Sorry this is going to be long but like what if youāre married to Jake and nobody realizes bc like you both keep it professional at work and decently so in front of your coworkers and you give sass as good as you get (you have to to be with hangman) and youāre a strong independent woman who can handle her own shit (which youāre both fine with bc youāre both confident in your abilities and letās be real the feminism leaves youāre body the moment jakes got you underneath him and thatās a okay too) so even tho you arenāt trying to hide it the dots havenāt necessarily been connected but at the end of the day he is your husband and to him that means he is your protector and as much as heās willing to let you do your dangerous job the moment everything starts to wear on you and you look just a little bit tired and a little bit quiet at the Hard Deck heās by your side fending off even the friendliest of jokes made by the squad, taking you home, practically carrying you to and from the car, just letting you relax and be safe in his energy and let your guard down enough to not need to be in control all the time and rest like you get home and instead of going through the nightly routine of locking up the house and prepping lunch for the next day youāre ready to just lay down in bed and rest bc jakes there and heās gonna take care of it and then he comes and cuddles you and gives you little praises and comforts like āyouāre doing such a good job at workā and āIām so proud of you and I love you so muchā and āIām always here to support and take care of youā he just makes it all better by giving you the space to let your guard down and be taken care of instead of doing it all yourself
ohh i love this so much my beloved!! š„¹š„¹
because when youāre at work you both keep it professional and tied in. the rest of the squad doesnāt know and you agreed that you wouldnāt be open about it at work in case it hinders your jobs. but jake knows you canāt always hold up your guard and act like youāre not married. sometimes work is exhausting and you need him, you need your husband and jake recognises this.
the rest of the squad think jakeās taking you home and dropping you off, but in reality heās being your husband and taking care of you. he knows exactly what you go through because he goes through the same. sure heāll let you do it yourself when youāre at work, but heāll be damned if the moment you step through the door he doesnāt take the weight off your shoulders.
thank you so much for this wonderful thought my love!! i couldnāt agree more with this!! š
