i really want to try RPing in GW2 but hhhhhh the more I read forums/tagged shit here on tumblr the more it looks like the stuff i did in my late teens and i'm just over that whole writing elitism/the need to prove i'm are capable of creating the deepest character with the most detailed appearance and the wow so intricate look at all these layers backstory
i'm just over it and don't feel the need to prove myself because i already know the kind of characters/storylines i'm capable of creating and am relatively content with my ability (not in the sense that i'm not trying to improve because i am definitely not where i think my writing is good enough, but in the sense i can say "this character's got brown eyes and blond hair and dimpled cheeks and a soft jaw" and i don't need to purple it up with words like deep pools and lustrous locks) and i remember being at that point in my writing and thinking where i am now was like, not good enough and gosh i don't want to deal with that mentality lmfao
THIS IS ANOTHER KIND OF ELITISM ENTIRELY I SUPPOSE















