Jul 20
I hate ai i jate iai i hate ai i hate ai i ahte ai i hate ai I CANT. FUFKIGN SPOT IT NOW AND IT MAKES MY SKIN CRAWL BC ITS USUALLY DEPITCITNG HORRIBLE STUFF THAT MEKS ME WANNAN RIP MY SKIN OFF AND I HATE IT SO . MUCH. AAAAAAAAA
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I hate ai i jate iai i hate ai i hate ai i ahte ai i hate ai I CANT. FUFKIGN SPOT IT NOW AND IT MAKES MY SKIN CRAWL BC ITS USUALLY DEPITCITNG HORRIBLE STUFF THAT MEKS ME WANNAN RIP MY SKIN OFF AND I HATE IT SO . MUCH. AAAAAAAAA
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Im so tired of everyone fn setting higher moral expectations for the oppressed (hi me helloo) than the oppressors. When they "apologize" for causeing so much of our suffering and im supposed to encourage change and not still be mad and not trust them.
Like wow o fucking kay they can all support a cause that actively harms me to this very day but if i make fun of them for crying and going "SOWWY" when things start to affect THEM its wrong and i should be nicer.
The oppressors arent the ones who need grace I AM . BC IM THR ONE THAT SUFFERED FOR WHAT THEY DID !!! WHY IS THAT RESPONSIBILITY ALWAYS ON US ! im allowed to be upset and maybe thats not MORALLY OBJECTIVELY RIGHT but fucking hell we're always held to a standard that if you, a minority the world is trying to erase is anything less than perfect you are GOING to become a statistic . And then we have to forgive everyone else for making it this way for us. Just so they can continue.
Keep making our problems insignificant until we believe they are, keep trying to make US look like we're on equal grounds, keep making us look like we're both the same just to ultimately treat us like animals. Sick of it. And make it look morally right. Morally correct. Force everyone to reblog this sentiment. Keep us down to feel better abt yourself for doing the right thing. You're nothing but a pawn in their game and you keep fucking playing along and falling for it and continuing this. STOP. AND THINK. for a second okay? Does this make sense? Stop pressuring ppl into reblogging shit they dont understand bc it sounds good. You are excercising the same exact tactic the oppressors use on us. Im so,, so tired man.
And i mean ANY situation there could be an oppressor. A victim and an abuser . This shit always happens i literally have 2 deal w ts everyday . Stop listening 2 them. You dont have to forgive anyone. Your saftey and your care is more fucking important than whoever hurt you. It DID happen. And you deserve to be FULLY. FN. RECOGNIZED. I cant stress that enough. Literally i still get tricked into feeling bad. Dont feel bad. Never feel bad 4 what happened to you.
Btw abt "turn the other cheek" religioners uhh i have nothing 2 say to u. Believe what u believe in, this sentiment just gets weaponized alot and i needed 2 say this to . Idk make ppl aware. But do what u think is best idk. Just dont weaponize it ig. Idk what the solution to this is religiously
Hehehe π licks my lollipop π π hehehe
Whats that sound
Oh no.
NOT AGAIN NO WAIT
I DO NOT LIKE MY ROOMATE .
Anyways π
Im starting to get rlly fn depressed again i need a nappppp
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My mood is so fucin weird i will have the worst hours of my life b4 bed and then morning coems n it never happened π
the birds r chirping π flowers r blooming π i coukd live 4 ever im so happy idec what i was freaking out abt last night lol π and then slowly my little brain starts taking more of every interaction as a threat 2 my existence as the hours go on and i start FEARING 4 MY LIFE AGAIN
Like im always on some sort of meter on how many ATOM sized miscommunications n inconveniences i can handlr before my brain starts blowing them up into "oh ok so when this person sent 'its okay!' it means they actually want to KILL ME AND WANT 2 KILLME AND WANT ME DEAD 6 FEET UNDER AND
Like im not feeling it rn world is cupcakes and im abouta nap ^_^ but i guess im gonna end up in my box by 3 am but one of these days I'll figure out how to delude myself into being more optimistic. Cause . Clearly common sense and reason never rlly fixes anything irrational i have going on . I have 2 like . Convince myself im literally objectively the most important person in the world 2 feel better whichh okayyyyy thats normalllllllllll everyone does that right yeah i think everyone does that therefore
Also the hallucinations lately are YIKES !!!!!!!
Oh god what if bfdia 25 was actually bad ..... what if ut was bad and i need 2 watch it again ....... ouuughhhhh i enjoyed it but what if it was actually bad .............. GUYS TELL ME WHAT 2 THINK RIGHT NOW WHATS THE GENERAL CONSENSUS AND WHY
Dude i HAAATTE being so tunnel visioned on a character/something i like that i CANT... CRITISIZE IT... AND I CANT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH IT...... hell liking ANYTHING or ANYONR that much bc omg. I cannot critisize stuff I like i genuinely think everything i like is perfect in all forms so all thr little plotholes and flaws slip by me until a noticeable mess up comes and thrn BOOM its the worst and i HATE IT and im CONFUSED and it BREAKS MY LITTLE HEART and I'll NEVER LOVE AGAIN oh my god its the bpd isnt it.