#mydiscovery

#mydiscovery

And here is the beautiful Bride ! Thank You for a lovely night ! It was so nice to meet all your family and friends and share in your special day !! 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 💛 #perth #perthlife #perthgirl #perthchristmas #ontheblog #westernaustralia #perthcreative #perthcity #perthkids #westisbest #tourismwa #soperth #amazingwa #mycity #mydiscovery #mykids #perthtodo #perthlifestyleblogger #bernadette888 #smile #love #gratitude #mylife #invited #fun #wedding #hayleyandandrewswedding #fremantle (at PS Art Space)

Thank you for staying with me all these days touring the biggest personal property---Biltmore. I decided to mark this picture as end of the series, although I still have a lot of nice pictures from there! This serenity view was taken while I drove from the Biltmore house to the winery village, there are so many beautiful views on the way, but can't stop, finally in here I found a little bit space to pull off! ----------------------------------------- ** Follow me on Instagram@travelinspiring for more! #estate #property #pond #serenity #quite #peaceful #touring #bigproperty #driving #stop #pulloff #traveltip #travelcommunity #travelphotographers #travelgram #travelstory #travelexperience #myadventure #myvoyage #mydiscovery #ashevilleattractions #tourism #trees #waterfront (at Biltmore Estate)

There are 3 floors and one basement in the Biltmore House. It took me about 3 hours to go through the house, maybe skipped some rooms☺ I forget how many rooms total in this house, but only remember the shuttle bus driver said: there are 43 bathrooms, but you can't use the first one 😊😊😊 -------------------------------- Follow me on Instagram@travelinspiring for more! #preserved #hospitality #biltmorehouse #historyandlegacy #legend #celebrities #famous #luxurylifestyle #loyal #property #famousattraction#visitasheville #ashevilleattractions #familybusiness #myadventure #mydiscovery #myjourney #mytravelstory #myexperience #traveltip #travelmagazine #traveldairy #mytrip #architecture (at Biltmore House)

