( @napobythesea )
there are friendships, connections, you make when you come from an affluent background and enjoy a good party. friendships that involve stories told in hushed whispers through a litany of giggles. friendships that create deep bonds rooted in excess and hedonism, joy and honesty.
sure they may not be a constant presence, but crossing paths always feels like being on the precipice of a supernova, electricity just barely contained.
teo's always felt drawn to napo like a moth to a flame. napo's a few years older, and so comfortable with himself in a way that teodoro has never seen anyone else be. his energy soothes a part of him that he can't fully put into words. teo likes to think he can let loose, but there's always an element of control, even if it isn't a conscious choice. there's always a line he won't cross, something to keep him in check. freedom and pleasure under safe enough conditions, comfortable enough boundaries.
napo makes him feel like anything is possible, like he can push past that last barrier holding him back. especially when he's got a few drinks in him, and napo is looking at him with that dazzling smile, and soulful eyes. teodoro is quite literally hanging off of him where they're sitting at the bar, invading his space, laughing loudly into napo's chest.
after a few steadying breaths, he pats him lightly on the chest and lifts his head, backing up a bit to straighten himself up in his seat as the giggles subside. teo's eyes don't leave napo's face though, and he finds himself lost between his eyes and his lips, warmth coursing through him from the tip of his head all the way to his toes. he swallows hard, his tongue wetting his lips as he regards him.
"fuck. you really are a handsome man," teo finds himself saying, filter obliterated at this point. the flush on his face could probably be attributed to the alcohol. "like the kind of handsome you only see in the movies..." teo looks down, laughing at himself in mild embarrassment. "i'm being weird. i just got caught up lookin' at you too long, making me think all kinds of crazy things...pretty motherfucker."













