#nanda parbat

Moments stretched like pulled wire. Then the second child arrived, small and quieter. No immediate cry, just a wet gasp, and a blink at the light. For a heartbeat the room froze. Then the tiny chest rose again; air entered new lungs, tentative but sure.

The midwife wiped the infant clean, voice trembling. “Two.”

Ra’s stepped forward, surprise cracking through his composure. “A sign,” he murmured. His gaze sharpened, thinking of futures that no one in that room could see.

Talia ignored him. She reached out both hands. The firstborn was placed in her right arm, the second in her left. For the first time that night, the corners of her mouth lifted.

The attendants bowed, uncertain whether to celebrate or fear what this meant. Two heirs of the Demon Head, that means two branches of a single inheritance.

The louder infant wriggled restlessly, face flushed from the effort of breathing. The quieter one turned its head, eyes unfocused but searching. When their skin brushed, one small hand finding another, their fingers curled together instinctively, knuckles pale against green silk. The movement was so deliberate it made one of the midwives cross herself. The chamber, for a moment, was still.

Outside, the wind shifted. The moonlight poured through the lattice window, silvering the babies’ faces. Their features mirrored, the same dark lashes, and the same curve of mouth. Only their breathing differed: one steady, one trembling.

Ra’s watched them with the faintest trace of awe. “The world will bend around them,” he said. “They are the beginning of something new.”

Talia did not answer. Her gaze had softened, the hardness in her eyes giving way to something maternal, almost frightened. She leaned closer until both infants rested against her chest, their joined hands pressed between them. The scent of incense mixed with milk, blood, and the faint sweetness of her perfume.

The smaller infant stirred, finally letting out a thin cry. The firstborn, as if answering, went still and quiet, head turning toward the sound. Their fingers tightened.

The midwives moved about cleaning linens, speaking in hushed tones. Ra’s departed to make his announcements, his cloak trailing incense smoke. The chants in the outer hall changed from supplication to celebration.

Inside, only the mother and her children remained.

Talia lowered her head until her lips brushed the crown of each tiny skull. “Damian,” she whispered to the louder one. “And you…” she paused, tasting the thought. Whatever name followed was softer still, stolen by the rustle of the brazier.

You, small, shivering, but awake, felt warmth where his skin met yours. Your brother’s hand, even without sight, you clung to it. You didn’t understand the words spoken above you, the weight of legacy settling on shoulders too new to bear it. You only knew the steady beat beside you, and the certainty that you were not alone.

The air cooled and the torches dimmed. In the silence that followed, the League’s fortress might as well have disappeared and the desert as well, because in that time the world was narrowed in sensations and lights that burned your eyes.

You didn’t know it yet, but you were already each other’s world.

The League’s compound woke with the sun, as it always did.

At dawn, the walls glowed beneath the desert light, their shadows stretching long and solemn across the flagstones. The wind carried the smell of sand, metal, and jasmine. Bells chimed in the distance, marking the hour of discipline.

You had learned to walk on these stones before you learned your own reflection. The floor of the training hall was cool under your bare feet, veined marble rubbed smooth by centuries of warriors who’d knelt there before you. The walls were carved with sigils, their grooves deep enough for your small fingers to trace.

Damian learned beside you. As always.

At first, walking had been a shared ordeal: you both staggered like drunk monks, falling into each other, laughing without knowing why. The instructors disapproved of laughter; it was a waste of breath, they said. But Talia had smiled that day, a rare curve hidden behind her gloved hand.

Damian had always been the louder of the two. His cries were sharper, and his gaze burning with too much intensity for such a small body. You, you were quieter and steadier, content to match your steps to his. When he reached for something, you steadied his balance. When you tripped, his little hand would dart down instinctively.

The compound echoed with the rhythm of your lives: the soft scrape of sandals during morning meditation, the drip of water into silver bowls, and the metallic hiss of swords being drawn.

You and Damian were never apart for long. Nap time was spent sharing a single woven blanket, your foreheads pressed together, breaths syncing until even dreams seemed shared. When the tutors came, reciting ancient verses in Arabic, Farsi and Sanskrit, you learned them together. The calligraphy instructor said you wrote like mirror images: one line pressed, the other flowing, the strokes forming a symmetry that was unsettling to look at.

The first time you picked up wooden practice swords, the world changed shape. The instructors had laughed, indulgent, when Talia brought you both to the training yard. Two toddlers, barely walking, holding sticks longer than their arms. But Talia’s expression was unreadable. “Let them learn what the world will demand,” she said.

The air shimmered with heat. Sand crunched under your small feet. Damian had lifted his sword with both hands, stance wobbling but determined. “I am the heir,” he’d declared in a voice still soft with childhood. The words were borrowed from overheard conversations, but he said them with such conviction that the trainers fell silent.

You’d looked at him, at the proud set of his jaw, the way his hair stuck to his forehead with sweat, and something warm bloomed in your chest. You raised your own stick, tilted your head, and smiled. “Yes, my prince,” you said, your tone playful.

He’d blinked at you, lips parting, then grinned quick and bright, the kind of grin he’d later forget how to give. The sparring session lasted all of five minutes. He swung wide, missed, tripped on his own feet, and fell. You dropped your stick immediately, rushing to him before the instructors could react. Dust clung to his cheek; his lower lip trembled.

Before a tear could fall, you brushed the dirt away with your sleeve. “You’re okay,” you whispered. “You’re fine.” It was a tiny phrase, one of those things children say without understanding its weight. But it landed somewhere deep in him.

From that day, Damian never cried when he fell. Not when wooden swords hit, not when stone scraped, not even when blood welled from small cuts. If you were watching, he would always get up.

You learned, too, that love could take the shape of tiny rebellions. When he was scolded for his temper (snapping at a tutor, breaking a practice bow, or refusing to recite mantras) you would speak up before he could. “It was my fault,” you’d say evenly, eyes cast down. The instructors would sigh, dismissing you both. Later, he’d corner you in the corridor, voice fierce with guilt. “Don’t do that again.”

And yet, he never let the next punishment fall on you. He learned how to stand in front of you, how to draw attention away, how to bear the consequences first.

Talia watched from the balcony sometimes, her expression caught between satisfaction and envy. Two children moving together through the training fields like (literally) twin shadows. Balance, she thought. The balance she had never mastered in herself.

In the evenings, when the desert cooled and the wind carried the scent of pomegranates from the orchard, the two of you would sit beneath the carved colonnade. The sky would fade from gold to violet. Damian, still clutching his wooden sword, would rest his head against your shoulder. “One day I’ll be more than just an heir,” he’d murmur, voice thick with sleep. “I’ll make Grandfather proud.”

You’d hum softly, brushing his hair away from his face. “You don’t have to make anyone proud,” you’d whisper, even though you knew he didn’t believe you.

Sometimes you’d fall asleep there, side by side on the cold marble, the moon lightening your faces. The guards who found you never dared to move you. Superstition, perhaps, or simple respect for what you represented.

Years would blur, but those early nights stayed sharp in memory: that tiny heartbeat pressed against your ribs. Before duty hardened him, before the League’s creed carved away his laughter, he was simply Damian. He was just your mirror, your shadow, your brother.

And though you didn’t know it then, every time you reached for his hand after a fall, he was already learning how to give the world back to you.

There were no stars that night, only the sound of the wind pressing against the stone walls. The League compound never slept, there was always movement somewhere, the sound of sandals on stone, the low murmur of guards trading shifts, but that night even them seemed to hesitate.

Discipline was sacred here. Disobedience, even for the blood of the Demon, was a sin to be burned away.

It happened in the training hall. The day had begun like any other: chants before dawn, drills until the sun rose, lessons in languages and anatomy and the ethics of killing. You and Damian had been sparring, sweat dripping onto the marble floor, your small wooden blades clicking. When his form slipped, when his guard dropped and your practice sword tapped his shoulder, the instructor’s staff cracked against the ground.

“Again.”

Damian adjusted his stance. Tried again. Missed again.

The staff struck his knuckles. Not hard enough to break, but hard enough to sting. He did not cry out; he never did. But his jaw locked, and that flicker of anger, the one the tutors feared and his mother recognized, sharpened behind his eyes.

When the instructor lifted the staff a second time, you moved without thinking. Your small hand shot out and caught the wood before it struck. “He understands,” you said, breathless. “He’ll do better.”

The silence that followed was heavier than the blow would have been.

The instructor’s face darkened. “You will learn your place,” he said to Damian first, then turned to you. “And you will learn when to speak.”

Talia had watched from the shadows, expression unreadable. By nightfall, the verdict was delivered: separate punishments. Separate chambers. For the first time since birth, the doors closed between you.

Your chamber was small and dim, lit only by the flicker of a single oil lamp. You could hear the wind through the lattice window, the far-off chant of the sentries. The walls felt closer and colder without him beside you. You traced the floor with your fingers, counting the spaces between the tiles. It was the first night of your life without the sound of his breathing nearby.

Across the hall, Damian sat on his narrow cot, hands trembling in his lap. The instructor had struck them with a switch, a ritual correction, not enough to scar, but the skin was welted and raw. He hid them under the blanket, his pride wounded more deeply than his body. He hated that they shook. He hated that you’d seen.

He could still hear your voice: He understands.

He’d wanted to shout at you, to tell you not to interfere, that he didn’t need saving, but the words had tangled somewhere between his teeth and his pride. Instead, he’d let them separate you, like it was inevitable.

When the lights in the corridor dimmed and the guards changed posts, you slipped out. The air was cold enough to sting. You knew which floorboards creaked, which stones were loose. Barefoot, you crossed the shadowed hall and pushed his door open with the softest touch.

He was awake. He always was.

His eyes met yours from the bed, wide and uncertain for just a second before he looked away. “You shouldn’t be here,” he muttered. His voice was steady, but the words quivered at the edges. “They’ll punish you again.”

You knelt beside him, ignoring the warning. The lamplight revealed his hands, red, swollen, and half-hidden under the blanket. Without a word, you took one and turned it palm up. He flinched, more from shame than pain.

“Don’t,” he said softly. “It’s nothing.”

You didn’t answer. You simply held his hand, your thumb brushing over the welts as if your touch could erase them.

After a while, his shoulders eased. His breathing slowed. He didn’t thank you; that wasn’t how either of you worked. Instead, he whispered: “They think this will make us stronger.”

“Maybe it will,” you said. “But not apart.”

He looked at you then. There was something fragile in his expression, a rare uncertainty that no one else ever saw. “They’ll try to separate us again,” he said. “They always will.”

You leaned your forehead against his, the way you used to as infants when words hadn’t yet existed. “Then we’ll find each other again,” you murmured. “Every time.”

Outside, the wind rose, rattling the shutters like teeth. He flexed his fingers experimentally; they still trembled, but the pain dulled under the weight of your hand.

Talia, passing in the corridor, paused at the faint sound of voices. She didn’t open the door. For a fleeting second, her reflection in the glass seemed softer, almost guilty. She walked on.

Inside, you and Damian sat in silence until the lamp burned low. The punishment had ended; the lesson had not. You learned that night that the world would try to split you into halves, but you also learned that every wall built between you could be crossed.

