Thinking about how I'm going to weave together the polyclue and then getting overwhelmed by all the details I don't know yet, because there's so much content and memories to get through. BUT
I am so attached to the idea that Azeuri's lifetime with The Sea God came very early on in the process, at least before the Dragon lifetime with Sylus.
Why?
Rafayel's initial confusion about why he feels possession over the leader of Onychinus who keeps flirting and ragebaiting him whenever they cross paths.
Rafayel coming to realize that his bride's soul exists now in two different bodies
But MAINLY for the process of Rafayel playing so hard to get, but his Lumerian ass absolutely melting when he gets to sleep between them. Literally surrounded by the soul he has loved and yearned for to the point that, as he drifts off, it feels like he is being consumed by it. And that thought alone is so comforting and validating to him.
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Synopsis: In a city of steel and stars, you fall in love with a man the world calls a monster. He looks at you like youâve haunted every life heâs ever lived. Sylus is danger wrapped in silk, secrets stitched into every glance, every touch, every word spoken like a spell. Heâs yours before you even realize what youâre remembering.
Because this isnât the first time.
Dreams unravel you. Memories not your own. A dragonâs death cry. A kiss beneath bloodied skies. A love too eternal to stay buried. As the past bleeds into the present, you begin to piece together the truth. Some memories burn brighter than the stars, others wound deeper than any blade.
And love, no matter how timeless, always demands a price.
Pairing: Female! MC [Named] x Sylus
Rating: Explicit 18+ [MDNI]
Spoilers: Sylus's myth cards/memories. Please note: memories might be a little different than from game for story purposes.
Warnings: NSFW, Explicit smut, including various kinks: Praise, degradation talk, first time, CP, DP, anal sex/play, probably some Dragon!Sylus smut, maybe a lot of it. Many, many more that I'm forgetting to list. Consider yourself warned. - Unlikely to be completely canon. - MC is named. Her personality is darker than in the game, far more morally grey. - Switching between MC's memories/dreams/flashbacks and current timeline. - Other love interests will not show up in this. - Some plot, but not super planned out. Basically, this is a "what if the closer they became, the more MC remembers her life with him on Philos.
Chapter 1: Ash Beneath the Stars
Chapter 2: Where the Stars Went Dark
Chapter 3: What Remains
Chapter 4: The End Wore My Face
Chapter 5: Below the Bones of Heaven
Chapter 6: Red Remembrance
Chapter 7: Written in My Pulse
Chapter 8: Shadow of Always
Chapter 9: I Set the World on Fire and Called It Mourning
Chapter 10: If Gods Ever Bled
Chapter 11: Once, Forever
Chapter 12:Â We Begin in the After
Chapter 13: Joy Is a Rehearsal for Ruin
Chapter 14: They Only Hunger
I started this because I have an unhealthy obsession with the idea that MC starts to remember her prior life with Sylus as they begin to get closer physically and emotionally.
Thank you to all who take the time to read, comment, reblog, etc. Your support is immensely appreciated! â¤ď¸
Summary: Caleb and I have known each other for as long as I can remember. We were once childhood friends, our bond as natural as the stars in the sky. But now, everything has changed. What used to feel like a safe, familiar orbit between us now pulses with unspoken desire.
Our friendship is no longer enough to keep the tension at bay, and the distance between us feels unbearable. Secrets, lies, and unhealed wounds stand in our way. I donât know if we can survive this new gravity pulling us together... but I canât keep pretending I donât want to try.
Pairing: Female MC x Caleb
Spoiler Alert: Potential spoilers for Caleb's Myth's as well as memories. Read at your own risk for these. Lore spoilers.
Warnings:
Unlikely to be canon.
The other love interests will not appear in this fic. I consider this more of an AU where it's only Caleb in this timeline.
We will revisit memory scenes, but they will be somewhat different from the memories in-game.
MC is named. MC is socially awkward. MC can be depressed at times.
Very? Slow Burn.
Explicit smut (eventually). Chapter 12 onward.
Awkward blend of darker moments, angst, fluff, and humour.
Drinking. Questionable life decisions. MC spirals.
Protective Caleb - Both MC and Caleb are a little obsessive and overly protective of each other, which could be considered an unhealthy relationship.
Limited plot - most focus is just on their relationship and interactions.
More warnings could be applied, but as a general rule of thumb, please read at your own risk and do not continue if you find the content triggering.
Chapter 1: Redshift
Chapter 2: Tidal Forces
Chapter 3: Cosmic Ruin
Chapter 4: Dark Matter
Chapter 5: Lagrange Point
Chapter 6: Ghosts in the Machine
Chapter 7: Stellar Crossroads
Chapter 8: Breach
Chapter 9: Orbiting You
Chapter 10: Event Horizon
Chapter 11: Between Two Suns
Chapter 12: Beneath the Sleeping Sky
Chapter 13: Cosmic Entanglement
Chapter 14: Constellations Never Tell
Chapter 15: Shattered Light
Chapter 16: Orbital Decay
Chapter 17: Zero Gravity
Chapter 18: Command Me, Colonel
Chapter 19: Controlled Burn
A story I started for myself because I got inspired to write a more socially awkward MC (like myself, because we can't all be badass) and thought others might enjoy some of the silliness, angst, fluff, and the eventual smutty goodness.
A huge thank you to everyone who's read, reblogged, or left comments! Your support means the world to me and keeps me inspired. đ
â§âËâŠĺ˝Ą ââ á´á´ÉŞĘɪɴɢ: named!MC x Caleb
â§âËâŠĺ˝Ą ââ sĘÉ´á´á´sÉŞs: An afternoon of sweeping fallen petals is interrupted by the teasing of one childhood friend until an unexpected injury forces them closer, noticing things about the other they hadn't before.
