#mytransparency

A fast cheetah running thru your dash.🐆

I don't know why my feelings are always hurt when a female dislikes me without knowing me. Then I remember the unapologetic confidence that I withhold and begin to realize why. Still doesn't take away the hurt but it allows me to understand it better. I grew up with predominantly women and those relationships were very positive so my desire to have great relations with women comes from that. I meet women with the expectations of getting along and loving on each other in a positive sisterly way. I've never been a jealous woman. I've always felt like we ALL had great things to offer this world. However, over the years I've developed a distrust in women to the point that I purposely sabotage the relationship to keep from being hurt. It's hard to love people who don't love you back for no reason other than their discomfort of you being you. With that being said, today I'm being transparent in my truth! I love my sisters and I apologize for anything that I've done to keep my heart from receiving another your love. My desire is to love you just because we are sisters and I've not always allowed you to be my sister because of fear. If you see me, love on me as I love on you! That's what sisters are supposed to do! I love all of my sisters, JUST BECAUSE! #MyTruth #MyReality #MyTransparency #NoMoreHiding #iWontLetYouGo #Free #PastPresentFuture #SchawaynaRaieLove