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exile. | josh + donna

"You were my town  Now I'm in exile seein' you out I think I've seen this film before..."

I've had this video in my head since I first listened to this song when it came out earlier this year. I started this project at the end of July and there was a while there where I thought it'd never see the light of day, but now here we are.

the wisps | clarke + lexa

I don't even know how I got here.

I've always had a special place in my heart for Clarke and Lexa, despite not vidding them very often. I always thought that their story was left incomplete and even though I will always wish for a better resolution, I feel like the series finale brought all of those leftover feelings rushing back to the forefront. 

Clarke and Lexa are one of those couples that always made me feel 'soft'. I don't know another way to describe it. It was how they looked at each other - the tentativeness that always lingered between them even when they were angry or disagreeing with one another. Clarke had such a small amount of time with Lexa, but there is no doubt that the Commander left such a big impression upon her that echoed throughout the rest of the seasons. 

I never wanted Clarke to be lonely or unhappy, but in the end, a part of me is glad that Clarke never really had anyone else in her life that could match what she felt romantically for Lexa. This video is mostly from Clarke's POV - with moments that it switches over to Lexa's - and I am immensely proud of myself for finishing it even while I feel like it's a mess and I didn't do enough. 

you there | anne + ann

find me | belle + rumplestiltskin

I was not expecting this and yet here we are. 

I apparently started this back in December of last year but only ever laid down a couple clips and then called it quits. I was going through my folder of unfinished projects and found this and just - wanted to do something with it. So I finished it in about two hours and decided to post it. 

isn’t it lovely | kane + abby

Two videos in one month? Who would've thought? 

I'm still a bit in shock that I finished a 3-minute video without cutting it in two sittings for a show that I don't technically watch anymore, but here we are. I love these two so fucking much and I've been wanting to use this song for ages but never could figure out who with so - here's some Kabby for you folks. 

Their dynamic is so painstakingly raw at some points and I love the emotions that you can see so clearly in their actions and eyes. Ugh. So good. 

I debated waiting to post this and make it my month of February video, but I'll probably try for something a little more upbeat and cutesy for Valentine's day. Also, I was afraid that if I waited then I wouldn't post it at all.

she burns | castle + beckett

Hello to 2019 with a blast from the past. 

I recently started downloading 1080p logoless episodes of Castle and they remind me of this song so much that I ended up struggling through 4 seasons (and some random less quality episodes that I still have) in an attempt to make a decent video. I can't remember the last time that I watched this show, but it's been way too long. 

There are two glitches, but my computer was taking almost an hour to render this video for some reason and so after two attempts to fix them with no success, I just left them.