â§âËâŠĺ˝Ą ââ đđđđđđđ đđđđđđđđ: vanilla spice, but still 18+ mdni, cunnilingus, female orgasm.
â§âËâŠĺ˝Ą ââ đđđđđđ'đ đđđđ: This takes place before his 'disappearance' but not so far back that they're in high-school, MC is either almost done with the entrance exam or has just started being a hunter. I also got the idea for this during the scene in the main storyline where Caleb holds her still while treating her wound and tells the cat and the bell story, I wanted this particular event to be on his mind during that, just to make it extra tense.
*Doubly so; this is my first bit of fic for this fandom; so I try not to read too many other fics on the first pass as to not be influenced, so if there's any similarities to another work that you see here it's purely coincidental. With that said please enjoy.
It was late spring, and the first hints of summer clung to the shifting breeze as warm sunlight filtered through the dense canopy, casting flickering patterns across the courtyard. The branches of the surrounding trees sagged under the weight of blossoms, their petals drifting in lazy spirals to the ground. A fusion of floral fragrance and the distant hum of the forest permeated the air, imbuing the space with an almost hypnotic tranquility. Standing amidst the afternoon glow, Giselle Valentine surveyed the mess of scattered petals carpeting the courtyard of her childhood home.
With an audible sigh, she dragged her broom across the stone path, pushing yet another pile of pink and white petals aside. The trees, while undoubtedly breathtaking in their seasonal bloom, left a perpetual mess in their wakeâone she was charged with managing.
Just as she cleared a section, another gust of wind swept through, undoing her efforts as fresh petals rained down. Muttering under her breath, she swept a few stray strands of hair from her face, barely suppressing her irritation.
Caleb, her childhood friend, hadnât initially intended to stop and watch. But there he was, casually leaning against the courtyard gate, arms crossed, his gaze fixed on the determined furrow of her brow as she waged an unwinnable war against nature.
She had been at it for some time, her broom scraping across the stone in rhythmic frustration. Each time she made progress, nature effortlessly countered her efforts, sending another cascade of petals to reclaim the space she had just cleared.
Caleb smirked. Some things never changed.
Giselle, ever persistent, muttered in defiance, refusing to surrender to the inevitability of the elements.
His lips twitched in amusement. He supposed he should make his presence known, but watching her battle the petals was far too entertaining to interrupt.
She let out an exasperated sigh, blowing a loose strand of hair from her face. That was his cue. Pushing off the gate, he strolled into the courtyard with deliberate ease.
"You know," he drawled, tucking his hands into his pockets, "they invented leaf blowers for this very reason."
Giselle startled, whirling around at the unexpected voice. A few petals fluttered loose from her hair, and Caleb fought to suppress his grin.
She narrowed her eyes. "Great. The peanut gallery has arrived. How long have you been standing there?"
"Long enough to see you struggling with inanimate objects," he responded smoothly, nodding at the ever-growing collection of petals swirling around her feet.
A faint flush crept onto her cheeks as she gripped the broom tighter. "I am not struggling. The wind is cheating."
Caleb arched a brow. "Right. And next you'll tell me the petals have formed a conspiracy against you."
âI wouldnât put it past them," she grumbled, shoving the broom at a particularly stubborn pile. "They look delicate and harmless, but theyâre relentless."
Caleb snorted, rocking back on his heels. "So, what youâre saying is, the great huntress-in-training, Giselle, has been bested by springtime flora?"
Giselle pointed the broom at him, her expression dead serious. "Say that again, and I will sweep you into next week."
He grinned, stepping just out of reach. "Iâd love to see you try, Gigi."
Her eye twitched. Caleb knew exactly what he was doing.
"You know I hate that name."
"Itâs either that or pipsqueak, and I know how much you love that one," he teased, his smirk unrepentant.
Giselle exhaled slowly, clearly choosing restraintâfor now. Resuming her sweeping, she muttered, "So, I imagine you finally found time to visit us simple folk, Flyboy?"
Caleb smirked at the retaliatory nickname, slipping his hands into his pockets. "Here to offer moral support⌠and inhale some good ol childhood nostalgia."
Giselle rolled her eyes. "Yeah? Smell familiar?"
He tilted his head, inhaling dramatically. "Mmm. Smells like hard work⌠and failure."
She whipped around, aiming the broom at him.
Caleb dodged effortlessly, laughing.
"More like unhelpful commentary," she muttered. "A leaf blower? Seriously? Do you see an outlet anywhere in the countryside, Caleb? Or should I just conjure one from thin air?"
"You could find a battery-powered one if you really wanted to," he quipped.
She scoffed and turned back to her task. "Itâs fine. It's just... annoying."
Caleb watched her, the smirk softening on his lips. The scene felt familiarâcomfortably so. As if nothing had changed. He liked that.
The way the late afternoon light filtered through the branches, catching in her hair. The way her expression set with the same stubborn determination sheâd had as a kid when she insisted she could beat him in races up the tallest tree.
He was struck suddenly by the memory of her younger selfâwild, free, scraped knees and bright brown eyes, completely unaware of how she had embedded herself into the foundation of his life.
Now, years later, she was still here. Still stubborn. Still beautiful.
And it was getting harder to pretend that she was still just the girl he grew up with.
He shoved his hands deeper into his pockets, shaking off the thought.
"Hey, so. Youâre not even sweeping right," he teased, grasping at something lighthearted to clear his mind.
"Oh, Iâm sorry,  Mr. Expert Sweeper, would you like to take over?"
"Iâm just sayingâ"
He didnât get to finish. In that moment, Giselle stepped back, her foot catching on something beneath the petals.
Everything happened so fast.
