#nevaruth

I cannot believe that Neva will be 1 in just 15 days 😩. As I prepare to turn 30 tomorrow, I reflect on my achievements and what I want to still accomplish in the coming year and even a decade from now. I miss Marcus and my stellar achievement in snagging him and talking him into marrying me. Neva has made the last year OK and at times even joyful. I cannot wait to see her grow into a little person and someday she will have goals too. So for my 30th and Neva's 1st Birthday I aim to be a more gracious and compassionate person, both for myself but also for Marcus, who was the most compassionate person I knew. Cheers, My Love! All that I do, I do for you 💕 #memoriesofmarcus #nevaruth #birthdaywishes

Neva was such a trouper today. She managed to make me smile, and admittedly cry a bit too. She smiled and laughed for the wonderful @hopefeathers today and embodied the happy baby Marcus and I always prayed for. The sun was shining and Sam was to the rescue to help make every detail possibly at Pine Tree Apple Orchard. Today was a good day ☀️🍁🍎 #memoriesofmarcus #nevaruth #1yearphotos (at Pine Tree Apple Orchard)

Growing up is hard... So is walking. But this gal walked today! 👏🏻 Ever since getting home for the day, she has been walking around the house. Marcus was always hopeful she would walk before 1, and just like him, she did #proudmom #nevaruth #wemissdad