And in that small, dark chamber, with his trembling hand folded inside yours, the vow was made without ever being spoken:

No matter what they do, we return to each other.

By six, the wooden swords were replaced with steel.

Not sharp enough to kill, at least not immediately, but heavy and cold against the palms. The shift was ceremonial, the way every milestone in the League was. The instructors lined the training courtyard, silent as statues, while Talia watched from above. The twins stood side by side beneath the sun, barefoot on sand that burned hot through the soles.

“From now on,” the master of arms said, “you do not play at war. You become it.”

The desert air shimmered. The scent of oil and dust mixed with sweat, and a faint metallic tang lingered in the mouth like blood that wasn’t there yet.

Damian stepped forward first. Always first. His small frame was straight as a drawn blade, eyes unblinking. He bowed, accepted the sword with both hands, and held it before him as though it were an oath. You followed later, hesitant, the heat stinging your face, and the weapon pulled at your wrists heavy with expectation.

They paired you against each other. Of course they did. Who else could test the heir but the one who shared his blood?

The first strike was supposed to be ceremonial movement, a salute to discipline. Damian made it art. His blade moved fast, perfectly angled, his feet sliding through the sand with ease. The clang of impact rang against your bones. You almost dropped your sword. He didn’t stop; another blow followed, and another.

For a moment, you glimpsed something terrifying in his eyes, not rage or not cruelty, but focus. A hunger for precision. He was made for this, shaped by the very air he breathed. You tried to match him, but hesitation caught your wrist each time. The idea of hurting him sat wrong in your chest.

When your blade finally grazed his arm by accident, you flinched. The hesitation cost you. In a blink, he disarmed you, with his sword’s edge at your shoulder. You froze, breathing hard, sweat dripping into your eyes. The instructor’s voice cut through the silence:

“Mercy is weakness. Again.”

But Damian wasn’t looking at the instructor. He was staring at you, lips pressed thin. You saw the sharp conflict there. His victory looked hollow.

You picked your sword back up. The next round was harsher, but quicker. The instructor barked orders, adjusting your stance with sharp hands. Damian didn’t hold back this time. He struck with the precision they demanded, every movement beautiful and awful in equal measure.

Then it happened: the edge of his sword slipped too far. A shallow line opened on your forearm, bright red against pale skin. You hissed at the sting. The instructor said nothing. Talia, from the balcony, only raised an eyebrow. The lesson continued.

Damian’s grip tightened. He wanted to stop. You saw it in the way his next swing faltered, the way his eyes flicked to the blood and then to your face. But the League didn’t allow hesitation, not even for him. He finished the bout. He won again. And when it was over, his sword hung limp at his side.

You were dismissed, praised for endurance while he was praised for control. Neither of you felt like you’d earned it.

That night, the desert wind crept through the shutters, bringing sand into the corners of the room. You sat on your bedroll, examining the small cut on your arm. It wasn’t deep, barely more than a scratch, but it throbbed in time with your heartbeat.

The door creaked open. Damian stepped in, still in his training clothes. His hair clung damply to his forehead, his eyes shadowed. In his hands, a small porcelain bowl of water and a strip of clean cloth. He didn’t say a word.

You watched him cross the floor, his movements careful, the same precision he’d shown in the ring now turned gentle. He knelt beside you and dipped the cloth into the water. When he took your arm, his fingers were steady, but his jaw was tight. The cloth touched your skin; the sting made you flinch. He froze. His breath caught, and for a second, you thought he’d apologize. But the words never came.

He just kept cleaning, methodically, as if by erasing the blood he could undo the entire day.

You studied his face, the faint tremor at the corner of his mouth, the guilt in the way he refused to look at you directly. When he finished, he wrapped the cloth around the cut with the precision of a surgeon. The knot was small and perfect.

“Thank you,” you said quietly.

He didn’t answer. He sat back, eyes fixed on the floor. The silence between you felt heavier than any punishment.

“You don’t have to prove anything to me,” you murmured finally.

That made him look up. Just for a second. His eyes, so sharp in daylight, were dark with something softer. He didn’t speak. He didn’t have to. He just nodded once, then stood and left the room without a sound.

You watched his shadow stretch across the wall, twin to your own, until it disappeared beyond the door.

The next morning, the sun rose red over the mountains. The air smelled of iron. When the bells rang, Damian was already in the courtyard, sword in hand. He trained harder than anyone else, each strike relentless. Every movement whispered the same silent vow: that he would become stronger, better, worthy of something he couldn’t yet name.

You watched from the shade of the archway, arm bandaged. When he caught your eye between drills, you smiled, not proud of his victory, but of his persistence.

He looked away quickly, but the corner of his mouth lifted, just barely.

The blade between you would never stop being sharp, but you both learned, in your own ways, that it could cut toward understanding as easily as it could toward distance.

And though neither of you could have said it aloud, you knew that every fight you ever had, on the training floor or beyond it, would always end the same way: with his hands shaking and your quiet forgiveness.

The courtyard was a forgotten wound between stone walls. No one went there except for the wind and the occasional lizard slithering between the cracks. You had found it by accident one morning after drills, as it bounced off the passageways of the League’s compound.

You shouldn’t have been there. You knew that. Every step you took away from the training yards was a sin; every moment spent without supervision was an act of defiance. But the silence called to you. It felt… softer here. The air still burned, but it wasn’t full of shouting, or the clang of metal, or the endless sermons about strength.

So, you stayed.

At first, it was just a moment’s reprieve. You sat, back against the wall, tracing the faded grooves in the stone with your fingers. Then one day, you found a patch of dirt near a cracked tile. You dug into it with your hands, curious, until your fingertips brushed against something small and green, struggling to live. A weed, maybe. Or something more stubborn. You didn’t know, and it didn’t matter. You decided it would live.

From that day on, every time you slipped away, you brought something: a cup of leftover water, a handful of sand to level the soil. Even your own breath whispered: grow.

When Damian found you, it was inevitable.

You heard him before you saw him: the quiet scuff of boots, the rhythm of his breathing. He always moved like a shadow.

“You’ll get caught,” he said, standing in the doorway, his silhouette outlined by sunlight and discipline.

You turned, smiling despite the way your heart jumped. “You sound like Mother.”

“I sound like someone who knows the rules,” he corrected, crossing his arms. His hair was slick with sweat from training, his sleeves rolled up, a bruise on his jaw. He was always bruised, always perfect.

You gestured to the small green sprouts trembling in the dirt. “Look.”

He crouched down, tilting his head. “They’ll die in this place,” he said simply, his tone flat, as though stating the weather.

You didn’t flinch. “Then they’ll die trying to live. Like us.”

He looked at you. For all his sharpness, his youth made him unsure.

“They shouldn’t die at all,” he muttered finally, but his voice had lost its edge.

After that, Damian didn’t speak of the courtyard again. He didn’t tell anyone about it and didn’t scold you for returning. He didn’t even follow you the next few times. But one afternoon, when you arrived with your little bowl of water, you noticed something glinting near the plants: a fragment of pottery, placed just so, reflecting sunlight onto the green shoots.

You blinked, kneeling. There was another the next day, and another. Bits of mirror, polished stone, shards of old training tiles, each one positioned with care, forming a ring of light around your little garden.

You never caught him doing it. You didn’t have to.

Over the weeks, the plants grew as thin, wiry things, defying logic and defying the League. And sometimes, between drills, you’d feel Damian’s gaze on you, faintly amused. You said nothing, neither did he.

And years later, when you were older, when Gotham’s skyline replaced the desert, when the nights were cold and filled with sirens, Damian would sometimes look at the city’s scattered lights and remember those shards of pottery, the garden that wasn’t supposed to exist.

The one you built.

The one he kept alive for you.

The day began with the scent of incense and the kind of cold air that clings to the back of your throat and makes even breathing feel like disobedience. The courtyards were empty, the sand still bearing the shallow grooves of the morning drills. Somewhere in the compound, you could hear the echo of blades clashing, a shout, the sharp whistle of Ra’s al Ghul’s staff cutting through the air.

It had been Damian’s lesson.

You hadn’t been allowed to watch, but you heard the outcome whispered by the servants before sunset: He disobeyed. He questioned Ra’s. He failed to kneel when told.

By nightfall, they brought him to the training hall again, but this time not as a student. Damian was on his knees in the center of the room, his arms stretched forward and weighted with iron bars tied at his wrists. His shoulders trembled under the strain, sweat tracing clean lines down his face.

He didn’t look at anyone, not even Ra’s. Especially not him.

The old man’s voice was measured, patient, and cruelly calm.

“An heir who does not obey cannot rule. A blade that does not yield must be broken, or reforged.”

Damian said nothing.

You stood at the edge of the room, still as the shadows. You weren’t meant to be there, no one had called you, but you came anyway. You’d seen punishments before. You’d seen pain before. But never his.

The room emptied slowly after Ra’s was done speaking. The torches sputtered out one by one, until only the last remained, casting your brother in half-light with gold on one side, darkness on the other. He stayed kneeling, unmoving, the iron weights biting into his wrists.

You waited until the guards left.

Then you slipped out of your hiding place, feet bare and careful against the cold stone. The air smelled of sweat and silence. You carried a small flask of water in your hands, and a crust of bread stolen from the kitchen hidden under your tunic.

When you reached him, Damian didn’t raise his head. His breath was shallow, his hair damp against his temples. You knelt beside him, setting the flask down quietly.

“Dami,” you whispered.

His jaw tightened. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“I know.” You reached for his wrist, the leather binding already cutting deep. He flinched, not from you, but from the effort of staying still. “Drink.”

He turned his face away. “Leave it.”

You frowned, heart pounding. “Please.”

A beat of silence. Then he opened his mouth, just enough for a sip. His lips were cracked, the water spilling down his chin. You caught it with your sleeve.

You wanted to tell him it wasn’t fair, that Ra’s was wrong, that he didn’t need to kneel to anyone. But you knew that here, words were useless. So you said the only thing that ever mattered.

“I’m here.”

His hands trembled once, the muscles in his arms quivering from the weight. His eyes finally met yours full of shame, maybe. Or fear.

You smiled at him anyway.

And that’s when you heard the sound: the sharp click of Ra’s’s cane against the floor.

He hadn’t left after all.

The old man’s gaze slid over you like a blade.

“Even now,” he said softly, “you defy me in spirit, if not in name.”

You rose instinctively, stepping between him and Damian. “He’s done enough.”

Ra’s didn’t answer. He simply tilted his head, and a guard stepped forward. The blow came fast, a sharp strike across your back that made the world go white. You stumbled but didn’t fall.

Damian did.

He lunged before the guard could hit you again, snarling, striking wildly, furious. But he was restrained in seconds, a hand at the back of his neck, his wrists twisted behind him.

“Enough,” Ra’s said again, quiet and absolute.

They dragged you both away. You weren’t allowed to speak to him that night, or the next.

But on the third night, when the torches burned out and the halls fell silent, you found your way to his chamber. You didn’t bother with stealth this time, you just went, barefoot and shaking, a half-healed bruise blooming under your ribs.

He was sitting by the window, back straight, eyes reflecting moonlight.

When you touched his shoulder, he didn’t turn. “You shouldn’t—”

“I don’t care.”