Her body lurched, the broom slipping from her grasp as she stumbled over a hidden tree root. Caleb moved on instinct, his reflexes sharp. He barely had time to react before she yelped and went down, landing hard on one knee.
Caleb was beside her in an instant.
"GeezâGiselle?" The teasing edge in his voice had vanished, replaced by sharp concern as he crouched beside her.
She grimaced, shifting to sit properly. "Iâm fineâ" She tried to stand but inhaled sharply, her ankle buckling beneath her weight.
Caleb caught her before she could fall again, one arm looping around her waist. "Yeah, that definitely looks fine," he muttered dryly.
She groaned and sighed in irritation. "Obviously, I didnât see the root."
"No kidding."
Without waiting for an argument, he hooked his arm under her knees and lifted her effortlessly.
"Calebâ!"
Ignoring her protests, he adjusted her weight. "If youâre going to yell directly into my ear, at least try to sound more grateful."
Carrying her to the porch, he set her down gently.
Giselle hissed, her hands gripping the edge of the porch as she tested her weight again.
Caleb exhaled sharply through his nose. âYeah, okay. Stop moving,â he muttered, already lowering himself into a crouch before her.
She huffed, crossing her arms, but refrained from arguing as he positioned himself between her knees, his gaze narrowing with concentration.
His hands were steady and gentle as he carefully reached for her foot, his fingertips brushing the bare skin of her calf before they curled around her ankle.
"Just let me look at it," he said, his voice quieter nowâmeasured, controlled. Yet something in the way he touched herâso careful, so deliberateâsent a slow, uncertain warmth coiling in her stomach.
Caleb exhaled through his nose and took his time, loosening the laces of her shoe before carefully sliding it off.
Giselle flinched, a sharp inhale slipping past her lips as a fresh wave of pain flared when he inadvertently moved her foot too much.
"Sorry," Caleb murmured, genuine in his apology, his brows knitting together as his jaw tensed slightly. He adjusted his grip with greater care.
He continued, gentler now, his fingertips grazing over her sock before slowly peeling it away, revealing the delicate curve of her ankleâalready beginning to swell, the skin tinged red from the strain.
Neither of them spoke as he pressed lightly against the swelling, his touch steady and methodical. The warmth of his fingers against her skin sent a ripple of awareness through herâone she wasnât sure she was ready to acknowledge.
He gazed over the soft slope of her foot, the warmth of her skin pressing against his palms.
For a fleeting second, he, too, became acutely aware of everythingâthe way her leg rested against his thigh, the subtle heat radiating from her, and a delicate scent clinging to her. It was faint but unmistakable, a blend of crushed strawberry leaves and something sun-warmed and clean, like ripe fruit kissed by the afternoon air. It lingered in the space between them, deceptively light yet impossible to ignore this close.
He shook himself out of it, forcing his focus back onto her injury.
"Well...Itâs not broken," he finally said, his voice lower. "But youâre not walking on it for a while."
She shifted, leaning back slightly. âThank you, Doctor Caleb, youâre clearly in the wrong profession.â she teased, but her voice was softer, her breathing a little shallower now.
He didnât answer.
Not right away.
Because his hands were still on her, still resting against her skin, and she wasnât pulling away.
Caleb exhaled slowly, tryingâfailingâto ignore how warm her skin felt beneath his hands. His fingers lingered, pressing lightly against the curve of her ankle, feeling the soft thrum of her pulse beneath his thumb.
âI, uhââ He cleared his throat, his hands reluctantly sliding away from her skin.
Giselle raised an eyebrow, a perplexed expression flashing across her face at his sudden hesitation.
Caleb rubbed the back of his neck, forcing out a lopsided smirk to cover whatever the hell that moment had just been. âLetâs, uhâletâs leave that career path to Zayne, shall we?â
Her lips twitched, her eyes glinting. âCaleb? Mr. Popularity, Ace Flyboy is yielding?â
Caleb scoffed, shaking his head. âPlease. Patching you up was something I did all the time when we were kids. Iâd be a terrible doctor for like... anybody else.â
âMm, yeah,â she mused, leaning back onto her hands. âYou did have a habit of slapping a bandage on me and calling it a day.â
âWorked, didnât it?â he shot back, regaining his footing, slipping easily into that familiar teasing territory.
âOnly because I didnât know better,â she smirked. âZayne wouldâve had me in a full-body cast if he saw how you handled first aid.â
Caleb rolled his eyes, but the warmth clinging in his chest was undeniable. The teasing, the banter, the way she looked at him just nowâit was so them, so effortlessly natural. And yetâŚ
His gaze drifted downward againâto her leg, the faint sheen of sweat on her skin, the way her dress still rode just a little high. He forced himself to refocus.
Clearing his throat, he stood with more purpose than necessary.
âWe need to get you inside,â he muttered, extending a hand toward her. âBefore you do something else dumb, like try to walk on that.â
Giselle shot him a glare, crossing her arms. âOh, come on. Iâm not that stupid,â she huffed. âI wasnât about to just  stand up and start walking on a busted ankle.â
Caleb lifted his hands in mock surrender, the corner of his mouth twitching. âOkay. Okay.â His voice dripped with sarcasm. âI wonât surprise you this time. Hereâs me, officially asking for your consent to carry you inside to the couch, Miss.â He met her gaze, arching a brow. âDo I have it?â
Giselle blinked, momentarily caught off guard. The way he said itâhalf teasing, half exasperatedâshouldnât have made her stomach do a little flip. And yet, her face was flushing despite herself.
She cleared her throat, rolling her eyes for good measure. âHmm. You do.â
Without another word, Caleb bent down and effortlessly scooped her up, hooking one arm under her legs and the other behind her back. The movement was smooth, practicedâlike it took no effort at all.
