#nevermovedon

I loved you with a childish love One that couldn't think of anything more than forever, and white gowns. I loved you with a physical kind of love I just wanted you, my body wanted you, my fingertips wanted you, my skin wanted you And I loved you with a tamed kind of love One that liked how you held the door open for me, and smiled at me when I was sad. One that wanted you to teach our kids how to ride a bike. But him. I loved him with the most intense love I've ever felt. He was my waking moment and my ending thought. He was the like the peel of an orange on my fears and anxieties. He was my everything, my all that I lived for. I saw all my hopes and my dreams when I looked in his eyes. Oh I could go on for pages and pages, but what I'm trying to say is: I don't know how to love right after I loved him.