The words came out softer than you meant. You sat beside him, your fingers brushing the edge of his bandages. For a long time, neither of you spoke. The only sound was the desert wind outside.

Then, quietly, he broke.

Not loudly, not in the way other children did. Just… a sharp inhale, a tremor through his shoulders, a quiet collapse of all that pride and armor. You pressed your forehead to his, your own tears spilling before you realized they’d started.

“We’ll survive this, Dami,” you whispered. “Together.”

He breathed against your skin, steadying. His voice, when it came, was hoarse but certain.

“I’ll make sure we do.”

And from that night on, no matter how hard the training, or how deep the orders cut, you never doubted that he meant it.

Because even then, even broken and small, Damian Al-Ghul would always keep his promises.

The stars seemed pale while watching from above as if curious about the two shadows slipping through the ruins below.

You and Damian. The twins of the League.

Your footsteps made no sound on the cracked tiles of the old fortress. The moonlight drew a silver line down your blades. You were dressed the same, with black tunic, loose wraps around your arms and ankle, but the differences showed in how you moved.

Damian was precise. His eyes betrayed no doubt, no thought beyond the task. He was smaller than the men he trained with, but his movements carried far more danger.

You were quieter, but not in the same way. Your silence was made of hesitation. You felt the pulse of the world around you even here, in this place of darkness.

You had been given your orders.

“The target will be asleep,” Ra’s had said earlier that day, his tone almost indulgent. “A simple test. Nothing more.”

Nothing more.

But the League never tested without purpose. You had watched the instructors bow when Ra’s spoke, watched your mother’s expression stay calm as she watched you both prepare. Her eyes lingered on you longer, though, as if already sensing something dangerous in your softness.

The man inside the tent had once been an informant for the League. Now he was a liability. You knew nothing else: not his name, not his family, not what betrayal he had committed. Just that he was to die by your hands.

Damian entered first. You followed.

The tent was dim, lit by a single lantern that flickered with every breath of wind. The man slept on a cot, his chest rising and falling, his hair streaked with gray. He didn’t look like a traitor. He looked like someone’s father. Someone tired.

Damian glanced at you once, a signal. You nodded automatically, though your throat felt dry. He moved closer, drawing the blade from his belt with grace.

You waited for the moment. You’d trained for this. You’d killed in simulations with straw dummies, wooden effigies and live animals. You’d been taught to strike the heart and not hesitate.

But when you saw the man’s face, the lines around his mouth and the faint snore that trembled from his throat, your hand froze.

He wasn’t a target anymore. He was alive.

Your grip loosened.

Damian’s eyes flicked toward you, a question, confused. Now, he mouthed. You didn’t move.

The man stirred.

The second stretched. The air trembled.

You stepped back, just one step, and in that instant, Damian moved. A clean and silent motion. The blade met skin, and everything stopped.

There was no scream. Just the sound of fabric shifting, and then nothing at all.

You stood there, staring at the still body. The lantern flickered once, throwing light over the blood pooling under the cot. Damian exhaled, lowering the sword. His hand didn’t shake.

Yours did.

Outside, the wind howled, as if mocking you for your weakness.

He didn’t speak to you as you made your way back. He didn’t even look. His silence was heavier than any reprimand.

You didn’t speak for three days.

He trained longer, almost viciously. You saw the bruises on his arms, the cuts he didn’t bother bandaging. You knew that he was punishing himself, though he’d never admit it. Because it wasn’t you who’d failed, it was him. He’d done what you couldn’t.

On the fourth night, you found him sitting alone in the courtyard. The stars were faint above the League’s compound and he was cleaning his sword again even if it gleamed like glass under the fire.

You sat beside him. Neither of you spoke for a while. The metal rasped against the whetstone.

Finally, you said: “You don’t have to be what they made us.”

He froze mid-motion. The faintest tremor ran through his hands before he set the sword down.

“They didn’t make us,” he said quietly. “They forged us. There’s a difference.”

You turned to him. “There doesn’t have to be.”

For once, he looked young. Not a soldier, not an heir, not a proud lion carrying an empire on his back. Just a boy, sitting under the desert stars, terrified of what was already inside him.

“If not this…” he whispered, eyes distant, “…what am I?”

You wanted to tell him he was your brother, your other half, the one who reached for you before you were even born. But the words felt too fragile for this place.

So instead, you reached for his hand.

His fingers hesitated then curled around yours, slowly. The same way they had in the cradle, in the first breath of your shared life.

And though neither of you said it aloud, you both knew that something in him, in the heir, in the prince, had begun to fracture that night.

The temple roof was cold that night. The desert stretched endlessly below, quiet and merciless beneath the stars. You could hear the faint ringing of metal from distant courtyards where the older assassins still trained by torchlight, but up here, it was just the two of you.

You and Damian.

He’d found the place first: a ledge just below the main dome, where the wind passed softly enough to breathe but not enough to freeze. It wasn’t a secret anymore. It was yours.

You were both small still, too young for the weight of the world you were being shaped to inherit. Your legs dangled over the edge, your feet not touching the tiles below. Damian sat beside you, back straight even now, even when no one was watching.

His hands were wrapped in fresh bandages, faint traces of blood still seeping through. You’d seen him practicing too long again, refusing to stop until his palms split. The healers had scolded him. You hadn’t. You just found him here, and sat down without a word.

You looked up at the stars, they seemed closer here, sharper, like you could reach out and cut your fingers on their edges.

You started humming without meaning to. A quiet tune, half-forgotten, surely something your mother used to sing when you and Damian were still small enough to sleep side by side in the same cradle. You didn’t remember the words.

Damian’s head turned slightly. “What is that?”

You shrugged. “Something Mother used to hum when we were babies.”

He didn’t answer, but his posture eased just a little. The tension in his shoulders softened, his gaze tilting toward the horizon.

Then, out of nowhere, Damian said, “When I’m the heir, you’ll never have to kill again.”

You turned toward him, startled by the certainty in his voice. He was staring straight ahead, his jaw set, his tone almost regal. “I’ll make sure of it,” he continued, quieter now, but steady. “You’ll live somewhere safe. Somewhere far from all of this. I’ll give you everything.”

You blinked at him, warmth creeping into your chest. For a boy raised to command armies, his promises were always small and personal, and somehow, that made them heavier.

“Everything?” you teased gently.

“Yes,” he said, almost defensively. Then, after a pause: “Everything I can.”

You smiled. “You already have.”

He frowned, glancing at you for the first time. “What do you mean?”

“You are my twin,” you said simply.

Damian’s breath caught, a tiny sound, barely there. He looked away immediately, the tips of his ears darkening. “That’s not—” He stopped, unable to finish.

You watched him struggle with it, with the idea that someone could value him for something other than what he could do. That his existence, his loyalty, his love, even when silent, was enough.

The silence stretched, but it wasn’t empty.

You leaned back on your hands, gazing up at the stars again. The tune returned to your throat, softer this time, carried off by the wind. Beside you, Damian sat perfectly still, pretending not to listen, though you could see his hands relax against the stone, his eyes half-closed as if memorizing every note.

Down below, the torches in the courtyards flickered out one by one.

You hummed until your voice grew hoarse. Damian didn’t ask you to stop.

He never would.

Because for all the blades, all the battles and all the centuries of legacy weighing on his back, this was the only sound that ever made him feel like he wasn’t alone.

The announcement came at dawn. You were both summoned to the central hall, the one lined with banners of black silk and blades older than your bloodline. The sound of the summons echoed like a sentence.

Talia al Ghul stood waiting at the end of the long path of torches. Her expression was untouchable, as always. But you could tell from the tension in her shoulders that this was not another mission.

“You will come with me,” she said. “We are leaving Nanda Parbat.”

You felt the words settle in your chest like a slow poison.

Damian straightened beside you, eyes narrowing. “For how long?”

Talia’s gaze lingered on him, soft for only a breath. “For good.”

He went still. So did you.

There was no ceremony, no farewell. Just the quiet order to pack, and the desert wind sighing through the open arches. You could almost hear the League’s in the silence that followed.

You found Damian later in the courtyard, standing beside the small pool where you had once practiced balance drills as children. His reflection was a blur of black tunic and clenched fists.

“She’s serious,” he muttered. “She means to leave him behind.”

“Ra’s?” you asked softly.

Damian’s jaw tightened. “Everything. The League. The legacy. The destiny she swore I’d inherit.”

He looked smaller than you’d ever seen him, like a boy watching his kingdom crumble before he ever got to rule it.

You stepped closer. “Maybe it’s not the end.”

“It is,” he said, voice trembling with something too close to grief. “She’s taking us to the West. To him.”

He spat the last word like venom. You’d heard stories: Bruce Wayne, the father who had refused to claim them until now, the man of the Bat. A symbol, a stranger, a shadow that had haunted every whispered conversation between Talia and the elders.

Part of you should have felt excited by the idea of something different. But all you felt was fear. Fear of losing the only world you knew, the only one you knew.

Damian’s rage filled the silence for both of you. “He doesn’t deserve us. He doesn’t deserve her.”

You placed a hand on his arm. “Maybe he just wants a chance.”

His glare softened, but only slightly. “A chance to do what? Civilize us?”

You didn’t answer. You just looked at him, your twin, the boy who had bled for you, fought for you, vowed to keep you safe even when he didn’t know how.

“Maybe,” you said quietly, “it’s time to rest.”

He turned away, eyes blazing. “I don’t know how.”

The flight was silent. The hum of the engines filled the void where the desert wind used to live. You sat side by side in the private jet, wrapped in heavy cloaks that still smelled faintly of incense and steel.

Talia sat a few rows ahead, reading documents under a dim light. You watched the horizon vanish beneath you, the dunes melting into clouds and the familiar replaced by endless sky.

Damian hadn’t spoken since takeoff. His fists were pressed against his knees, white-knuckled. You could feel the storm brewing inside him, the confusion twisting into something raw.

You reached for his hand.

He flinched at first by habit, but then his fingers found yours, clinging harder than they needed to.

You turned your head to him. His eyes were half-closed and his lashes trembling. For once, he looked his age, still too young.

“Don’t let go,” he whispered.

Your thumb brushed his knuckles. “Never.”

He didn’t look at you, but his breathing steadied. The mechanical noise of the plane wrapped around you both.

Below you, everything you’d ever known disappeared beneath clouds.

You didn’t cry. Neither did he.

You just held on. The last two children of the League, bound by the simple, stubborn promise that whatever waited on the other side of the world, you would face it together.

Gotham smelled wrong.

It was wet and green and alive in a way the desert never was, with damp soil instead of dust and leaves instead of sand that burned. Even the air tasted different: heavy, full of unseen things. Damian had never liked things that breathed without permission.

But Wayne Manor breathed.

Its walls ticked. Every window had the soft shiver of curtains that caught drafts and moved on their own. To Damian, it felt like a trap: too wide, too open, and too loud. To you, though, it was wonder.

He saw it in the way your eyes widened at the chandelier that glittered, in the way you stepped softly over the marble floor, fingers brushing the polished banister as if you were afraid to break it. You whispered: “It’s beautiful.”

