How many have you checked? I know for me I pretty much checked EVERY LAST ONE when I finally got the strength to walk away. Was not an easy decision, but I MADE IT!! I did the hard part, I said I've had enough and I finally let you go. I had enough of fighting and holding on for "change" that was never going to come. I had enough of being made to feel who I was wasn't good enough and I had to change everything about ME to make you happy. I had enough of explaining to family and friends why you were acting the way you were, why you were being anti social. I had enough having the same fights over and over and over again. It was exhausting pouring my all into your happiness and sacrificing my wants and needs to meet yours. I accept my role in it, and I forgive you but I will never forget how I felt and I never want to feel that way again. So I walked away from loving you. Because I ended up so sad and lonely. I had cut my true friends, @ced_ced2 @taralisa_118 @sarah.whitaker41 and even @prdove31 out of my life, to the point I felt like there was nobody to turn to. And they all got sick of hearing about all my heartaches and suffering for 10 years. And I never knew the pain I was putting them and my kid thru witnessing all that. And now I fight daily to prove to not only myself, but to all those that doubt my resolve that I am NEVER going back. That I am putting ME first, loving me and my kid first. That I am here for them and will NEVER allow anyone to cut me off from them again! But it's a challenge, and one I will gladly take on because they are very important to me and I need them in my life more than someone who only loves the idea of me and not the real ME!! #ipromise #alwaysforward #neverbackwards #irefusetogoback #nevedagain #getout #closure https://www.instagram.com/p/COQAyA0DRgPaH3GupsZzrSP8yt9fR3xD5WQHno0/?igshid=74d6xqvzxfjt
