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2:Talk about your first kiss.it was p much an average first kiss?? happened in a movie theater. nbd.

4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.shit idk usually i regret something for like a day then im like yolo again. off the top of my head it was going to this plasma place w adam and his brother it took like 4 hours i was starving it was hell.

6:Talk about the worst birthday you've had.ummm probably my 18th birthday. i invited “friends” and instead of spending time w me they just went off to go shopping then showed me all the shit they bought when they came back 0/10 was shitty as hell. couldn’t see the movie i wanted to either bc one of us couldnt get in bc they didnt have photo ID. and we went to adam’s house after and his mom shoved beer in my face when i didnt want it and my ex and her trapped me into “drink the beer” “no dont drink the beer i dont want you drinking” i just wanted 2 drink it to get his mom to shut up but no i couldnt bc then my ex threatened to break up with me so overall v shitty. oh i also had a anxiety attack that day too lmao this ended up being a ramble on shitty-ness

8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.mmm idk im kind of a self loathing fuck but i guess breaking up w my shitty ex bc i blossomed into a p decent person after that. also overcoming my anxiety (most of it was from my ex anyway). i think also just like a lot of stuff. but mostly those two.

10:Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.im gonna say verbal bc i dont really get physical (except like once). it was between me n tristan but tbh we always have huge gross fights and then we go back to being friends its sort of normal one of us is being a fucking egg then its like yeah sorry bout that. its always p bad too i delete em off like social media and shit idk its dumb but it happens not as much as it used to tho

12:Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.idk about this one bc i have fucked up dreams like a lot. what ppl call nightmares i call typical dreams. i dream about ppl dying a lot or getting slaughtered and im like //shrugs but sometimes i have just ominous dreams and im like oh well that was unpleasant lmao. i guess this dream about me almost getting killed by my mom’s friend’s son. its still p fresh in my head even tho i had it when i was like 3 so yeah scarring to say the least lol

14:Talk about a vacation.i like the vacations we take to my hometown its always really nice and refreshing to go back. the only like stereotypical vacation ive had was when we would go to mexico to the beach and that was p nice too but the beach isnt much of my thing tbh 

16:Talk about the best party you've ever been to.not sure. probably a few months ago when ben, annelise, chris, adam, n me all hung out and i was on a hypomanic ep and chris brought donuts and i was being a destructive little fuck and say weird shit and laid on the floor laughing really hard eating donuts 10/10 party (plus im always interesting to be around on hypomanic eps unless its those irritable ones omg)

18:Talk about something that happened in elementary school.i dont have a specific event i just remember being picked on a lot and v confused on me bc i liked girls and boys and i couldnt get along with either sex so i was in this weird floaty part inbetween n people would call me girl and id get upset and people would call me a boy and im like ?? maybe and yeah some wild shit happened tho. wait i got this this one time there was a condom on the soccer field and some girl picked it up and started throwing it at people it was gross please dont have sex in parks where kids play youre disgusting lol

20:Talk about something that happened in high school.still v shitty typical high school life nothing super interesting ever really happened. life was v shitty lol i did make decent friends tho so theres that idk a good memory i have was being in graphic design with ben and elijah and we were always in the back row talking and eating gummi bears 

22:Talk about your worst fear.this sounds dumb but i dont remember any of my fears. i dont think i have a worst fear i guess im scared of failure but idk man life is v weird. i used to be scared of fucking everything when i had anxiety. i guess rn im scared of this mysterious stomach illness i got pills for it but they arent really working and the left side of my tummy aches a lot so idk

24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.shit ngl a lot of the shit tristan has told me in the past was like bam straight 2 my feels adam has said some nice stuff to me before. august is REALLY nice and he has been saying v nice stuff about me and it makes me really happy omg so far tho most people who have said something to me go back on their word or something along the lines. i just need a pal that means what they say like i do 

26:Talk about things you do when you're sick.i pretend im not sick cuz it feels shitty and im like nope. i drink SO MUCH WATER OMG and depending on the sick drink gaterade or ingest many cough drops lol

28:Talk about your fetishes.//sweATS wheww i have a bunch some are p tame like spanking and topping but others r more extreme like blood play and i love bruises/hickies??/ yes pls usually the more violent ones i have to be p in the mood for but regularly i have a fleshlight fetish i think theyre hot love seeing them being used and playing w someone like that i also have a ring kink lmfao if youre wearing a p big ring idk why but that kind of turns me on lord mercy topping is always amazing too 70% i wanna top lmao

30:Talk about what turns you off.ngl a lot of things do, biggest one is probably talking during sex and i mean like long sentences of what youre gonna do to me 0/10 go try somewhere else pal bc its not for me. i like small dirty talk but if youre just describing everything u wanna do hit the road. being a jackass is also a huge turn off lmao, ummm shit idk just a lot of stuff does. now for me theres sex with pals and then theres sex with someone i wholeheartedly love and usually the latter im so less picky bc im so into you omg obv  sex with strangers is a no bc of my sexuality so usually i dont have to deal with my turn offs bc im having sex with people i know wont turn me off omg 

32:Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.hmmm my hometown i guess. i liked the elementary school i went to a lot. my childhood there was p tame and we moved here and everything went to hell lol

34:Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.off the top of my head i think this one time when i had cramps so bad i passed out. another time was when i had cramps and forgot to take my meds so i had to WALK to the bus stop which was a half a block away from the school and i sat there in agony just missing the bus waiting for the other then hoped onto that bus and went down the street to take the other bus. waited an ungodly amount of time there in the heat (fuck this state) and then walked home it was hell and after that i was convinced i could handle anything 

36:Talk about your guilty pleasures.shit that one song honey im good is a guilty please lmfao i dont usually have a guilty please bc i am a shameless animal 

38:Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3An03-yCz4 this song reminds me of tristanhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfFBP4JQ1jQ this song reminds me of ben i dont really have music that reminds me of adam or anyone else bc we dont really discuss music too much 

thanks friendo!

N: What do you find relaxing?uhhh soft music i have, laying in bed, blogging, rainy days and people with nice voices talking

E: Which of these do you do: Drink, Smoke, Drugs?drink (v rarely since im still underage) and i’d like to vape but not sure how to get into it. it looks v relaxing and smells really nice

Y: Name a book you think more people should read.perks of being a wallflower? idk i dont read often enough as i’d like. i still need to read other stuff on my list of books im so behind omg

June - what is the best thing you’ve ever experienced?honestly?? i have no idea?? maybe when i became best friends with one of my closest friends?? no idea omg

Oh my god that is so you that is YOU

YOU ARE A GIFT TO THIS SHITTY PLANET 

1: Three songs that I listen to at least once a day

AB/AP, Latch by Diclosure (impossible for me not to bc i own the song + i drive a little bit and the radio always plays it), and tbh at least one song from twenty one pilots

2: Three songs that I would show a strangerthis is v difficult cuz of music taste and stuff, but i think everyone should hear these songs: From Now on We Are Enemies by Fall out Boy, Desert Song by My Chemical Romance, and Right Where It Belongs by Nine Inch Nails

3: Three songs I would reccomend everyone listen to at least onceOh shit I didnt read this but i still got more so here: Love Selfish Love by Patrick Stump, Youth by Daughter, and Goner by twenty one pilots 

4: Three songs that always make me cry/teary-eyedOH BOY HERE WE GO, Sea of Voices by Porter Robinson, Kitchen Sink by twenty one pilots, and Golden by Fall out Boy

5: Three songs that can get me hyperGabberstag by Renard, Anaconda by Nicki Minaj, and Hey Mama by Afrojack, David Guetta and Nicki Minaj

6: Three of my top dancing songsBoy oh Boy by Diplo and GTA, Underworld (Bassnectar Remix), and Message Man by twenty one pilots

7: Three songs that give me the feelsLanguage by Porter Robinson, Find You by Zedd, and Jump Off by Tritonal

8: Three songs that are what I want in a relationshipDogwalk by Pity Sex, Follow You (Stereopole Remix), Tear In My Heart by twenty one pilots, Favorite Record by Fall out Boy, and The End of All Things by Panic! At the Disco (sorry i have a lot of relationship goals gotta do 5 lmao)

9: Three songs that describe meGhost Assassin (Hourglass Remix), Stripped by Shiny Toy Guns, Pavlove by Fall out Boy, and Little Hell by City and Colour

10: Three songs that I’d use in a breakup situationLove Is Not Enough by Above and Beyond, Miss Missing You by Fall out Boy, and Two Years by Have Mercy

11: Three songs that I always sing along toUma Thurman by Fall out Boy (actually any Fall out Boy song??), I Like You So Much Better by Ida Maria, and I Bet My Life by Imagine Dragons

12: Three of the heaviest songs that I ownI own very little heavy music so anything I have by Arma Angelous and Leathermouth, and this song called City On a Hill by Genghis Tron, if we’re talking about emotional heavy I’d have to give it to King Park by La Dispute

13: Three of the softest songs I ownPrecious Little by Hiatus, Weightless by Marconi Union, and Somewhere Else by Mesita

14: Three of the weirdest songs I ownI can beat anyone in this category I think, I have two songs that are literally the sound of planets (Jupiter and Pluto), Madlibs by Alex Young, Big Biscotti Bucks by Futret, and Fuck Small Dogs by Renard

15: Three of the silliest songs that I ownJump Rope by Blue October, Stag Party by Renard, and Daytona USA Bastardcar by NegaRen

16: Three songs that I always laugh atYoung Volcanoes by Fall out Boy (like that one line about being assholes and you hear that Travie laugh), Baby So Hardcore by Bandetto, and Ain’t It Fun by Paramore

17: Three songs that I hateAnimals by Maroon 5 (PLEASE STOP PLAYING THIS SONG RADIO IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS SHIT), Shake It Off by Taylor Swift (sorry not sorry I find her music incredibly boring and more or less follows the same song construction), and probably anything by Nickleback 

18: Three songs that I’d sing karaokeprobably from the list of songs that make me hyper/dance/silly/laugh/sing along to