The happiest person can always be the saddest.. why do I always have to beat myself up.. if I promise to not be annoying and not talk to people and not say anything.. do I improve myself..? Do I help others.. or do I just fuck their lives over.. that's it.. no more speaking.. I'll slowly hide bits and pieces of myself.. first up.. my face.. "Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying Put me in a homemade cellar Put me in a hole for shelter Someone hear me please, all I see is hate I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed Learning from the rush, detached from such and such Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging I am in a buried kennel I have never felt so final Someone find me please, losing all reserve I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying You all stare, but you'll never see There is something inside me There is something in you I despise Cut me - show me - enter - I am willing and able and never any danger to myself Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain Or was my tolerance a phase? Empathy, out of my way I can't die Purity" Slipknot ~ Purity..
