#neoswami

This is just training.

2014 was my year of understanding, awareness, and development. Everything that I was before kind of just disappeared. It was spiritual, it was intellectual, and it was even physical. The way I love changed. The way I understand changed. Even the way I walk and talk...changed. I saw it in dreams, first. The dreams VERY effectively communicated how scary and uncomfortable of a process it would be. I saw that I would have to leave people behind because my journey was different from theirs. People that I love so much and would do anything for... I cried. I cried because I understood, and I cried because no one could hear what I heard. Even with everyone around me, I was totally alone. Over time I started to see the changes take place in me. Changes that I literally had NO control over. I grew rapidly and the fear that was weighing me down VANISHED. I'm not afraid to BE anymore. Never have I claimed a year before...but 2015? Mine. And I'm more than ready.