Damian only grunted. His boots clicked sharply as he walked beside you, chin lifted, jaw clenched. The perfect heir, as trained. But you saw his fingers twitch. You always saw.

When Alfred appeared at the top of the stairs, Damian froze. The man was nothing like the instructors from the League. He had no armor or blade at his hip, so no visible threat. Just calm eyes and a kind of grace that made Damian more suspicious than comforted.

“Welcome home, young Mistrums.”

You smiled immediately, bright and open, and bowed a little, awkward. “Hello,” you said. “Thank you for having us.”

Alfred’s lips twitched, almost fondly. “It is my pleasure. I’ve prepared rooms for you both. Dinner will be ready shortly.”

“Dinner,” Damian repeated, as if the word itself offended him.

“Yes, Master Damian,” Alfred said mildly. “A meal. You’ll find it much improved from League rations, I imagine.”

You stifled a laugh. Damian shot you a look sharp enough to wound.

Your room was soft. That was the first thing you noticed. The bed sank under your touch, and the sheets smelled faintly of lavender. You pressed your hand to the glass and whispered, “It’s so green... and grey.”

From the hallway, you heard Damian muttering to himself while pacing. When you peeked in, he was standing in the middle of his room, fists tight at his sides, surrounded by too much comfort.

He caught you staring. “It’s all wrong.”

You tilted your head. “It’s just new.”

“They’ll make us weak,” he snapped. “Soft.”

You stepped inside. “Maybe soft isn’t bad.”

He looked at you with the same eyes, but colder, carved by expectation. “It is when softness gets you killed.”

You wanted to argue, but his voice cracked just slightly, and that was enough. You said nothing. You just reached out, placed your hand over his. His knuckles were white, trembling faintly.

Dinner was… strange.

You sat at the long mahogany table, feet barely touching the floor, while Damian glared at the silverware like it was an enemy. Bruce Wayne sat at the head of the table in a tailored suit, watching both of you with an expression Damian couldn’t read.

When Alfred served roasted vegetables and real bread, you looked down at your plate as though it were a treasure. “It smells amazing,” you said.

Damian didn’t answer. He poked the food once with his fork.

“Do you not eat?” Bruce asked finally, voice low but not unkind.

Damian’s head snapped up. “I eat what I need to.”

You nudged him under the table, a silent plea. “We’re not used to meals like this,” you explained gently. “It’s… kind of wonderful.”

Bruce’s gaze softened, just a little. “Then take your time. There’s no rush here.”

Damian’s jaw worked, but he stayed silent. You could almost feel the war happening behind his eyes.

Later, when you thanked Alfred for dinner, Damian stayed back, watching. The warmth between you and the butler unsettled him. It reminded him of the courtyard garden back in the League, the one you’d kept alive against all odds.

Except this time, he didn’t know how to nurture anything.

In the weeks that followed, you adapted quickly.

You learned the kitchen with Alfred, burning your first attempt at pancakes but laughing anyway. You wandered through the garden with Dick, chasing butterflies with the kind of joy Damian hadn’t seen since you were both very small. You even talked to Tim in the library, curious about his gadgets and the glow of the computer screens.

Damian watched from the doorway more often than he joined.

Sometimes you’d catch him there, arms crossed and a scowl carved into his face that didn’t reach his eyes. You’d wave. He’d look away.

But once, when you fell asleep on the couch after reading too long, Damian quietly draped a blanket over you. His hand hovered for a second over your hair before he pulled it back sharply, as if burned.

In the stillness of the manor, he whispered something too soft to hear.

Maybe it was mine.

Maybe it was don’t leave me.

Maybe it was both.

That night, Damian stood at his window, staring at the dark city outside.

He heard footsteps. Yours. Always yours.

“Can’t sleep?” you asked, padding in barefoot, holding a mug of cocoa you’d learned to make from Alfred.

He didn’t answer.

You sat beside him on the window ledge, handing him the mug. “It’s sweet. You’ll hate it.”

He took it anyway. The first sip made him grimace. “Disgusting.”

You laughed quietly. “Then why are you drinking it?”

He didn’t know. Maybe because you had made it. Maybe because it was warm, and he didn’t know what to do with warmth except hold it until it hurt.

You leaned your head on his shoulder. “Do you think we’ll be safe here?” you whispered.

Damian hesitated. Then, very quietly, he said, “If we’re not, I’ll make it safe.”

You smiled against his sleeve. “You always say that.”

He glanced down at you, at your sleepy eyes, your cocoa-stained lip, and your hand curled in his sleeve like you were still afraid he’d vanish.

“Because I always mean it.”

And for the first time since arriving in Gotham, Damian Wayne let himself breathe, too.

The manor was too quiet at night.

The League had always hummed, even in darkness, with the whisper of guards shifting their weight, the drip of condensation from the stone ceilings, the muted breathing in the barracks. Even silence there had purpose. But here… here it was hollow.

No orders.

No footsteps.

No heartbeat but his own.

Damian lay still for a long time, staring up at the ceiling painted with faint moonlight. The clock in the hallway ticked too slow. The shadows on his wall looked wrong. He could hear an owl somewhere in the outside, surely laughing at him.

When he turned onto his side, the bed dipped under his movement. Everything here breathes, he thought bitterly.

He kicked the covers off and stood. The floor was cool beneath his feet.

He paced.

Three steps one way.

Three steps back.

He didn’t even know what he was waiting for. Danger, perhaps. A voice. His mother’s call. Ra’s’ command. Anything that would remind him who he was supposed to be. But nothing came.

Just the creak of wood, the sound of leaves moving outside.

And the ticking.

It began to grate against him. That clock, like it was mocking his restlessness. He pressed his hands to his ears, squeezed his eyes shut. Stop thinking, stop hearing, stop being, but the quiet pressed harder, wrapping around him like water, until he couldn’t tell if he was suffocating or drowning.

He needed noise. He needed you.

Before he could question it, Damian crossed the hall. The old floorboards groaned under his bare feet. The door to your room was cracked open. He could see the faint shape of you beneath the blankets, chest rising and falling steadily.

For a moment, he just stood there, watching. Your hair spilled across the pillow, one arm thrown out like a child’s, unguarded, unafraid.

He hated how fragile it looked.

He hated that it made him feel something softer than fear.

You stirred, eyes fluttering open. “… Dami?”

He froze. “I— couldn’t sleep.”

You blinked blearily, sitting up. “Too quiet?”

He didn’t answer. His silence was enough.

You sighed, not annoyed, just tired in that gentle way you always were with him. “Come here.”

He hesitated. You lifted the blanket in quiet invitation.

He climbed in without another word.

The mattress dipped under his weight. He lay on his back at first, eyes open, every muscle taut. You turned to face the wall, giving him space.

For a while, neither of you spoke. The ticking clock softened, distant again. Damian exhaled slowly, almost soundlessly.

You smiled faintly into the dark. “You can rest now.”

He turned his head toward you, just a shadow beside him, but one he knew better than his own reflection. “Only if you’re near.”

Something in your chest cracked open at that.

You didn’t say anything. You just reached back, searching blindly until your fingers brushed his wrist.

His hand was cold. Yours was not.

After a while, you felt him relax, inch by inch, until the sharpness in him dulled. His breathing softened, synced with yours.

You thought he might have fallen asleep, but then, quietly, he whispered: “Do you think it’ll ever stop feeling strange?”

“What?”

“This,” he said, voice barely audible. “All of this.”

You thought for a long time before answering. “Maybe not right away. But you’ll get used to it.”

He was silent. Then: “What if I don’t want to?”

You smiled sadly into the dark. “Then I’ll get used to it for both of us.”

He didn’t answered, again.

When you woke in the morning, the first sunlight spilling across the room, you found him still there, with the faintest trace of a frown lingering in his sleep.

Even in freedom, Damian Wayne didn’t know how to rest.

But as long as you were there, he was learning.

The first thing you noticed about Bruce Wayne was not his height, or his voice, or even the way his presence seemed to command the room easily; it was his patience.

It unsettled Damian.

In the League, patience was a tactic meant to outlast an enemy, to wait before striking. But Bruce’s patience was different. It wasn’t strategy. It was care, and that, more than anything, made Damian uneasy.

You learned this the first week Bruce began training the two of you.

Mornings started in the gym. Damian preferred the mats: he knew his body and his movements. But Bruce didn’t spar with him like the instructors did. He didn’t move to humiliate, or to bruised him. He was just teaching.

And that, to Damian, felt like insult.

You could see it in the tension in his shoulders. Every correction Bruce gave him landed like a slap. Damian’s eyes would flash, his hands tightening around the practice staff until his knuckles blanched white.

Meanwhile, Bruce worked differently with you.

He taught you to look.

Not at the blade or the body. But at the room.

You had grown up seeing survival in terms of motion, as who struck first and who didn’t fall. But Bruce showed you how to see after. How to observe, to analyze, and more than that, to understand.

And he never raised his voice.

That alone was enough to confuse you both.

It was raining the day Damian snapped.

Training had gone on too long. He had been corrected one too many times, and Bruce, oh calm Bruce, had simply stepped back and said: “You’re not listening, Damian.”

The words were rational, but in them Damian heard: You’re not enough.

He threw down his staff, breath ragged. “Then show me! Stop pretending I’m a child!”

“Because you are one,” Bruce said simply.

The air cracked like thunder.

You’d stood between them before it could escalate, your palm hovering near Damian’s chest. He had stared at Bruce, fury burning behind his eyes, then stormed out into the hallway, the echo of his boots trailing him like a pulse.

Bruce sighed. “He’s not angry at me,” he murmured. “Not really.”

You looked up at him. “I know.”

That evening, you found Damian in the garden, the one Alfred had shown you how to tend. The rain had stopped, but the ground still shimmered with drops of light.

He was sitting on the stone steps, elbows on his knees, scowling at nothing.

You sat beside him without speaking.

He didn’t look at you, just muttered, “He treats me like a child.”

“You are a child,” you said softly, teasing just enough to make him glance your way.

He didn’t smile.

“He’s not testing you, Damian,” you said after a while. “He’s trying to know you.”

Damian’s hands clenched. His eyes darted toward the manor, at all the things he didn’t yet understand.

“Then why does it feel like failure?” he whispered.

You took a slow breath. “Because you’ve never been loved this way before.”

That silenced him.

He looked down at his palms, still faintly red from practice, and then at you, like he was searching your face for proof.

For the first time that day, he didn’t look away. His eyes softened, not much, but enough.

You leaned against the cold stone step, letting your shoulder brush his. Of course he didn’t pull back.

The stars began to appear again, faint through the clouds.

There was the sound of engines, of boots on gravel, of the Batmobile roaring down the drive, and Damian sitting inside it, face half-hidden beneath the new mask that bore the symbol of everything he’d ever wanted.

Robin.

You stood by the door, pretending you weren’t trembling. Alfred was the one who placed a hand on your shoulder, steady and quiet. “They’ll be back before dawn,” he said softly. “Master Damian has waited a long time for this.”

“I know,” you murmured. And you did. You’d seen the way he looked at the cape, the gloves, the way he carried himself when Bruce called him partner. You’d watched pride bloom in him.

But still, it hurt to see him go without you.