Giselle stiffened slightly, caught off guard by just how easily he lifted her. He smelled niceâclean, like fresh linen, and something subtly spiced, warm, and grounding. It was a small detail, but it lingered, distracting her almost as much as the quiet strength in his arms.
She had known he was stronger nowâhad seen the way his frame had filled out with each visit, the way he moved with more power, more certaintyâbut feeling it was something else entirely. Had he always been this strong? Or had she just never noticed before?
For a moment, adult emotions complicated the familiar, simplistic image she had of him, shifting the way she saw him in a way she still wasnât sure she was ready to face.
Before she could dwell on it, he was already lowering her onto the couch, his touch steady but brief, pulling her out of her thoughts as he straightened up.
Caleb lingered for a moment, standing over her, his gaze half-lidded as he took her in.
She was still catching her breath, her chest rising and falling in slow, measured beats. Loose strands of dark hair framed her face, a touch tousled from the movement, her skin still carrying the faintest flushânot just from exertion, but something else. His eyes drifted lower, over the way her dress settled around her thighs, the curve of her leg now resting against the couch.
There was something disarming about seeing her like thisâunguarded, caught in the space between irritation and something softer. For a moment, the teasing, the familiarity, the easy banter between them faded into something quieter...heavy.
"I'll, uh, get you some ice to bring the swelling down."
Giselle hummed in acknowledgment, reclining slightly against the couch, her fingers absently toying with the hem of her dress. There was no discernible expression on her face, no teasing remarkâjust a quiet, unreadable stillness.
Caleb hesitated for a fraction of a second, the odd tension clinging to his skin like static. He wasnât sure what to make of itâthe silence, the way she wasnât meeting his eyes. Brushing it off, he turned toward the kitchen, willing himself to focus on the task at hand.
As he disappeared around the corner, Giselle exhaled, releasing the breath she hadnât realized she was holding. The warmth of his hands still lingered on her skin, the ghost of his touch refusing to fade.
She glanced down at her ankle, then at the empty space where he'd stood just moments ago.
The boy she had grown up with was still there, beneath the teasing quips and exasperated sighs. But there was something else nowâsomething unspoken, something neither of them seemed quite prepared to confront.
"Here," he said quietly, his voice steadier than he felt. "Keep this on it for a while."
"Thanks."
Her fingers brushed against hisâjust a second too long.
The contact was brief but charged, her gaze steady and unreadable. For a moment, something unspoken hovered between them, fragile and uncertain.
Then Caleb stepped back, clearing his throat, shoving his hands into his pockets as if that would somehow ground him.
âYouâre lucky I was here,â he said, his usual smirk settling back into place, though there was a stiffness in his posture that hadnât been there before. âOtherwise, who knows how youâd have gotten inside?â
âI wouldâve managed,â Giselle countered, though her voice was softer now, almost teasing.
âSure you wouldâve,â he murmured, leaning against the wall, arms crossed. But even as his smirk remained, the playful glint in his eyes did little to disguise the way his jaw clenchedâthe way his gaze flickered, just briefly, back to her legs before he forced himself to look away.
Giselle shifted on the couch, reaching forward to adjust the ice pack. The strain from sweeping earlier had left her muscles tense, and even the simple movement felt more cumbersome than expected. As she leaned in, the fabric of her dress slid higher against her thigh, baring just a little more skin to the dim light of the room.
And thenâfor the briefest momentâCaleb saw the most precious part of her.
The faintest trace of soft, white cotton.
His breath stalled. A flicker of something unsteady passed through him, quick as a spark but impossible to ignore. He snapped his gaze away, jaw tightening as he willed himself to think about anything elseâher injury, the ice pack, the fact that he really, really didnât need to be noticing that.
Heat coiled at the base of his spine, his body betraying him in a way that was both unfamiliar and entirely unwanted. His gaze tore away instantly, his jaw tightening as though sheer willpower alone could erase the image from his memory.
But it was too late.
The imprint lingered. The way her skin looked against the fabric, the sheer intimacy of it.
This was Giselle. His Giselle.
He had no business noticing things like thatâbut the realization hit him all at once, crashing over him like a wave he hadnât seen coming. For the first time, he wasnât just seeing Giselle as his best friend.
It wasnât as though he had never noticed her beauty before. That awareness had crept up on him gradually, in ways that were easy to dismissâa passing thought, a flicker of admiration, something harmless and fleeting.
But this?
This was different.
This wasnât distant admiration. It was a gut-punch of attraction, startling and unrelenting, settling somewhere low and dangerous in his stomach.
And he hated it.
He hated how effortless it was, how easily his body reacted before his mind could reason its way out of it.
He had to say somethingâanythingâto shatter the thought before it took root.
âHold onâlet me help. "Geez, Giselle...â he muttered, his tone sharper than necessary, almost scolding.
Not because she had done anything wrong.
But because he needed the distraction.
She blinked, momentarily startled by his abrupt shift in demeanor, her eyes searching his face. If she had noticed why he was suddenly tense, she didnât say so.
Still, there was that shift againâno matter how many jokes he tried to hide behind, it just kept coming back, creeping between them, demanding to be dealt with.
Before she could respond, he was kneeling before her again, reaching for the ice pack, hyper-focused on the one task that didnât require acknowledging the torrent of emotions racing through his skull.
His fingers brushed against hers as he adjusted the pack, the cool condensation dripping against his skin, but his own body ran too warm now, his pulse unsteady, uneven.
He forced his grip to remain steady, willing his mind back to neutral territory.
This was just Gigi.
Gigi, who had scraped her knees a hundred times as a kid. Gigi, who had always been just a little reckless, a little too stubborn for her own good.
But she wasnât just GigiâŚ
No.
