes 21 days to form a habit, and since we are already chatting every mthrfckng day, – for more than 21 days – it has become part of our daily routine. ‘Cause as they say, bad habits die hard. I’d rather have you bad and die of laughing hard than to have you good and die of boredom. *ngawit af*

Never have I imagined to be attached this much to you, you, you, and you. *sniffs* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I really thought my friendship with you will just sink and we’re just gonna stop talking one day. That’s when I learned that it’s not about having time, but more of “making” time. You know, priorities. 

My life would be totally different if it weren’t because of you. It’s hard to deal with life when you’re in the state between emotional and emotionless and you’re just “Ugh, I don’t know what to do with my life anymore,” and you’re having thoughts about things only unstable people would think of. So yeah, that’s how much you guys mean to me. It’s hard keeping all your fucked up feelings to yourself and I’m soooo grateful that you’re now there to listen and share fucked up stories with me.

You’re one of the few friends I can be real with and you’re amazing af because we don’t offend each other no matter how hard our jokes get – or maybe that’s just all in my head. Let’s check our bucket list togetheeeer.

This may sound cheesy, but me loves all of you. HAHAHAHAHA.