You stayed behind in the Cave. You couldn’t fight like them, not yet. Bruce had said your training would come later, that you had other skills, a different place in the field. So you kept busy. You patched torn suits with Alfred. You watched the monitors. You listened to the radio chatter.

At first, it felt like breathing again. Hearing Damian sound alive.

But as the night went on, the tone changed. The static hissed, and the heart monitor spiked. You heard Bruce’s warning: “Robin, fall back—” and Damian’s answering growl, “I’ve got this.”

Then silence.

You didn’t realize how long you’d been standing until Alfred’s voice broke through. “They’re on their way back.”

Your fingers trembled as you reset the medbay. You didn’t breathe again until the Cave filled with the low hum of the Batmobile’s return.

The hatch opened. Bruce stepped out first, composed but weary. And then Damian followed, helmet in one hand, cape torn, a streak of blood across his cheek. He was grinning.

It wasn’t the triumphant grin of a boy who’d won. It was the wild, breathless rush of someone who had survived.

You were already there, hands reaching before you could think. “Damian—”

“I’m fine,” he cut you off, too quickly.

You frowned, scanning him anyway, the bruise forming along his jaw, the torn glove, the scrape along his ribs. “You’re not. You should’ve waited for backup—”

He stiffened. “I had it under control.”

“Bruce said—”

“I had it under control!” His voice cracked through the Cave, sharp as the ring of metal. Even Bruce paused mid-step, looking back. Damian’s chest was rising and falling too fast, his hands clenched at his sides. “You can’t tell me what to do anymore.”

The words landed.

For a moment, the old walls of Nanda Parbat rose around you again, suffocating and filled with echoes of discipline and defiance. But this wasn’t the League. This was home.

You took a slow breath. “I never did,” you said quietly.

Damian froze.

“I just worried.”

Something shifted in his eyes, that split second of realization, guilt flickering behind pride. He exhaled, jaw tightening. “Don’t.”

You tilted your head. “Don’t what?”

“Don’t worry,” he muttered, softer now, eyes dropping to the floor. “You shouldn’t have to.”

You smiled, the kind that reached your eyes but hurt your heart. “You say that like I could stop.”

He didn’t answer. He just stood there, breathing unevenly, and then, without quite meaning to, he reached out. You caught his hand. The leather was rough against your palm, still warm from the night’s fight.

“Next time,” you said quietly, “you come back before I start imagining the worst.”

He huffed, not quite a laugh, not quite a sigh. “Next time, I’ll try.”

“Good.”

And just like that, the silence between you eased.

As Damian went to tend his gear, you stayed where you were, watching him move, the way his shoulders squared even when he limped, or how he glanced at you from the corner of his eye just to make sure you were still there.

Because beneath all the armor, the training, and new legacy, he was still your twin.

Still the boy who once whispered, Don’t let go.

And you, as ever, still answered, Never.

You’d been used to the silence of the manor. It wasn’t a place for loudness, not at first. Not when you arrived, and certainly not when Damian was still learning to inhabit his own name, his own place. But things change. People begin to fill the empty rooms.

It begins with Dick.

He’s a storm of charm, all bright laughter and easy confidence, a kind of warmth that doesn’t wait for permission to exist. You catch him one evening in the kitchen, stealing cookies Alfred just pulled from the oven. He flashes you a grin, mouth half-full, offering one.

“Gotta carbo-load before patrol,” he says through crumbs.

You arch a brow. “You mean you have no self-control.”

He laughs, unbothered. “That too.”

It’s the first time you hear laughter that stays in the manor, not just a short, startled sound. And when Damian storms in ten minutes later, cape dragging a smear of dirt on the marble floor, it’s Dick who nudges him toward you with a wink.

“Your partner-in-worry here has been patching your gear all day,” he teases.

Damian glares at him, muttering something in Arabic that you’re fairly certain isn’t kind, but there’s a faint flush on his cheeks.

Then there’s Tim.

Where Dick is sunlight, Tim is… quiet. You find him in the library more often than not, surrounded by three monitors and an impossible amount of caffeine. At first, he looks up when you enter, tense, as if you’re another variable in his big brain.

“Damian talks about you,” he says one day, without looking away from the screen.

You pause mid-step. “Does he.”

Tim hums. “Mostly insults, but I can tell it’s… affection-adjacent.”

You can’t help the smile that slips out. “That’s high praise, coming from him.”

Tim’s lips twitch. It’s the beginning of something oddly endearing: mutual tolerance that turns into occasional collaboration. He shows you how to calibrate the comms, you bring him tea when he forgets to eat, and slowly, the edges blur.

Even Alfred notices.

You catch him watching sometimes, that knowing look of his. One morning, as you’re fixing a rip in Damian’s gauntlet by the kitchen window, he sets a cup of tea beside you. No words at first. Just the soft clink of porcelain.

“You’ve a steadying presence,” he says at last.

You look up. “I try.”

The words stay with you.

And yet, through it all, Damian remains the axis around which your world turns. Even as he begins to spar with the others, even as he calls Dick Grayson instead of the acrobat, even as he starts to trust, little by little, it’s clear where his center of gravity remains.

He’ll tolerate Dick’s teasing, endure Tim’s sarcasm, even respect Bruce’s silences. But when he’s hurt, it’s still your voice he finds first on comms.

When he’s angry, it’s your calm he seeks.

When he’s triumphant, it’s your approval he glances toward before he lets anyone else praise him.

You see it in the small things. In how he unconsciously drapes his cape near where you sit on the couch, so it brushes your knee, grounding him. In how he mutters “tch” whenever you and Dick share an inside joke, even as he doesn’t leave the room. In how his sharp words soften when directed your way, even when he’s pretending not to care.

One night, during an unusually peaceful evening at the manor, the five of you share dinner together, with Bruce at the head of the table, Alfred serving, Dick chatting animatedly, Tim answering in dry wit, and Damian rolling his eyes.

You sit between Damian and Dick, quietly, smiling when Dick recounts some ludicrous patrol story involving flaming dumpsters and a terrified cat.

Damian scoffs. “Your stories grow more absurd every time you tell them.”

Dick winks. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”

You laugh softly, and Damian’s attention flickers to you, like he’s keeping your laughter for later.

The conversation moves on. Alfred brings out dessert. The air feels easier than it used to.

Later, when the night settles and everyone’s scattered (Dick back to Blüdhaven, Tim to his research, Bruce to the cave) Damian lingers in the doorway as you tidy up. His voice is quieter than usual.

“They like you,” he says, tone carefully neutral.

You smile without looking up. “Do you?”

“I always have.”

It’s not dramatic, not the kind of confession meant for big moments.

And when he turns to go, you see it clearly: the boy who once stood alone in his mother’s shadow now surrounded by people who see him, each one helping him become something more than what he was told to be.

And through it all, you remain right where he needs you to be.

Not leading, or following. Just there.

Home.

It wasn’t supposed to be dangerous.

You’d said that exact thing when you left the manor that night, tugging on the comm earpiece, rolling your eyes when Damian fussed over the straps of your vest. “I’m just coordinating with Oracle,” you told him, patient in a way you’d learned from years beside him. “I’ll be behind the line, helping with intel, not on the ground.”

He hadn’t looked convinced. He rarely was.

“I don’t like it,” he’d muttered, arms crossed, the sharpness in his voice doing little to hide the undercurrent of worry. “You shouldn’t be near an active operation. You’re not trained for combat.”

You’d smiled then, not mockingly, but with a softness that he still hadn’t learned to deflect. “I’m not planning on fighting anyone, Damian. I’ll be fine.”

He’d turned away, jaw clenched. “You always say that.”

And then you’d gone.

The mission was supposed to be simple: a weapons drop, intercepted intel, one of Gotham’s mid-tier syndicates moving stolen tech through the Narrows. The kind of job Oracle could manage with her eyes closed. The kind of night where Robin didn’t expect to bleed.

Except Gotham never cared for simplicity.

The first explosion hit two blocks from your van, just enough to scatter the team. Oracle’s voice came through in sharp bursts over the comms, orders crackling with static. Then the gunfire started.

You’d stayed in your seat, fingers moving fast over the keyboard, tracking heat signatures, redirecting patrol routes. But then you’d seen it: a group of civilians caught between alley walls, pinned down by crossfire. And when the comm line cut out, when you couldn’t reach Damian’s frequency, you made the call that would change everything.

You left the van.

“Oracle, I’m moving in to get them,” you said, breath quick through the comms.

Barbara’s voice snapped back instantly: “Negative! Stay out of the open—”

But you didn’t listen. You were already running.

Damian caught the sound of your voice mid-stride, vaulting a fire escape in pursuit of an escaping gunman. At first, it didn’t register. He’d gotten used to your voice crackling through his earpiece. But there was something in your tone this time, as the sound of running.

He froze. “Where are you?”

“Just helping the civvies out of crossfire,” you panted. “I’m fine—”

A gunshot cut through the channel.

Then static.

Damian’s heart stopped.

“What? Answer me!”

He didn’t wait. He didn’t think. He dropped the grappling line and ran, rooftops blurring beneath his boots, the world narrowing into one singular instinct: get to them.

He found you half a block from the van, crouched beside a terrified woman and child, one hand pressed against your side where the blood was already soaking through your vest. You were trying to speak into your comm again, voice shaking but still focused. That same tone, the one that had guided him through every mistake he’d ever made.

When you looked up and saw him, your eyes widened with relief. “You—”

Then you swayed.

Damian caught you before you hit the pavement. His gloves came away red. Too red.

He heard the footsteps, the shooter emerging from the shadows, weapon raised again, and something inside him snapped.

He moved before he thought, before he breathed, before he felt.

It wasn’t training. It was instinct, vengeance. He tore through the distance, disarmed the man, and drove him to the ground with enough force to crack bone. His fists came down again and again, the world nothing but the thud of impact and the roar in his ears.

He didn’t hear Bruce shouting his name until the older man physically pulled him back.

“Damian! Stop!”

He struggled, voice breaking out of him in a snarl. “He shot them! He—”

“Enough!”

Bruce’s tone was the kind that had stopped Damian mid-attack since he was ten. But this time, the command didn’t sink in immediately. It took another second, another pulse of ragged breath, before Damian stopped fighting against his father’s grip.

He looked down. The attacker was unconscious, barely alive.

And then he turned toward you again.

You were lying still, too still. Barbara’s voice barked orders through the comm, medevac coordinates, pressure on the wound. Damian barely registered any of it. He cradled your head in his lap, fingers trembling as he pressed gauze to your side.

“Stay awake,” he said. Not an order, but a plea. “Do you hear me? You don’t get to— you don’t get to do this.”

You tried to smile. It came out faint, shaky. “You’re yelling.”

“I’m not—” His voice broke. “I’m not yelling.”

You closed your eyes.

The hospital was a blur. Sirens, lights, too many hands taking you from his arms. He’d followed the gurney until Alfred physically intercepted him at the ER doors.

“Master Damian,” Alfred said softly, hands steady on his shoulders. “You need to let them work.”

“I can’t—”

“You must.”

He didn’t argue. He just stood there, blood drying on his gloves, watching the doors swing shut behind you.