Giselle.
An unfamiliar weight settled in his chest, the realization creeping in before he could stop it and that realization unnerved him more than anything else.
âYou donât have toââ she started.
âGigi just-â Caleb interrupted, his focus locked onto her ankle as if it were the most critical thing in the world. âJust let me do it.â
Giselle narrowed her eyes, sensing something different in his tone. Instead, she leaned back against the couch, watching him work, noting the quiet tension in his shouldersâtight, deliberate, restrained.
âThanks...for taking care of me Caleb,â she murmured after a moment, her voice softer now.
Caleb nodded, but he still didnât look at her. His fingers lingered, adjusting the ice pack with meticulous care; his jaw locked tight, his movements betraying a deliberation that hinted at something simmering beneath the surface.
The room felt smaller, the silence heavier. Outside, the wind rustled faintly, a quiet whisper against the walls. The only sounds between them were the steady rhythm of their breathing; the only light was the fading glow of the setting sun, casting long shadows that stretched across the floor.
Finally, Caleb glanced up, his gaze locking onto hers.
âYouâre overdoing it, Gigi,â he said, his voice low, edged with something almost scolding. âAll thisâpushing yourself, trying to do everything on your ownâyouâre going to hurt more than just your ankle if you keep this up.â
Giselle arched a brow, a teasing smirk tugging at her lips despite the unspoken tension curling between them. âWhy are you wigging out, Caleb? Itâs just a little sprain.â
âThis time.â
Caleb exhaled sharply, frustration threading through his words. But this wasnât really about her ankle, and he knew that.
Giselleâs smirk wavered, her expression shifting into something more uncertain.
Caleb shook his head, running a hand through his hair, tousling it further, his mind caught in the dissonance of who he was supposed to beâ
The responsible Caleb. The one who looked out for his best friend.
And this Calebâthe one battling emotions that had grown too large, too real, for a friend who, somewhere along the way, had become a woman he could barely think straight around.
"Sorry. Sorry for making it weird," he muttered, his voice gruff, his gaze skittering away as he rubbed the back of his neck. "Itâs hard to turn that off." It was a pitiful excuse, but she bought it.
Giselle laughed softly, leaning further into the couch. "Youâre the one who came rushing back like I was dying."
"Because youâre hopeless," he shot back, the usual sarcasm returningâthough his voice still carried the weight of something unsettled.
It wouldn't be for long, but his walls were back in place, yet he remained kneeling by the couch, fingers absently pressing into the edge of the ice pack, adjusting it once more. He hadnât moved since placing it there, his hands hovering near her ankle, reluctant to let go.
The silence stretched, fragile, punctuated only by the gentle rustling of petals against the window, the distant hum of the spring breeze.
Thenâ
âGigiâŚ?â
The nickname fell from his lips with a gentleness that caught even him off guard, the sharpened edge from moments ago all but vanished. There was something else in his voice nowâsomething hesitant, unguarded. A quiet mix of anxiety and nervousness, like he was teetering on the edge of saying something he wasnât sure he should.
She blinked, tilting her head to look at him. âHmm?â
He didnât respond right away.
Instead, his hand movedâtrailing up, fingers brushing lightly along her calf as he turned to face her. His movements were slow and deliberate, as though he wasnât entirely aware of what he was doing, his hand warm on her leg, his thumb tracing soft circles just above her knee. The weight of his gaze on her made Giselleâs pulse quicken, the charged silence between them thick enough to drown in.
âCan IâŚâ His fingers flexed against her thigh, the words catching in his throat. For the first time in a long time, his nerves got the better of him. âLet meâŚâ
He trailed off again, and Giselleâs breath hitched. She had never seen him fumble for words like this.
"Let me make you feel better."
His tone was steady nowâcompletely fixedâbut the way his fingers trembled, just slightly against her skin betrayed him. Not hesitation. Not doubt. Just the weight of this moment.
She blinked, startled by the low, almost pleading quality in his voice. âCaleb, youâve alreadyââ
âJust⌠let me,â he interrupted, his hand sliding just a little higher, his grip still sure, still confident, even as the faintest quiver ran through his fingertips. His thumb brushed along the sensitive skin above her knee, his focus utterly locked onto her, his own nerves an afterthought compared to the anticipation thrumming between them.
âYouâre always trying to do everything yourself, Gigi,â he murmured. âYou never let anyone⌠me, take care of you.â
Her heart pounded, heat curling deep in her chest at the weight of his wordsâthe care behind them. This wasnât about her ankle anymore.
And still, he wasnât rushing, wasnât pushing.
He was just waiting.
âCalebâŚâ she started, but the hesitation in her voice melted away when he leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss just above her knee.
Her breath stilled, her body tensing slightly at the unexpected sensation. But his touch was so gentle, so deliberate, that she couldnât bring herself to pull away.
âSay yes,â he murmured, his lips brushing against her skin as he kissed higher, slow and reverent. âThatâs all you have to do.â
She stared down at him, her chest tightening with emotion. The boy she had grown up with, the one who had teased her endlessly, climbed trees with her, and always made her feel safe, was now kneeling in front of her like she was the center of his world.
Despite the surge of so many different emotions welling inside her, one feeling cut through the restâher trust in him.
Caleb did make her feel safe. He always had.
And though she was stumbling through this, awkward and uncertain, there was a quiet, steady comfort in the fact that it was him.
Her hand slid down to rest lightly on his shoulder, her fingers trembling just slightly as she nodded, meekly, the weight of the moment stealing her voice.
A tinge of coyness bloomed in her chest, warm and unfamiliar, leaving her unable to say yesâso instead, she let the simple movement speak for her.
