#nashup

sexual liberation as taking my own shirt off, never letting someone else undress me, unless masculinity overcomes me, but

i think im gonna go after this boy and just hope to not lose my friends. he makes my cold lil heart think about warming. 

it’s a miracle that anyone has ever loved me.

but if you’d taken my virginity, I wouldn’t get to act like you never existed. would i?

take what you can get cuz bitch you’re LUCKY I stopped texting your boyfriend back thxxxx

excuse the fuck out of me but this boy kissed me like he’d be waiting to and also like he might not get to again .., welp

can’t fuck other girls and be my friend it’s one of the other bc friend is just code for together sans commitment it’s always been me too bc you wouldn’t have left her if it wasn’t and that’s all fine and dandy except i can’t find myself and i remember the very first time i gave me up for you in february and my finsta left and so went my worth and my view of how fucking horrible my life was going or how good i wish i was in 11th asking for nudes and skipping my classes again and fuck you bc i miss you so much i need counseling and my friends hate you and i think they hate me more and more every single second they notice that i still love you. maybe loving you is a form of self hate