#nfsw.

Which was why it was so polarizing when they were in the shower together and the other had pressed a kiss to the back of his shoulder, taken the shampoo bottle from him. "Let me?" It was a question so quiet it was almost drowned out by the water and his brow had furrowed at first but Kai was patient, waited for him to give the slight nod of his head. It shouldn't have been so intimate a thing but he almost found himself uncomfortable with just how...Comfortable he was with another person. But he trusts Kai and he can't say he doesn't feel lulled into relaxing at the touch of the other's fingers kneading at his scalp. 

It doesn't just end there and he knows it's because the other man has been watching him brood all day but they don't get into it, Kai just offers one of those sunshine boy smiles of his as they towel off. "Come to bed with me?" And he can't say no to that damn smile, the one that goes all the way up to those bright blues. 

And of course one things lead to another and sheets wind up tangled around legs, lips meeting each other repeatedly. Every damn time Jamie tries to gain any kind of upper hand, tries to escalate it beyond what feels like a snail's pace, Kai is slowing him down again. There's a soft mumble of "we've got time" against his jaw and he doesn't know what to do with that, with such sweet touches and quiet affirmations. It's not until he huffs when his hand is batted away from the other for what feels like the fifth time does Kai offer those words he's so fond of using. "Let me take care of you." They're still sweet but there's something about them that feel far sexier than they have any right being and so he nods. 

Whoever wrote that whole "love is patient, love is kind" bullshit must have made love with Patroclus at one point because that's exactly how he'd describe this. Being on his back is too much, makes him feel too seen, and so they compromise with spooning and Kai even manages to make not being face to face intimate. Between the soft affirmations in his ear, peppered kisses across his shoulders and hands that just won't stop touching, it's a sweet but overall intense experience that has Jamie happy that blushing isn't something he can do. 

There's a moment of just listening to Kai's rapid heartbeat, his breathing and then the bed dips at the loss of weight and he's being covered with the blanket they'd kicked to the floor earlier. The bed dips again, an arm circles around his waist from behind only for Jamie to turn to duck his head and bury his face against the side of Kai's neck affectionately. He mumbles something about being turned into a pillow princess that gets a soft laugh from his partner.