He didn’t leave your bedside. Not once.

Through the night, through the antiseptic dawn, he sat, and every inch of him a contradiction between soldier and child. Dick tried to talk to him. Tim brought him coffee. Even Bruce hovered once or twice at the doorway. But no one could reach him.

He just kept his eyes on you. The soft rise and fall of your chest under the white sheets. The beeping of the heart monitor.

When Alfred came in to change your IV, Damian asked, quietly, “Will they be okay?”

Alfred paused. “The doctors are optimistic.”

It wasn’t enough.

He stayed anyway.

You woke up near dawn, disoriented, and throat dry. The first thing you saw was him, slumped forward in the chair, cape draped awkwardly over his knees, his head bowed against the side of your bed.

“Damian,” you croaked, voice hoarse.

His head snapped up. The moment his eyes met yours, everything in him seemed to fracture. He leaned forward instantly, hand trembling as it found yours.

“You’re awake,” he breathed, relief and exhaustion tangled.

You smiled faintly. “Told you I’d be fine.”

He didn’t smile back. His grip tightened, like if he let go, you’d vanish again.

“If anything happened to you,” he said quietly, his voice raw, unguarded in a way that broke your heart, “there wouldn’t be a me left.”

You blinked.

“Damian,” you whispered. “There’s always you.”

He shook his head, the movement small.

He lowered his head, forehead resting against your hand, and for a long time, neither of you spoke. The only sound was the steady rhythm of the monitor.

Outside, dawn crept through the blinds.

And Damian, eyes closed, still holding your hand, whispered something you almost didn’t catch.

“Never again.”

You didn’t know if he meant the mission, the fear, or the possibility of losing you.

Maybe all of it.

But when his fingers tightened around yours, the promise felt real enough to make you believe, for a little while, that nothing in Gotham could break your bond.

Not the city.

Not the war.

Not even death.

Gotham never sleeps.

It breathes instead. Even now, years later, Damian can tell what hour it is by the way the city sounds outside his window: sirens at three and quiet at four.

He sits at his desk, the only light a dim lamp pooling gold over the half-finished sketches before him, some new design for the Cave that will never truly be finished. He hasn’t touched the pencil in twenty minutes. His eyes are fixed on the window instead, on the faint reflection that stares back at him.

For a long time, he doesn’t recognize the man looking out of that glass.

Then he does.

And it hurts.

The reflection is his father’s jawline, his mother’s stare, his grandfather’s shadow, but beneath it all, something else lingers. Something he doesn’t deserve but carries anyway.

You.

When he closes his eyes, he can still hear it: the sound of your laughter echoing in the hidden courtyard, where you tried to coax color from the dust.

You’d stolen a handful of seeds from a supply crate meant for the kitchen. “Herbs,” you’d said proudly, palms smudged with dirt. “For flavor.”

He’d scoffed, because that was his role. “They’ll die here,” he told you. “Nothing survives this place.”

You’d only smiled with that small, infuriating smile that still haunts him.

“Then they’ll die trying to live. Like us.”

He hadn’t understood it then. Not really. But later, when the first fragile shoots broke through the sand, he’d found himself bringing bits of sunlight with reflective shards, a broken piece of pottery, anything to catch the light. He’d never said it aloud, but he’d wanted to help them grow. Help you grow.

Now, when he sees the tiny sprigs in Alfred’s greenhouse, when the sun hits the glass just right, he swears he can smell that same desert air, dry, sharp and tinged with the faint sweetness of that moment.

He remembers your hand steadying his blade.

The first time he’d been handed a real sword, he’d gripped it too tight. His instructors had barked corrections, but you hadn’t said a word. You’d simply stepped close, adjusted his wrist, your touch careful and sure.

“Breathe,” you’d whispered.

He hadn’t wanted to, hadn’t needed to, but he’d done it anyway. Because it was you.

And every time he’s drawn a blade since, every mission, every fight, that word lives in his head. Breathe.

You always were the air in his lungs when the world tried to make him stone.

He remembers the night you both disobeyed Ra’s.

You were just children, foolish and defiant, brave in all the wrong ways. He’d knelt for hours, arms trembling under weights designed to break spirit before body. He remembers the ache, the rage, the quiet humiliation. He remembers you sneaking in, your hands shaking as you lifted a cup of water to his lips.

Ra’s had found out. You were punished too.

And for the first time, Damian had cried.

He hadn’t known how to hold grief then. You had simply held him instead.

It’s strange, he thinks, how easily the mind turns pain into happiness.

You bled beside him, you burned under the same lessons, and yet, when he looks back, all he remembers is the softness. The secret smiles shared behind stone walls, the whispers before sleep, the way your presence dulled the edges of his anger.

Talia once told him he was born of war, destined for greatness.

You told him he was enough.

When Bruce came for him, when the desert turned to steel and city light, he’d thought the hardest part would be learning restraint. But it wasn’t. It was learning to live without you.

The manor had too many rooms, too much sound. The ticking clocks unnerved him, the smell of baked bread made his throat ache. He’d watched you adjust, smiling at Alfred, laughing at Dick’s jokes, learning the names of plants in the greenhouse.

You’d belonged here long before he did.

He remembers the night he told you that. You’d been sitting in the garden, Gotham’s night air cool against your skin, and he’d said it, his words wrapped in irritation.

“You fit here,” he muttered. “With them. With him.”

You’d smiled, soft and a little sad. “And you don’t?”

He’d looked away. “I’m not built for this kind of... of places.”

You’d touched his shoulder. “Then build your own kind.”

He’d wanted to argue, but he didn’t. Because he never won arguments with you.

He exhales now, long and slow, eyes flicking toward the edge of his desk, where a single pressed flower rests beneath the glass.

One of the desert plants.

The only one that bloomed.

He’d found it again years later, on one of Talia’s old estates, the courtyard overtaken by dust and ruin. But the flowers had grown wild, hundreds of them, scattered between the stones.

He’d taken one. Brought it back.

It’s the only piece of the League he’s kept willingly.

“People think my father made me better,” he says aloud, voice quiet against the hum of the lamp. “But it was you. Always you.”

He doesn’t talk to ghosts, not really. But tonight, the city outside feels softer. Almost listening.

He lets the silence stretch, heavy but familiar.

“You said we didn’t have to be like them,” he murmurs. “I didn’t believe you. Not then.”

He looks out the window again. Somewhere in the distance, the Bat-Signal cuts through the clouds, a familiar summons, a promise that the work never ends.

He stands, pulling the cowl into place, his reflection splitting into shadow.

“But I try,” he says softly. “Every night, I try.”

He turns toward the window, the city stretching below him like a living thing. The same way you’d looked at the desert once and seen something worth saving.

He still carries your voice in his head, that quiet certainty, that strange, stubborn faith that the world could be kind.

And as he steps into the Gotham dark, he whispers your name as a prayer, a memory stitched into his heart.

We’ll survive this, Dami. Together.

“Always,” he breathes back into the night.

The room of a princess, your room as a princess.

On the morning of your engagement ceramony. Your betrothal.

The public proclamations were being sent to all the towns in your region and in his today.

Your ladies-in-waiting were all around you already laying everything out to prepare you, removing the dress from the maniquin, pulling out the make up and hair styling supplies.

You sat in front of your vanity as they dusted your face and organized your hair.

Your gold, blue and ivory dress created specifically for this event. The gold representing your royal status, the blue loyalty and the ivory purity.

Damian was to be provided the same for his attire today.

As you were dressed your hair spun partly up beautifully, your makeup accentuating your beauty and your dress showing your intent as you stepped out.

Your father met you outside your door, walking you towards the balcony.

As you both stood you overlooked many of your people.

Damian already standing, awaiting your arrival.

As he looked upon you your heart raced. This was really happening.

You were to be bethrothed to prince Damian.

His family stood behind him on either side. Mother and father, grandfather and brothers.

He had more family then you, just you and your father since your mothers passing.

You stood there nervous or excited, you couldn't quite tell, maybe both.

Your father stepped forwards announcing the commencement of your betrotal, a betrothal agreement brought forth by one of the members of the court.

Once you had both signed the high priestess of your nation and a high enchantress of his mothers land came forth and blessed your engagement.

“Do you promise loyalty of heart, courage of spirit, and truth of soul?”

"I do." you say softly, almost shy for the first time in public since your debute.

"I do." Damian responds, firm. He's so certian.

"Very well."

After the prayers are completed, and blessings are given it's time to present your proof of engagement to each other.

Your father steps forwards giving you your mothers betrothal tiara.

A sharp breath comes forth. This is really happening. It's truly happening. You're going to be engaged to Damian.

Then Damian steps forwards, first presenting you with a ring, "From the land of Gothem, I present you the ring of my grandmother. A family heirloom, A promise I shall treasure you as family. My intent to make you a part of mine."

He slips the ring onto your finger softly.

Then he turns back to his mother handing him a sword.

As he steps forward again, "With this sword from Nada parbat an heirloom passed down from my grandfather, I trust my safety to you and you alone. With only you I shall be unguarded. With only you I shall take comfort, and with only you I shall pledge my own protection." You gracefully accept the sword with a curtsy. Securing the sheeth around your waist.

Then it's your turn.

Your father gives you his ring.

Damian gives a small bow, "With this engagement ring I accept you as my betrothed, my equal and my strength. This ring has been in my family for seven generations, a gift of both prosperity, loyalty, trust and love. With this ring I hope to find love within our bond as those in my family have done for generations. Of all our families heirlooms this one is the most preciously guarded, I entrust it to you as both a show of my trust in you and my care for our bond. Please rise, you needn't bow to me."

As he rises you place your hand out for his and slide the ring onto his finger.

Once completed your father steps forward, "With this the vows of intent are complete. The engagement is sealed. I give my sincerest blessings to my daughter and Crown Prince Damian Thomas Wayne Al Ghul of Nanda Parbat and fourth in line for the kingdom of Gotham. I invite you all to enjoy the banquet and ball."

Your father steps back and you and Damian look to each other, a curtsy from you and a bow from him. Then he presents his arm to you.

You're both escorted to a private room where you both sit together and are allowed to talk privately.

"Damian, you are now my betrothed. It's almost unbelievable, I always imagined how this day would go."

"Is it all you had hoped my betrothed?"

Your grin stretches hard, "And more."

As you sit together you see an ever so light smile grace his lips. Something you had hardly seen before.

“If I misstep,” he murmurs, “you may correct me.”

You laugh softly. “I doubt you will.”

"Even so, I trust you to guide me and I you."

You smile, "Then I am in your graces my betrothed."

A shiver goes down his spine at your words.

A light heat to his cheeks.

"If I may be selfish, might I be allowed to kiss you once more."

Your grin turns into a large smile, "Damian, it is more then alright for you to request this."

He gives a small lick of his lips before leaning forward.

Your hand goes to his chest lightly as his lips brush yours once more.

An air of calm and composure presses around you.

He's swift and careful. As are you with him.

Then he's gone, pulled back.

"I will have to spend two lifetimes earning this."

"You have no need to earn this, for I give it to you in return for promising me your intentions to lead a future with me." You move your hand to his. "I told you, I only wish you do not regret your decision."

