#nemupdates

Credits:

Live2D (Art & Rig): akairosu_

Character design · PNG · BG art: dis me

for those who may not know, i currently am in a situation where i am bedridden 24/7, so no live2d model or my phone will d-word, and i still am trying to find any way for me to mayhaps add a png nemu at least.

Near the middle of the month of April, I tested positive to COVID for the first (1st) time. Despite me being more vulnerable to it, vaccination isn't an option for me due to my pathology, which means that I haven't ever been vaccinated for it. If it were just that, however, I've been lucky not to show many symptoms, at least. However, there is another issue;

Around the same time, I had a flare-up related to my pathology, which manifests in the form of an inflammation. COVID, too, is a bit inflammatory by nature, and both being combined is probably why my flare-up hit so hard on me;

As of today (4 July 2023), I still haven't recovered my sense of smell, which, luckily, doesn't bother me that much. However, I am still heavily affected by my flare-up as it hasn't really calmed down yet. Presently, I am mostly bedridden, and getting me out of bed even for a minute puts me through a lot of pain, even with all the medication I'm given;

Additionally to all of this, I am also extremely exhausted on both the physical and mental levels, due to these past 3 years having been hell for my mom and I, and some recent events with "friends" as well, which only made my condition worse — again, both physically and mentally, as my physical pains are intensified due to how deep my mental scars are.