Caleb exhaled, a shaky breath of relief, and for a moment, he paused, his forehead resting lightly against her thigh. Then he looked up at her, his eyes filled with a mixture of nervousness and longing.
âIâll take care of you,â he murmured, his voice soft but sure.
Caleb exhaled, a shaky breath of relief, and for a moment, he paused, his forehead resting lightly against her thigh. The weight of her silent consent settled over him, grounding him, steadying him.
Then he looked up at her, his eyes filled with a mixture of nervousness and longing
"I'll take care of you," he murmured, his voice soft but sure.
Giselle nodded again, unable to meet his gaze. She wouldnât dare. A blush burned high on her cheeks now, making it painfully clear how out of her depth she was. And yet, her body relaxed under his touch, tension melting away with every slow, deliberate press of his lips against her skin.
He moved carefully, patiently, his warmth lingering with each reverent kiss. There was no rush, no urgencyâonly quiet devotion, a silent reassurance that she had every opportunity to stop him.
But she didnât.
Because she trusted him.
His hands slid gently along her legs, parting them slightly as he shifted closer, his movements careful and deliberate. There was no urgency, no demandâjust quiet intent.
Each kiss he placed on her skin felt like a promise, like something deeper than words could ever convey. Devotion. Reverence. A quiet, unspoken need. The tenderness of it made her heart ache in the best way, warmth pooling deep in her chest.
"CalebâŚ" she whispered, her voice trembling. She wasnât sure what to do with itâwhat to do with herself.
Every sensation was new and unfamiliar in a way that left her breathless.
He paused, glancing up at her, searching her face for any sign of doubt.
"I'm okay," she breathed, her voice unsteady, laced with something soft and aching.
A stifled moan caught in her throat as her fingersâdelicate, uncertainâinstinctively found their way into his hair, threading through the strands as if seeking something to hold onto.
His lips curved into the faintest smile before he leaned in again, his kisses trailing higher until they reached the hem of her dress. He hesitated there, his breath warm against her skin, his fingers hovering at the edge of the fabric as if giving her a final moment to stop him.
When she didnât, his hands moved with quiet reverence, gently sliding the fabric up just enough to continue.
What followed wasnât rushed or clumsy. Calebâs touch was careful, deliberate. His movements unpracticed but instinctive, guided more by the overwhelming need to make her feel good than any kind of experience.
His heart pounded in his chest, nerves fraying with every second. This wasnât something heâd ever done before.
Wasnât something heâd even imagined he would be doingâespecially not like this.
Not with Giselle.
Not on some lazy spring afternoon, with sunlight spilling across her skin, her scentâwarm, faintly sweetâwrapping around him, making it impossible to think straight.
But now that he was here, so close to her, his focus narrowedâdrawn to the small, tender details he hadnât noticed before.
The faint tremble in her thighs as his hands brushed against them.
The soft, nervous rhythm of her breaths.
The warmth of her skin beneath his lips.
He tilted his head slightly, the somewhat rough denim of her dress grazing his cheek as he pressed another kiss higher up her thigh. Her scentâsomething faintly floral, something undeniably hersâwrapped around him, pulling him deeper into the moment.
And then, just like that, the same shyness that had enveloped Giselle crept into him.
The weight of the moment settled in his chest, filling it with the flutter of something unfamiliar. Something delicate. Something real.
But it didnât feel overwhelming.
It felt right.
He was exactly where he wanted to be.
He pressed a kiss to the soft curve of her inner thigh, his lips lingering there as he let himself breathe her in.
There was something intoxicating about the way she enveloped his sensesâlike warmth and something delicate, mixed with the faintest trace of spring air from being outside. It was subtle, but it wrapped around him like a thread, drawing him closer.
Then, as his lips brushed against the edge of her underwear, the cotton soft against his mouth, a breath caught in his chest.
He hesitated.
His fingers tightened slightly on her legs as he glanced up at her, something deep and searching in his gaze.
Her eyesâhalf-lidded, flickering, uncertain yet steadyâmet his. Her cheeks were flushed, warmth rising to the surface, but there was no fear there.
Only trust.
And thenâher fingers, which had been hovering uncertainly at her sides, found their way into his hair again, tangling lightly as if to tell him, wordlessly, that it was okay.
That was all he needed.
Caleb slid her underwear aside carefully, his breathing going ragged despite himself. The sight of herâbare and vulnerable before himâwas almost enough to make him stop, not because he didnât want this, but because it felt like too much. Too intimate. Too important.
He took a steadying breath, his lips slowly brushing against her again, this time lower. The heat of her skin, the faint taste of herâsalty, sweet, utterly uniqueâsent a shiver through him.
His grip on her thighs tightened slightly as he leaned in further, his tongue darting out tentatively at first, unsure but curious. The texture of her, the softness of her, the warmthâit was intense in the best way.
She gasped softly above him, her fingers tightening in his hair, and the sound sent a thrill down his spine.
He closed his eyes, focusing on the way she felt beneath him, the way her body responded to his touch. Each sigh, each subtle shift of her hips, guided him, building his confidence as he moved with more fervor.
Pulling back a bit tentatively, a deft finger slid into her wetness, yielding an arch to her back, his tongue drawing towards the bundle of nerves at her apex.
He pressed his lips against her again, this time more firmly, his tongue moving with slow, deliberate strokes that earned him another soft, breathless moan.
"Gigi... you taste so goodâŚ"
Heâd whispered it, almost to himself, unsure if sheâd even heard him. But it didnât matterâthis moment had consumed him, like a man lost in something he had no desire to escape from.
Just like he always had when it came to her, he subconsciously committed everything to memoryâthe motions that made her tremble, the rhythms that had her gasping, the way she writhed beneath him, utterly undone.
The way his fingers came away slick, drenched in her, it was hypnotically visceral.
