I am so sick and tired of my life. Get up, go to work, come home, sit around until dinner, have dinner, go to bed...and start all over. Iโm sick of my job (though grateful I have one at all), but itโs not even in my field so itโs not what I want to be doing. And my weekends arenโt much different: wake up, sit on the couch, eat, watch tv, sit on the couch more, maybe work out, and eventually go to bed. I donโt do anything. Ok sure maybe Iโll have dinner with a friend every once in a while. I wanna go out and do something, see something, learn something, go somewhere new, have adventures. Do things Iโll remember. But I hardly have any friends so that doesnโt help. When I was younger I did so much: I went to Haiti, I did some photography freelancing, I studied abroad in Ireland. Now....the most recent place I went was St. Louis for the weekend (that was 4 months ago). Iโm so tired of this. I feel like Iโm gonna miss out on life and the next thing I know Iโll be 50 and Iโll have done nothing memorable. Didnโt take any risks. I want to have adventures that Iโll remember for the rest of my life, that Iโll never regret. I donโt know what to do. I try to do things or invite people to do things but theyโre either too busy or next thing I know theyโve gone without me. And Iโm just left behind. Please tell me somebody is out there who understands.
