#nctblr

i feel sorry for myself, i feel sorry for my friends. but i especially feel sorry for the people who were hurt along the way bc i was too blinded by someone who showed me a slight kindness.

i shared the darkest parts of me with someone whose name i’m too scared to even type out now, bc i don’t even know if it’s real. i’ve never felt so stupid.

it feels important to note that in all the time i knew “soph”, she wasn’t always this way. maybe that’s me in denial. maybe that’s me making excuses for her. but there was once a time that she was (what i thought was) a genuine writer and a genuine friend. it wasn’t until very recently that we began to recognize the signs of her downward spiral, but were too scared to speak up after we’d all seen and experienced the power she had to manipulate people into believing her.

a/n :: I miss him <3 happiest birthday jae😭❤️

mild air and lazy light

dizzy with the taste of fullsun

@cursed-carmine divider