This is Giselle, he thought, the realization hitting him with a force that almost made him falter. The girl heâd grown up with. The person heâd always cared about, always looked out for. The one he could never seem to get out of his head, no matter how hard he tried.
And now, she was here, her body trembling beneath his, her trust in him so complete that it made his heart flutter.
He lifted his gaze for a moment, watching the way her head tilted back, her lips parted as she breathed heavily. The sight of herâflushed, utterly unguardedâthreatened to unravel him, the blood rushing away from his good common sense.
Then she whispered his name, her voice trembling, and something inside him shifted.
This wasnât just about her body, her taste, her responseâthis was about her, about showing her how much she meant to him, even if he couldnât quite put it into words.
His movements softened, his kisses slower, more deliberate, as if he were trying to tell her everything he couldnât say aloud, and when she gasped again, her fingers tugging at his hair, he knewâhe would give her everything.
A searing white heat tore through her.
Her body reacted instinctively, an involuntary push downward as a rhythmic climax built, crashing over her in waves.
She hadnât known it before, had never felt anything like it, but in that moment, everything around her shut off.
Caleb followed her through it, riding each pulse, each tremor, not certain if he was doing the right thingâonly knowing that he never wanted to stop.
When her body stilled, Caleb exhaled, his breath unsteady, his body still thrumming with residual heat. His pulse hadnât quite settled, and neither had his thoughts. The familiar tension that had plagued him the whole afternoon began to rear its ugly head again nowâcharged with something deeper.
Giselle's chest rose and fell in slow, steady breaths, her skin flushed, dewy in the fading light. The tension that had once gripped her was gone, however, replaced by an almost ethereal softness. She looked utterly at peace, and for a moment, Caleb just watched her.
His gaze drifted downward, lingering over the gentle curve of her thighs, the way the last traces of her pleasure still clung to her skin. His throat tightened, that familiar trance-like state still clinging to his mind like a persistent fog. She was beautiful like thisâunguarded, undone, and something deep within him ached.
He forced himself to move, to shift his focus. Slowly, with a quiet reverence, he reached for the hem of her dress, carefully pulling it back down, covering her with the same care one might handle something fragile. There was no urgency now, no teasing quip to fill the silenceâonly the quiet weight of the moment settling into his bones.
She needed rest.
With a reluctant sigh, Caleb pushed himself to his feet and disappeared for a moment, returning with a blanket. By the time he'd come back, she was already asleep.
His eyes welled slightly at the sightâthe way she had curled into herself, her fingers lightly grazing the couch, her expression soft, peaceful.
A quiet chuckle barely left his lips as he shook his head.
âNot fair, Gigi. Youâre always wandering off on your own,â he murmured, though the words held no bite. Maybe it was for the best.
Carefully, he crouched down and draped the blanket over her, his fingers brushing against her arm in the process. She barely stirred, only shifting slightly, nestling deeper into the warmth.
For what felt like an eternity, he simply stayed there, crouched beside her, taking her in.
Then, finally, he let out an exhale, rubbing a hand over his face as exhaustion began to creep into his own limbs. With a quiet sigh, he shifted back, settling onto the floor a small distance away.
Caleb exhaled slowly, leaning against the couch, but even as his eyes threatened to close, his mind refused to settle.
The weight of what had just happened began setting over him like a second skinâclinging, inescapable.
So what now? he mused inwardly.
Would they talk about this? Would they even acknowledge it?
A part of himâthe part still intoxicated by the feel of her, by the way she had trusted him so completelyâwanted to believe this meant something more. That it wasnât just a passing moment, a fleeting indulgence, but something real. Something that changed things between them in a way he wasnât sure he could come back from.
But that was selfish.
He had offered her this, and she had acceptedâbut she owed him nothing in return. No promises, no confessions, no neatly wrapped resolution. He wouldnât let himself expect anything from her.
And then, there was the other part.
The rational part. The one that reminded him who they were to one another.
Giselle was still his best friend.
They had spent a lifetime in easy companionship, in teasing, in trust. They had neverânot onceâcrossed this line before.
And now, they couldnât uncross it.
Would she regret it? Would she pretend it never happened?
Would she want him to?
His fingers curled slightly against his knee, tension creeping back into his jaw. If she wanted to forget this, he wouldnât fight her on it. He wouldnât push, wouldnât hold onto something she didnât want to keep.
Even if he already knewâdeep downâthat forgetting was impossible.
But if that was what she wanted, she would have it.
And he would still be there for her.
No matter what.
Leaning his head against the couch, he let his eyes drift shut.
His resolve was absolute, as steady as the rhythmic rise and fall of his breath.
Outside, the lazy spring afternoon carried on with no care for the weight in his chest, no concern for the quiet war waging in his mind. The wind whispered against the walls, the golden light of the setting sun stretched across the floor, and beside him, Giselle sleptâpeaceful, untouched by the turmoil threading through him.
And so, with only the sound of their breathing and the faint rustling of the wind outside, he let himself doze off, too.
When I'm home, I'm gonna post a blurb of a lads story that I've been slowly working on. I'm curious on if any of you would like to read it.
It does have OCs and multiple pairings - no ships, however. The pairings are:
Named Nonmcs x Zayne, Sylus, Xavier, and Rafayel (separated)
Named MC x Caleb
The story idea started off as a marriage of convenience and turned into so much more. Regardless, it's going to be written and published on ao3 but curious on if I should publish cross-platform.
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A follow-up scene for the text message 'Forest Maze', Vesper gets a little upset with Sylus, but she herself isn't entirely sure 'why' exactly. Introspective, muddling through hurt feelings, and some comfort and connection to top it off.
Named MC*, Sylus x MC, 1,301 words.