Then the door opens and Damian rises.

His hand going out for yours.

As you take it and stand he places it around his arm and guides you out.

Stepping out you are met with his family and your father.

All lining the hallway. The first to congratulate you on your engagement.

“You honor us,” she says, eyes bright with something like pride. “And you steady him.”

Damian stiffens only slightly at the remark, though the faint curve of his mouth remains. His grandfather nods solemnly, resting both hands upon the head of his cane.

“A union forged in respect will outlast one forged in strategy,” he says. “Remember that.”

Your father stands beside you, quiet but watchful. When his gaze meets yours, his expression softens in a way it rarely does before court. He inclines his head to Damian.

“Take care of her,” he says simply.

Damian does not hesitate. “With my life.”

Then his father steps forward, "I'm proud, of both of you."

Damian's shoulders flinch slightly and you give a light squeeze to his arm.

"Thank you." you say graciously with a small bow of your head.

Approaching the doors to the ballroom you both step in standing still smile on your face as you're announced.

“Her Royal Highness, Princess of the Realm, and Crown Prince Damian Thomas Wayne al Ghul of Nanda Parbat.”

Stepping in you both are as anticipated greeted with an empty dance floor.

Your dance to be the first to kick it off.

As you dance softly he's swift, spinning you effortlessly, showing you off.

Showing your dress off. Showing your grace off.

He effortlessly lifts you in a spin and places you softly down again.

Your dance steady as you move as one.

Because that's what you are now. One, a packaged deal, to be married. After tonight planes for your wedding will commence.

Your dance is beautiful. Damian does everything a proper gentleman should. Gives the people a beautiful show of you and highlights the strength of your movement together.

The fast paced tempo ends and the both of you give grace to each other before he leads you off the dance floor.

As you approach the table you are guided into the chair.

Peaceful.

Being with him makes a chaotic and hectic ball feel peaceful.

He brings you peace.

As you sit he speaks.

"For the heirloom of the sword, I was made aware you were not trained in advanced swordsmen ship."

You shake your head, "I was told it is a mans sport."

"That is preposterous. I shall lead you in your training. In my kingdoms the women are given just as much a chance to pursue swordsmen as any."

A smile graces your lips, "As in mine, however as royalty, it was prevented to raise my chances of finding a suitor."

His eyes narrow, "How preposterous. It is unacceptable that you should be made defenseless to find a partner, one so insecure should be a poor ruler."

You laugh, "I agree. However it was my mothers wish I be given the choice of my betrothed, so it was saw fit I was not taught more then the basics of swordsmanship."

He gave a small tut and looked away, drawing a graceful laugh from you.

As you sit there a pleasant silence grows over you both before the thought dawns.

"What are you thinking?"

“My future no longer feels distant,” he says. “It feels… near.”

You gave a small nod, "As does mine, I always saw this as an event of 'when I am older' and now that it's here I assume I have become just that, older."

His light hum is pleasant.

When the night ends he is taken to his room, on the same hallway as his family.

You come to the realization you had yet to have spoken to his brothers still.

Which is fine in your eyes, but you're still a bit curious. He's hardly mentioned them.

As you lay there that night it's all you can think, he's hardly mentioned his family.

The next morning it is decided his family will stay and return to visit every two months for the planning of your wedding and you are to travel with them, the first in Nada Parbat, the second in Gotham. You shall return on the 6th month for your wedding.

Which shall take place in 6 months time.

In the morning when you awake your days are busy.

His mother and a chosen duchess from Gotham are there to give you lessons in weddingtry, the responsibilities of a women from each of their kingdoms.

Your morning starts early, before the sun is up, then you are trained with his mother queen Talia for 3 hours, then a 4 hour break, one hour meal time two for study and one for your common lessons. Then it's training for gotham for 3 hours. Then after that it's 3 hours of swordsman ship with Damian where you're alone. This is how 6 days of the week go.

The seventh day of the week is intended for wedding planning with Damian. A time when you both leave the castle and visit your territory for options for your wedding. The first two weeks are pleasent. Then you are wisked away to Nanda Parbat.

By the second month you're in Gotham.

The third you're exhausted when you return home.

Damian comes to realize this quickly.

Unsure of how to help he does nothing though.

One evening, during training, your blade slips. It is minor, nothing dangerous, but your knees buckle just enough that Damian is forced to catch you by the arm.

He stills.

“You are overtired,” he says, voice firm, not accusatory.

You straighten immediately. “I am fine.”

The lie is not malicious. It is practiced. A common practice of royalty. To endure for the sake of the people, for the sake of the country, and for the sake of nobility.

He stands for a moment. He knows this weight. Then it dawns on him, she's training for two kingdoms, not just one. Her lessons outside are doubled.

Tripled even by her continuing education for the sake of her own country.

He stills, "Did anyone ask if this pace was sustainable."

Your eyes drift away, "It is what is expected. I shall do my duty as a princess and as your future wife, a future ruler of potentially two nations as well as my own."

That night you're brought into a meeting late.

With both your father, his mother and the duchess from Gotham.

He demands your schedule be altered.

His mothers displeasure and the duchess from Gothams gaze is pointed.

"This is not tradition-"

"She will not break herself to prove devotion,” he says evenly. “Not to our kingdoms. Not to me.”

"But it is expected." his mother states.

You agree, "It is."

Damian looks back at you silently.

Then to everyone else, "If she breaks and I do not intervene, then I have failed as her future husband.”

That shuts them all up.

His mother is the first to speak, "Very well, we will shorten 2 two hour lessons."

The duchess agress, "I shall do the same."

Then his father seems to realize, "What was your schedule before?"

You sit there for a moment, "Three hours of lessons for a queen of nanda parbot, then one hour for meal time, two hours for study, and one for common lessons of our kingdom. Then three hours of lessons of Gotham followed by three hours of lessons in swordsmanship and current affairs across our nations. Then a meal time, followed by my common responsibilities."

"How long are your common responsibilities."

"Usually four hours, I shorten it to three on nights I must bathe."

A silence settles over the room.

"I was unaware your affairs for the kingdom were not being handled for the duration." your father states.

"It is my responsibility as future queen, and has been since the passing of our late queen."

Damians mothers face stills, there's no longer a look of disdain.

“You have been ruling alone,” she says slowly.

You incline your head. “I was raised to.”

The duchess from Gotham exhales through her nose, expression tight. “No child should have carried that burden.”

“I was not a child,” you answer gently. “I was my mother’s heir.”

Damian has not taken his eyes off you. Not since you spoke.

“Why,” he asks quietly, “did you never tell me?”

You meet his gaze at last. There is no accusation in your expression—only truth.

“You never asked,” you say. “And I did not wish to seem incapable.”

Everyone seems to recognize the situation.

"Very well, the responsibilities will be separated among the court till the conclusion of your wedding ceremony as well. Additionally you and Crown Prince Damian will be granted a leave of absence tomorrow to spend time furthering your bond."

Your face snaps to your fathers.

“I will not be removed from my duties,” you continue. “Only supported in them.”

He hesitates, "Very well, I will guide you during your studies on how to delegate your responsibilities to our council, beginning the day after tomorrow."

When the next morning comes, you awake late, and refreshed.

When you find Damian he is outside training with his brothers.

They have a playful banter in the air as you approach, bow and quiver full of arrows secured.

The first to notice you is your betrothed. Damian.

He jots over to you, "Betrothed, you are awake, how do you feel?"

You smile, "Refreshed. And antsy."

"Antsy?"

"I've not had a day off in many years."

"I see, what do you wish to do today?"

"Practice archery, maybe sneak into the market."

He grins, "Very well-"

"But first, I would like you to introduce me to your brothers, we have yet to meet."

His face drops, "This is because they are imbeciles."

Your eyebrows rasie, "You speak of the Crown prince of Gotham and your brothers in such a way?"

His lips thin out, "Very well, you shall see."

Walking you over they take great interest in you.

"So this is the famous fiancé of the Demons head."

You raise an eyebrow at Damian. His eyes glaring at his brother.

"I believe proper manners in your kingdom dictate you would introduce yourself before beginning this form of banter."

His other brother begins laughing.

Then gives a bow while his the taller brother recovers.

"I am Crown Prince Timothy Jackson Drake Wayne of the country of Red Robin, third heir to the throne of Gotham, Duke of Diamond City and the leader of the Young Justice."

That's a lot of titles.

The silent brother steps forward, " I am Prince Jason Peter Todd second heir to Gotham, Arkham knight of Gotham, head of the Outsiders."

Surely there's more. He doesn't seem inclined to talk to you though.

Then the tallest brother smiles giving a polite bow, "I am Crown Prince Richard John Dick Grayson, heir to Gotham, Nightwing of Buldihaven, Leader of the titans, heir to the Justice league Merchants, and Damians oldest brother."

Damian gives a scoff.

You give a quick glance to Damian, his face full of annoyance.

"It is very nice to meet you all, I am the princess of this kingdom, and Prince Damian's betrothed."

They nod, "Yeah we know, good luck."

Your eyebrows furrow. Are brothers always this awful to each other?

You give a glance at Damian who lightly grasps your hand, "Well excuse us, we were granted a day off to spend together. Goodbye."

You turn quickly with Damian, following him away fast.

Wow, he does not like his brothers that much.

By the time your second month in Nanda Parbat has begun an attempt on your life takes place.

At one of the scheduled outings, a hunt to greet nobility of Nanda parbat.

While you and Damian are on the hunt together, he once again saves you from archer fire.

This time pulling you up onto his horse quickly.

You flip yourself keeping your back to Damians as he rides, firing off arrows at the approaching assassins.

Coming into a clearing the horse is struck and flings both you and Damian.

When you land it's hard and your vision spins.

By the time it clears you see Damian in combat with one of the assassins.

You push yourself up quickly, the sword at your hip weighing heavily as you draw it.

Then you lunge into the battle with Damian.

As you fight he matches to your movements, defending your openings and himself.

By the time his brothers stumble upon both of you, you're both soaked in sweat and blood.

The second your eyes land on them relief floods your body. Thankful they followed you both to Nanda Parbat to annoy Damian.

Once Damian disarms the last assassin and knocks him unconcious, the earlier launch of the horse settles on your head, the migraine you had ignored surging forward and your eyes closing quickly.

The next time you open your eyes youre back in the castle with Damian.

He is sat at your bedside cradling your hand.

When you see him your eyes ignite, his arm is bandaged all the way down to his wrist. A cut from the side of his cheek to his ear on one side.

You thrust yourself up and towards him, "Thank goodness you are okay,"

His arms circle you, "I should be saying that."

“You frightened me,” he admits quietly.

You blink at him. “You were injured.”

“And you nearly died,” he counters at once.

Before you can reply, the door opens.

“She’s awake,” Jason says, unnecessary but grounding.

Dick exhales. “Good.”

Tim shrugs. “Someone had to make sure you two didn’t get yourselves killed.”

Jason snorts. “Still failed, technically.”

Damian shoots him a glare. “You are insufferable.”

“Alive though,” Jason replies. Then, more seriously, “Both of you.”

Dick steps forward then, kneeling slightly so his gaze is level with yours. “You fought well,” he says. “Both of you. We saw the field.”

