#myrlgameplay

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RL

The first 3 days in the countryside, alone in my grandma's house, I felt pretty lonely. At night, in a remote place like this silence felt louder than any sound. Although (at home in the big city) I love being alone, I never thought I would miss my annoying family so much.

However, it was beautiful here during the day. Most of the time I spent outside in my grandma's garden. An older lady who was friends with my grandma came to check on her dog. Actually, she would have taken care of him while my grandma was away. For some reason Rocky didn't seem to like the old woman? I noticed that he was hiding from her, so I asked her to leave. After all, I wanted to do anything to help Rocky learn to trust me, but I couldn't with this woman around us.

The next day she didn't come by. She was probably a bit offended, but I didn't care. Besides, I had other things to do anyway. My grandma had some fruit trees on her property. There were so many apples and plums on the ground that I picked up, to make my grandma's garden look nice.

While I was working outside, Rocky followed me everywhere. No matter where I was, he didn't leave my side. I think he was slowly starting to trust me. On the third day he even let me pet him. I was so happy about it.🖤

What surprised me, was that Rocky let me put him on a leash. He never had a problem with that. Since this worked so well, I took him for a walk every evening. He really enjoyed those walks with me and I took so many pics of him.

Later that day, I got a message from Daniel. D. was back home! Seems like I'm finally getting some company here. 😏...😉

RL

After one week of beach holiday, I went to the countryside to my grandma. Actually, everything was planned differently. My son and I wanted to spend the rest of the summer holidays here with Sonja and her kids. But unfortunately, Sonja's two little boys got sick. That's why I was now alone and my little one spent two more weeks at the beach with my Mom & Dad.

When I arrived, my Grandma seemed kind of stressed.

She told me that she had to leave. Her brother got sick. His wife had died, which is why he was alone and needed my grandma's help. My grandma didn't know what do now?? She knew how anxious I was and that I would feel uncomfortable here in the house at night all by myself.... Anyway, I didn't want to cry or panic like a baby, so I told her I'd be fine.

Besides, I wasn't really alone. My grandma got a dog. His name's Rocky. The dog belonged to a neighbor who died. No one wanted to take care of their dog. There were difficulties with him at the animal shelter. But my Grandma wanted to save him, so she adopted Rocky. His previous owner treated him like a watch dog and he was never allowed to enter the house. We had to be very patient and careful with him. But meanwhile, he learned to trust my grandma. Before she left, she introduced me to him and showed me how to take care of Rocky. All I had to do was fill his food bowl and make sure he had water. I was so excited. I wanted to do everything I could to make Rocky trust me too.

Ngl, the first time I saw him staring and barking at me, I chickened out! Rocky's a big dog, his fur pitch black and his eyes kind of yellow-orange, like a demon, you know? 😬 So now I could understand why no one at the shelter could handle him.

Later that evening, my grandma said goodbye to me. I could see how worried she was. But I assured her everything would be fine.

An hour after she left, it slowly became dark. I was in the bathroom. Everything was fine until I suddenly heard strange noises coming from Sonja's room. I felt like I heard footsteps. I realized this used to be my late uncle's room. While I was getting dressed, I panicked.

I just headed down the stairs and left the house! I took a deep breath and slowly exhaled. I repeated this a few times until I felt better. I told myself I'm safe here, my uncle would never want to scare me. And IF, his spirit is really here, he certainly has no evil intentions.

Outside I saw Rocky. I ran to him and tried to lure him into the house. "We can be friends, I don't mean any harm", I said to a dog. 😅 As if he could understand me.

Well, I don't think he wanted to follow me in. On the contrary, he barked at me until I was back in my grandma's house. 😔

Anyway, I hid back in my room and tried to fall asleep. I was thinking about my baby. I wondered what he was doing right now? I missed my son sm. Maybe this wasn't a good idea to come here alone?

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Sandra and I were on vacation with our two little boys.🩵 It was a lovely but short (6 days) beach holiday.

Unfortunately, I couldn't afford more!🤷‍♀️... Nevertheless, this was not the end of our journey. Summer had only just begun.

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The first snow of this winter finally fell. My little one and I were so exited this morning. It was my Baby's birthday. He turned 2 years.🥳Right after breakfast we rushed ourside to enjoy the snow.

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A new addiction? 🤨 In any case, I was in trouble!

I got an alert from my bank this morning. My card has been blocked. I had no money left! I overdid it again! Damn, N. was right! As I went through my bills, I almost felt sick! Why did I order a fucking Tom Ford-Bronzer for 70- €? And ofc, that wasn't all! The cosmetic products were just the tip of the iceberg!

Now I got it! That's why N. thought I was just spending his money.

He misunderstood my..... idk, compulsive behavior? I mean, these enormous purchases were definitely not normal! I can certainly return some of it, but it won't work with cosmetic products? Anyway, I'll come up with a solution I thought. I just had to!!!

Later that evening my annoying friend came to see me. Yea, it's Dilek! She's such a pain sometimes!!😬😄

I know Dilek from work. We met 4 years ago. There were some embarrassing situations with her. Dilek has a weakness for tall men and is totally obsessed with my boyfriend. That really pissed me off at first, but by now I... I didn't care anymore. D. is just crazy and doesn't mean any harm. She's not that bad and actually a really good friend. Anyway, what exactly D. and I did that night, I'll tell you soon.

But I can already reveal, it was... wild. 😄👜