Making Promises I Can Keep
I need to stop being so deadline driven and my death anxiety is toxic because it puts unnecessary pressure on myself. I need to remember that self-care comes first, and I am not here to be a huge artist who is constantly go, go, go! That’s just not healthy. As a fan observing my favorite artists who would get sick or laryngitis or have a breakdown, I learned from that. I learned from my own breakdowns in the workplace that I don’t have to fit society’s pace anymore. I am educating myself so much so that I can manage myself as an artist and not be on someone else’s time and then it becomes unhealthy and unpleasant.
So, to be able to keep promises I just need to keep them to me and try not to announce them to you however I notice that due to my own personal issues that I am working on I still have a lot of work to do when it comes to not comparing me and not thinking that I have to be more productive than I am. I am working on that so that I don’t feel ashamed when I don’t deliver. I need to be more authentic and not worry about what everyone else thinks. One day at a time.
I also discuss my spirituality and walking away from Christianity. My religion or my thing is the imagination. I still hold onto that and I don’t want to let that go. It’s a great coping mechanism and it makes life rich and fulfilling.
Follow my journey as it unfolds.
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