You swallow. “We survived.”

“Because you trusted each other,” he corrects. “That matters.”

“This was not random,” she says. “Someone knew your route. Your timing.”

Damian straightens immediately. “Then the schedule was compromised.”

“Yes,” she agrees. “Which means the threat is closer than we thought.”

Your father arrives moments later, fury barely leashed. “This ends now.”

“No,” you say hoarsely, surprising even yourself.

All eyes turn to you.

“I will not be hidden,” you continue. “Nor will Damian. Whoever did this wanted to remind us that unity is dangerous to them. Were you able to interrogate any of the assassins?”

"Only one, the others held poisons they ingested shortly after capture. He revealed little before subcomming."

“She’s right,” he says. “We do not retreat. We fortify.”

Queen Talia studies you anew- not as a future daughter-in-law, but as a ruler forged under pressure.

“Very well,” she says. “Then you will train differently.”

Your brow furrows. “Differently how?”

“With your guards,” Jason says. “With us.”

Tim nods. “Rotational protection. Variable routes. Counter-ambush tactics.”

Dick smiles faintly. “And no more pretending this is just a wedding.”

Damian exhales slowly. “It never was.”

The candles burn lower, Damian remains at your side.

“You did not hesitate,” he says quietly. “On the field.”

“Neither did you.”

He shakes his head. “I have been trained for violence my entire life. You chose it.”

You reach up, fingers brushing the bandage on his cheek. “I chose you.”

His breath catches.

“I will never forgive myself,” he says, voice tight, “for allowing danger near you.”

You take his face gently in your hands. “Then do not allow yourself to stand alone again.”

A cough sounds from across the room and you let go.

Your father stands there quiet for a moment, "We will discuss this later. I expect to see both of you up early, I wish to hear my daughters statement."

Then the room files out except for Damian.

It's quiet but you understand he is being given the chance to stay by your side.

And with that you pull on his arm to drag him into the bed.

Then lay your head against his chest. Closing your eyes, "I'm glad you're alright."

He nods, "I'll protect you better next time."

"I trust you my prince."

He nods. "And I you my princess."

A soft kiss is pressed into your forehead before you doze off to sleep.

"Beloved, what are you doing out here? Someone could have seen you." Your head lifted from the pillows where you were laying on an estrade in the garden to look at Talia. Your eyes heavy as you roused from your half asleep state, basking in the sun.

Inhaling sharply, you blinked a few times, rolling onto your side slightly, "I...I was cold. It was warm outside."

She let out a huff, climbing the steps to the platform, taking a seat beside you on the warm daybed, "You should have remained inside, beloved. The servants could have lit a fire in your rooms."

"I wanted to feel the sun." You murmur, nuzzling into the pillows, gazing up at her.

Throughout the duration of the pregnancy, you had been like a house cat. Always cold and searching for warmth. Finding sun patches within the Palace Temple, napping wherever warm spots resided. Seeking out Talia (and on one very rare occasion Ra's) attention when you wanted someone to pay attention to you.

"I will not argue with you, Beloved. You know my rules." She states, reaching down to brush a loose bit of hair out of your face before her hand settled on your belly. "How is my little dark knight?"

You hummed pleasantly under her hand, nuzzling the pillows once more, "Not nearly as active in the sun. He seems to prefer the night."

"Good." The word seemed distant, like she was lost in thought, absently stroking your bed. The motion bringing back the warm drowsy feeling. "Come, beloved. You belong back in the temple."

You released a small whine as she picked you up, pulling you away from the heated warm your platform provided. Your head lulling against her shoulder, listening to her heartbeat.

"If you hadn't gone outside, I wouldn't have to carry you." Talia states unwaveringly, her arms tightening around you slightly, as if she expected you to jump out of her arms to get back to your sun spot.

"I'm sorry." You murmured quietly, your fingers curling in her pallu, running the silk between your fingers, "I wasn't thinking of my safety when I went outside the Palace, even if it was only to the courtyard."

"No, you weren't." She says shortly, ignoring servants and assassins alike as you pass through the palace towards the family wing.

Letting out a sigh, you fell silent, knowing there was nothing you could say that would make the situation better. Beyond, perhaps, a blood oath to never leave the palace walls, but neither of you were stupid enough to offer it. Letting your head fall on her shoulder once more, you simply let her carry you to her destination.

Kicking the door closed behind her, Talia deposited you on the bed, laying you among the silks before stepping away from the bed to wander over to the window. Pushing up to sit with a slight struggle, your eyes followed her as she walked through the room.

"Qalbi, look at me." You begged, wincing silently when the baby (Damian, his name was to be Damian) kicked, as if he could feel the void between you and was demanding you repair it. "I swear to you, I will not leave the palace walls anymore. At least not without you or your father present."

You continued as she refused to look at you, "I...if you wish to reinstate the guard, I will understand. I will not fight it. I will not trick or run. I will take it in stride and obedience."

She finally looked at you, her arms crossed and an unimpressed look on her face, "You will remain either in our rooms or at my side until I see fit to trust you on your own once more."

"I will, if that is what you wish." You agreed, reaching out for her. She huffed and rolled her eyes before stepping towards you, allowing you to take her hand.

"And you will obey me when I give you an order."

"I will," You let out a breath, pushing yourself to your feet with a small sound, pulling her closer, looking up at her. "Please, my darling, believe me. I mean not to lie to you."

She stared at you for a while before rolling her eyes and letting her hands settle on your hips, leaning forward to set her forehead against yours, "You will bring my death, beloved, I swear it."

"Not too early, I hope." You return playfully, letting out a squeak when she presses you back against the bed, climbing atop you.

You were nearing your 30th week, and though you were finishing your 6th month, you weren't as big as you had thought you would be. Though it was both Ra's opinion and your own that it was likely that Damian had yet to drop and settle properly, and when he did, you would balloon quite immediately.

But that meant Talia was able to straddle you without worrying for your belly. A fact she took advantage of frequently. Nothing had managed to keep Talia's hands off of you during the pregnancy. Though you had started as merely one of her closest friends, someone who had sworn fealty to the League decades ago, your relationship had taken a stark turn when it was confirmed that the pregnancy had taken and you had cleared the most dangerous stages.

She regarded you the same way she spoke of the Dark Knight. Talia's other beloved. Ra's' detective. You knew his name, or rather, they had mentioned it some time in the past, though their refusal to use his true name had caused it to fade from your mind. You didn't mind that you were not Talia's only token of affection. You doubted she would give a shit if you did mind. Though it made you feel closer to the man you had never met, to know that you were carrying his child.

"Where has your mind gone, Beloved?" Talia questioned, nipping at your neck, trailing love bites, declarations of her ownership, across your skin.

"No where that matters." You responded, letting your head fall back, your eyes fluttering shut.

She hummed, her hands pulling at your pallu, tossing the fabric off to the side, uncovering your belly. Her eyes locked on the stretched skin with a fixed look. She trailed her fingers over the bump, feeling it the way she did every time she got her hands on you. As if to assure herself that the baby was still safe within you.

"My perfect incubator." She cooed, dipping her head to trail kisses along your stomach, hands unwinding the pleating of your skirt, pulling the fabric away completely, tossing on the floor for someone else to deal with later. From anyone else, the term would have been derogatory but you knew it wasn't.

"Please, my darling. Do not tease me." You begged, arching into her touch. She took advantage of the action to pull your petticoat off, leaving you only in your blouse and underwear.

"I should. You give me grief, it would only be fair to return it." She says, trailing her kisses lower. "Though I suppose you are unharmed. If disobedient."

You cried out when she ran her tongue along the gusset of your soaked panties, her hands pushing your legs open wider, settling herself between them, "You are mine, beloved. My plaything. My incubator. My beloved. You obey my rules. And mine alone."

You whined, writhing beneath her touch, "Darling please."

"Please what, my lovely? Use your words. They're usually so eloquent." She teases, inching down your panties, giving kisses to each new inch of skin revealed.

"I...please, Talia. I need you. Your tongue, your fingers, your cock, something. Anything." You pleaded, looking down at her. You hormones had been driving you insane since around the 18th week, and you were nearly constantly horny. Something Talia was more than happy to help with.

She grinned, sliding up your body to reach between the pillows, pulling out a familiar toy, "As you wish, beloved."

She trailed the silicone along your skin, sending shiver through you wherever it touched. You were plenty wet by the time she trailed it through your folds, practically dripping for her. A whine leaving your throat as she ran the head of the toy through your folds, pressing against your hole.

"Open up, my beloved." She purred, one hand gently stabilizing itself on your belly as she gently eased the toy inside. A soft keen echoing off the walls at the temperature difference between cold silicone and your hot walls, making you clench instinctively.

She pushed in until she couldn't push any further, slowly pulling it out and fucking it back into you, "You look gorgeous, beloved. Taking my cock beautifully." A wicked look crossed her face as she moved to straddle you once more, pumping the toy into you rhythmically. "I only imagine it. My darling Bruce, splitting you open on his cock. The two of us, ravaging you. Can you picture it? You'd look so beautiful between us."

You whined at the thought. You could practically picture it. Feeling him drill into you from behind as Talia lays spread out before you. Her taste on your tongue as you devoured her, using Bruce's momentum to fuck your tongue into her. Hearing her breathtaking sounds as they took care of you.

Her grin widened, "You're picturing it, aren't you? You can feel it, our touch on your skin. You can taste it, hear the delicious sounds we would make."

Your hands went to her hips as she sank down on the other end of the dildo with a groan, your eyes fixed on her face, taking in every expression. Whimpering as her weight settled on you and she began to rock her hips.

"He is the only one I will ever let touch you." The way she said that sounded like a threat, but fuck if it didn't drive you mad. "You both are mine. No one else shall ever have you. You have been mine since the moment you entered this temple. Since the moment you swore fealty to me. Since the moment you happily took my eggs and his seed in your body."

You couldn't stop the sounds coming out of you if you wanted. Near pornographic noises escaping you with even painfully delicious roll of her hips, or well timed bounce that had you seeing stars. Your fingers digging into her hips, clutching her as tightly as you could, as if she was the only thing keeping you grounded.

"You are mine. Everything about you is mine. Every thought in your mind. Every beat of your heart. Every breath is your lungs belongs to me." She growled, bouncing with more vigor as she leaned forward, slipping her fingers into your mouth.

You responded immediately, happily taking them in your mouth and sucking. Drooling pooling in your mouth as she pressed down on your tongue. Your vision growing fuzzy the closer to your peak you got.

"Gag for me, my love. You breathe when I tell you too." She purred, pressing her finger deeper into your mouth, causing your breath to hitch, growing labored as she thrust them in and out in time with her hips. Feeling your throat constrict around them as her movements grew shaky and unfocused.

"Agh! Ngh!" You gagged, eyes rolling back as you came. Your body arching weakly as your fingers dug into her sides, trembling beneath her. Your ears ringing, vaguely hearing her own orgasmic sounds in the background as you came down from your high, feeling thoroughly sated and drowsy once more.

"Easy beloved. Simply rest, that is all you need to do." Talia muttered softly, gently lifting herself off of you, stepping away to the vase of water nearby get you a drink and help clean up.