ā³ @neverslandā said five times kissed
kiss drabbles
I. FIRST KISS
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Despite all the flirting, the dates, the LITTLE TOUCHES, the first time Lukeās lips meet his own, heās SURPRISED. Though there was a part of him that always HOPED his closeness with the other man meant MORE, he always thought it was just something similar to how Derek && Garcia had operated; all empty flirts, simply for fun && COMIC RELIEF. So for the first few moments of the kiss, heās FROZEN, brain rushing to catch up && process what exactly is happening. Then, all at once, the shock fades && heās softly moving his own lips against Lukeās, his hands raising to cup the sides of the otherās face.
II. TO SAY GOOD MORNING
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Though he is not USUALLY the first to rise in the mornings, he had expected it this time; their last case had done a NUMBER on the other agent. Unsub had caught him by surprise, leaving BRUISES && a couple CRACKED RIBS. So when Spencer finds heās the first one to open his eyes, he gets out of bed QUIETLY, careful not to make too much noise as he makes his coffee. Itās only after one cup is DOWNED, && Luke is still sound asleep, that the young genius decides to wake him. He pads over to Lukeās side of the bed, leans over him, && plasters multiple SOFT KISSES all over his face.
III. TO SHOW RELIEF
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Spencer is twitchy && FIDGETY on the plane ride home, trying && failing to take himself out of his own head. They had BOTH nearly died, && while neither was a stranger to nearly meeting the reaper, the adrenaline heād felt when faced with Lukeās imminent death was FAR DIFFERENT than any heād ever felt for himself. The whole plane ride home, all he can think about is how much he just wants to CLING to his lover && reassure himself that theyāre both alive, well, && RELATIVELY unscathed. It takes all his self control not to RUN off the plane once it lands, &&Ā similar restraint once he reaches the stairs to his apartment. As soon as the door closes ā && not a SECOND later ā heās gripping Lukeās face in his hands && CRASHING their lips together. Itās messy, DESPERATE, && he does little to stop the tears that spill from his eyes as adrenaline is placed with a cold flood of RELIEF. They made it home.
IV. TO SHOW DESIRE
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Outside of a relationship, Spencer was never a very SEXUAL person. Without a person to focus any sort of desire on, sex was something he could very much live WITHOUT; it just didnāt interest him most of the time. With a hand tangled in his tie && his body pinned between a wall && another warm body, however, itās quite difficult to IGNORE the warmth pooling in his gut && exactly where all his blood is flowing. Their lips collide, && itās messy, more teeth than tongue, a hand tangled in his hair poised to pull, && despite his usual LACKĀ of libido, Spencer canāt think of anywhere he would rather be than against a wall with Lukeās knee pressed between his own legs.
V. JUST BECAUSE I CAN
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Perhaps the best kisses of all ā at least, in Spencerās opinion ā were the ones that simply had no reason, no CATALYST. To Spencer, the times when he pressed his lips to the older manās for no reason other than simply because he CAN were his favorite. It felt NICE, to be able to remind himself that heās loved, that there was at least one person in his life with no intentions of GOING ANYWHERE. Of course the fear of LOSS would never leave him; the fear of CHANGE && his phobia of finding himself ALONE were a persistent force. But in moments like this, where he could simply lean over, rest one of his hands on the back of Lukeās neck, && kiss him softly, it was very easy to IGNORE the nagging fears && simply enjoy the moment.
