The Illusions of Fear Breeds Procrastination
I was listening to a few interviews and lectures by Will Smith, Dick Gregory, Louis Farrakhan, and Cornell West. It was a lot language around hope, awareness, recognition, the power in positivity, and the power that exist in humanity despite a painful past. It lead me to many feelings and thoughts. I wanted to share a few in case others are on a similar journey... I'm searching for a new mode of attack to get beyond the denial of my own fears and to move beyond the externally ascribed and internally accepted limitations to achievement... If you let your fear get the best of you then to the people around you that fear will appear to be the best of you. I just cannot live with that being my legacy. The world doesn't need more fearful people. We need more courageous leaders who dream and act with conviction. We chant and sing change, we cheer change, we say we want/need change, but are we being change? I have been on a fence. I was called out and humbled by this. This will no longer do. I owe more and we all owe more to one another. "You can't look at dreams as this Big wall to build. You have to take the approach that you are going to lay this one brick as perfect as you can, then repeat that day after day until eventually you will have that wall...Don't get discouraged by the enormity of the task. Nothing is too great" This is all to encourage that spirit of desire within. We should be able to see our better selves in the eyes of our loved ones. If we really appreciate that image then we will aspire to do more. My growth is a collective pursuit, because my growth is due to the collective influence of those that love me and those that don't understand me (there are no haters). Live it. Struggle with it. Overcome it. Believe in it. Enjoy it. It is life and we all are in it briefly. Why be wasteful? Till~
Onajé Malik Lott (King In My Own Mind)