(*I often leave it vague, but this time around her particular trouble with dealing with her own emotions seemed more like my specific MC, so I committed to it. đ)
Admittedly, she was a little frustrated with him, and in her frustration she did indeed clamber up the side of a tree. Which had honestly been a half-sarcastic response, but at the very least she might get a better view of the maze.Â
But once she got to a good branch she didnât find the view to be particularly helpful; it was pretty, but that only made her grumpier. Such an unpleasant, nasty feeling she didnât like at allâŚ
Funny to think sheâd been upset with him plenty of times for any number of reasons, but now that they were⌠âa thingâ, it felt a million times worse. They were supposed to be on a fun date, so she really wanted to get rid of this feeling before she saw him again.Â
So, okay, quick self-analysis time. Was she just being petty because he got out first and she was stumped? Maybe a little, but that didnât feel like the heart of the issue.Â
âYou didnât get yourself stuck up there, did you kitten?âÂ
Tch. How did he find her so fast? She wasnât ready for him.
âI did not.â Oh, she tried to sound neutral enough, but there was no helping how clipped her tone was. She took a breath and tried to even it out, looking out over the treetops under the purple-orange skies of the sunset. âThe view up here is really nice, Iâm just taking it in.âÂ
âIs that so?âÂ
And that was all he said. Which was strange because she definitely expected more. Some teasing remark, something to bait her into some sort of response, but after a few moments she finally had to peek down to see if he was even still there or just left her behind again.Â
Instead she was surprised to see his face just a few feet from her own, as he climbed up onto a branch nearby. For a split second she was taken by how handsome he was, how effortless he made it look, and yet how cute it was heâd go to the effort of actually climbing when his evol could have made it effortless.
âYouâre right, it is a nice view.âÂ
With a scowl she turned her attention away from him. Augh. She didnât like this. She didnât want to be mad, least of all when she couldnât quite pinpoint why. And if she wasnât fast, he was going to-
âWhatâs the matter, sweetie?âÂ
Auuuughhhh.Â
His hand brushed at her hair, sweeping the strands that veiled her face from him behind her ear. Painfully aware of the sour look on her face, she turned it away - almost comically so at this point. Why did he have to sound so sweet and gentle? It was impossible to mistake for anything else coming from the leader of Onychinus.Â
âI donât know.â Her answer sounded so petulant and whiny, even if technically it was pretty much the closest thing she had to the truth.Â
A hint of amusement colored his tone: âAre you hungry?â
âNo.âÂ
âAre you upset because youâre lost?âÂ
âIâm not lost.â She snapped back, and wanted to tell him to stop with the guessing, but apparently he sensed that it wasnât helping and did so without her having to say so. Which she appreciated, because it was getting harder to keep the lid on her very irrational frustration.Â
With a quiet grunt he lifted himself up onto the branch next to her, and she became all the more aware of how tense she was.Â
Yes, she could be competitive, but that wasnât it. If he âwonâ by getting out first, she could have just been excited for him, couldnât she? Yeah, she was pretty sure if she framed it like that, sheâd have cheered him on for how cool and efficient he was. But that just wasnât the issue.
âYou have a habit of trying to figure out everything on your own⌠But you know you donât have to do that with me, donât you?âÂ
âYeah, yeah, youâve already got it all figured out, donât you?â Ugh, she pissed her own self off. Honestly she wasnât used to these sorts of feelings at all, but that wasnât any excuse for lashing out at him when he was just trying to help.Â
âHmm, Iâm not sure.â
She rolled her eyes and looked at him - his gaze was focused entirely on her, deep and thoughtful as if he was truly trying to dissect each minute detail in her facial expressions. For a moment she felt helpless, like she truly couldnât have hoped to hide anything from him if she wanted to.Â
âItâs just my bad mood, it has nothing to do with you, so Iâll sort it out on my own.â
âThatâs your other bad habit.â He gave a small shake of his head. âYou donât want to cause trouble with the people close to you, so you circle around yourself and find ways to pin the blame at your own feet.â
She blinked, just staring at him as she tried to make sense of his words. Just as it was starting to click though, he set his gaze on her once again, a painfully soft and sincere look around his eyes, with a wry sort of sadness to them.
âIâm sorry I left you behind, Vesper.â
Oh.Â
âItâs⌠my fault for charging off on my ownâŚâ She turned her eyes away from him again, feeling an irritating mistiness in them.
âI should have just followed your lead.âÂ
She pursed her lips. â...Yeah, you should have.â With a small huff she reached her hand over to his. âI wanted to do this with you.âÂ
âYeah, I know that now. I wonât make the same mistake again.â
No, he wouldnât, would he?Â
The gross, icky feelings had begun to dissolve, but not without leaving an aftereffect of wibbly weepy feelings. But there was also just⌠a tender warmth, that they could sit and talk these things out like this.Â
âIâm sorry for being so snappy.âÂ
âAheh. Iâll admit⌠Iâm used to you being feisty, but it was more unpleasant this time around.âÂ
âI didnât like it either. I felt like I was going to be sickâŚâ She still did, a little bit. But the tension in her shoulders was gone now, and with a small sigh she leaned over to rest her head against his shoulder as he twined their fingers together.Â
âIâll make it up to you.âÂ
She shook her head, caressing his knuckles with her fingertips. âItâs all right, Iâm just⌠happy you came back. Happy you didnât leave me behind because I was being unreasonable.âÂ
She heard him sigh, and noted the hint of fond exasperation. âYou werenât being unreasonable, sweetie. And Iâll always come back for you.â
Got sick, but I doodled these before of my MC with my own lore stuff mixed in for LADS. This is for the netherlord Caleb card (despite always putting tera, my mc, with sylus)