I've always been fascinated about other people's lives and the way they move think and react to things. Little brief story....I remember as a kid at 7 years old creating a whole universe with characters through imagination and stemming from observations of other people and I’d create series of episodes and I would play all these characters and I would make sure every character was different through the mental and physical aspects of them and I’d do all this in the bathroom..which at night time in my house was the most private place to do it...I had seasons of this show I played a Agent/Samurai called “Agent X” along with others and it was all improvisation. And so I would imitate people...mostly the distinct ones and I would do it to a point where there was truth to it...that It would make people laugh and they'd ask to me do it again and again. On the outer perspective it was looked as entertainment for me to do impressions. I took it a little deeper than it was perceived I wanted to become these people I was doing impressions whether it was spider-man, the crocodile hunter, or even a monkey. I wanted to be like other beings and I never understood why, I found that there was beauty in other minds, complexity at its finest with other minds and there was an alluring mysterious gravitational pull that sucked my mind into a vortex of curiosity of wanting to become someone else. It truthfully gives you the power to be anybody you want..to live a life other than yours..It gives you a godly like feeling I could be a cop..I could be a lawyer..I could be a criminal..I could be a slave ..I could be an alcoholic..or drug addict...without any consequences..no trials...the world's perceives it as just pretending but it's really not. The truth..the belief that you have of that you are these people becomes your reality there's an attachment..well for me at least. This is the life of an actor...actors spend their time living other people's lives telling stories. And within that there must be truth...and with that turns the fictional story into truth or the illusion of truth I call it. I've spent all my life as an actor or doing what actors do or at least part of it and I didn't even realize it. I've been so blind..I thought the sport of football was my life. But it wasn't...in the end..maybe at the time that I believed it was my life and with belief as I stated...transitions into truth so at the time it was everything to me. I loved the game so much I mean the excitement...the adrenaline...people cheering for you...I mean it was exciting. I was never a star..I was decent enough I made some big plays but I was average. I was uncomfortable playing it but I didn’t want to believe I was but reality seeped in and I spent 10 years of my life uncomfortable. 10 years I believed that were wasted. See I loved the nature of the sport but after awhile actually playing the sport became an uncomfortable experience for me. But see I watched the sport so much as a kid I was curious of what it was like to be that kind of person my curiosity led to a trap. A blindfold over my eyes...with a metal clamp on the straps of it I couldn't see. The actor was always in me I didn't realize it..I didn't even know what acting was. Only what the movies perceived it to be as these big action films. I could've acted in high school but I played football and it would have been odd and weird to do that. Playing football meant you were cool..you were respected..and it gave you an ego that people admired...you get a nickname and it's all over...everywhere you go its “Simba! Simba! Simba ! what's good my nigga Simba”. I lived my high school years as a somebody. I was nobody before this time.. and then I started going to parties drinking and doing what the cool kids were doing but I only lived to up to the fanfare because I wanted to fit in...I felt like I wasn't like anybody. I was weird and different but I hid that part of me to be accepted. Being myself wouldn't have allowed me to live a comfortable life because I was different so I became them..the trends..the cool kids..but you see it's contradicting now..because I stated that I've always been fascinated with other people's lives..so I live theirs and it became a great experience but it did no justice of being true to yourself..like why couldn't I be accepted for who I am? Would have I been accepted for who I am? But the real question is who am I? I lived that life and hid under it to a point where I became that person that I described I was in high school it created the illusion of truth..was it me? Or was it me acting?....it became my reality and there's truth in that. Could this have been a part of me always inside under my wierd skin that was unleashed in order to survive? Who are we really? We can grow and discover things about ourselves..so can we ever be sure of who we are? We adapt to survive...I did it so much in my life I never knew who I was really I just believed that was me at that time. Or it could be the possibility that what you can become before you become it..is apart of you that you don't even know about yourself...that's what acting does for me it allows me to make the connection with a character and give part of who I am to the character so when you become the character it becomes you..then you just discovered something new about yourself of who you are. To understand another characters psyche..to observe that and the way they move and think mentally and to convey that....internally and externally leads me to the conclusion that you couldn't have released that truth of the character within you if their traits and thoughts and physicality wasn't apart of you already. Everybody has a killer...a lawyer...a cop...a drug addict in them. And if you can play that truthfully you are them. Acting allows me to let who I am in the dark shine it's brightest in the light and then discover more about myself. It's a 2 for 1 deal and it's the greatest deal you can get. You can take anything out of your life any emotion from any situation and channel it into your character and you can release it..you can let it go..you can vent that inner steam that is waiting to escape then you feel good like after you take a shit...that what it's like..taking a big shit on your audience..your director..your cast mate and not giving a fuck man you can be free and you just fly and you get to connect outward to your audience..to tend to their minds and their hearts...make their minds wonder..you can alter a state of mind. Acting has that power....I love and crave that power but for a positive reason. You can bring your character to life and tell their story truthfully...the characters spirit can live through you and you can live through the spirit of them and then you can become one and be connected. That’s the mysterious connection we all have of each other as human beings. I was fascinated with being like a kind of person or a role not a movie one or a theater one...just a role of being someone else. I was infatuated with its beauty..its freedom..its variety of colors and I played the role of that person and I’d play the role to mainly females and I actually became it and it became a part of me..better yet it always was apart of me...I played it for some years even still to this day...I am that role it's apart of me I never knew about. The discovery of that is the beauty of it all..the discovery of finding a part of you that you never knew about is the magic of acting and also a mystery. Who am I really? I am whoever I want to be. I am everything. And that's the freedom I was able to attain from acting...I was imprisoned mentally until I discovered my meaning and love of acting..it's ability...it's effect on me. Today I'm free because I believe that I am free...and with belief there lies truth and it becomes reality...you are what you think...you are what you perceive and believe...these are the keys to attaining anything you want in life and to have it in your control at all times...to create and build anything starts with the mind...and the rest becomes history....your future...and you have the power to change that and mold it into any shape or form..some people don't even know that we all have this ability...acting helped me realize that I have it...and when I did my life changed into whatever I wanted it to be. I have that power..I have that freedom...I have that control now......and then some...so when I look in the mirror everyday and I see a reflection of me I don't really see me....I see everyone.