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I’m scared it’s gonna be bad. It has to do with Bunny (obviously lol…). Haven’t written a fan fiction since I was a kid. *scared* 3 chapters written already. Kinda has angst to it. But yeah.

okay.. here is my South Park Bunny rant. They are one of my top ships. For multiple reasons. One of them being they remind me of my bestfriend and I but platonic. Bunny and Creek are my top two. I will protect them with my life. I adore both of them so much.

But going back to Bunny.

There are so many ao3 stories of Bunny. I still need to read the rest of the chaos one which btw is amazing. It portrays Kenny and Butters as bittersweet love. The yearning Kenny gets from missing Butters.

(Now I’m not out to get any K2 fans or Stenny fans. I myself ship those guys as well) but when Kenny was dying in the hospital from his terminal illness. Everyone was pretty hurt about it. Stan was crying. Cartman was hurt too and crying saying how Kyle and Stan are besties. And how Cartman always thought of him as a bestie. But the drawing that butters made of him and Kenny in the plane. I think that Butters got grounded or was too upset that Kenny was dying. He said later on in the seasons how Kenny is the only kid he likes in the school and the only one with dignity. I think that butters was praying that night silently since he was not able to see Kenny.

When they go to Hawaii they have matching necklaces of a shark tooth which I find adorable as hell. I also love the nick names they have for each other. Ken. And Leo.

They are opposites. And sometimes opposites attract. Kenny - street smart, outgoing, protective, faces trauma, or death. Butters - innocent, naive, and gets the worst of things. I think that they both bond over each others trauma. It’s not the same but the house hold their parents are always fighting. Butters gets grounded. Kenny finds a way of coping. The ao3 I’m writing about them mentions how they sit together during lunch outside and just feel comfortable with each others silence or hearing eachother yap.

And yes Kenny goes out of his way for everyone. He’s done it with Cartman, Stan, Kyle, his main buds but also goes out of his way for butters too. Cheers him up when people put him down. They in my opinion have a stable, emotional, and supportive relationship compared to others in the show. Like Aggressive or chaotic for example. LIKE BRO TOOK A TRIP TO HAWAII TO MAKE SURE BUTTERS WAS ABLE TO GO and yes it was cause of the boys telling him to go help butters. But still.

When Kenny goes addict mode with the cheesing in major boobage. Butters is by his side consulting him while Kyle and Stan are holding an intervention for his cheesing addiction.

And in stick of truth I’ve been told that butters finds a romantic attraction to Kenny when he’s a princess. In my mind I think princess Kenny and paladin butters is cute. Or female Kenny and marj are cute. Or Kenny and marj are also super cute.

Idk how else to express why I love them. But they just complete each other…

Thank you for listening to my Ted talk about Bunny. Here’s a gif and some songs that make me think of them.

For anyone that watches the 9-1-1 show based in LA the 118 fire department.

Fool’s Gold Heart

They tell me to stand taller,

to become someone worth believing in,

but every promise I make

turns into another crack beneath my feet.

I wear apologies like old sweaters,

frayed at every sleeve,

never warm enough to hide

the weight of disappointing everyone I love.

“No, the silence ain’t so kind.”

It echoes with every expectation

I couldn’t carry.

“Hate being left alone, it reminds me no one’s home.”

Not just empty rooms—

but an empty version of myself

that never became enough.

I keep chasing relief,

pretending “Doing drugs ease my mind,”

as if numbness could stitch together

what shame keeps tearing apart.

I whisper, “I’m not alright,”

though everyone already knows.

The words taste like rust,

like surrender.

And when I look at the people

who believed in me first,

all I can hear is,

“I can’t do nothing right.”

Maybe I’m fool’s gold—

bright enough to fool the eye,

worthless the moment

someone holds me to the light.

So I keep smiling,

hoping no one notices

how heavy it is

to feel like a burden

that keeps asking the world

for one more chance.

-N3on L3opard

Platonic Soulmates.

They say nothing stays—

that hands let go,

that laughter fades into names

we no longer say aloud.

I’ve watched people become strangers,

watched “always” turn into “once.”

But you—

You feel like the tide knows the moon,

like breathing never asks permission,

like every silence between us

already knows what to say.

Everything falls into rhythm

when you’re near,

and I am terrified

of hearing the music stop.

I tell myself you’re different.

I hope you’re different.

Because if the world insists

on taking everyone away,

let it be wrong just this once.

Let us remain

as we are now—

two souls without romance,

still somehow

finding home in each other.

- N3on L3opard