#myaskisopen

feel like I'm supposed to kill myself- It's odd because I don't want to, but I know for sure that everyone around me would be happier if I did, wouldn't miss me- and still I don't truly WANT to, I don't want to die I'm too scared I feel like I'm not depressed Enough. I don't cut, I don't completely break down, so what if this emptiness and horrible sadness I feel all the time is just how I feel? What if I'm just faking for attention? maybe I'm just a sad person and that's how I'm meant to be

I fell deeply in love with a girl on a soul level, we were seeing eachother for about three years but always knew we could never be together or make it work. We were both girls and had to sneak around, keep it a secret and yeah there's so much more to it I can do a part 2 if you're interested. What we had, was so beautiful & pure, our relationship was very healthy and full of genuine support and love. I will miss her for the rest of my days. I wish the universe weren't so cruel. I'm hurting...

I am a depressed boy, two weeks ago a boy called my attention and I would like to meet him but he is so great, I suppose as I would like to be, and I so failed and without dreams or goals, and that makes me sad, he seems unreachable and I dont know what I can do?

Hey. Do you ever lie down and rest your eyes for a minute but then start reading an email... and realise that you are still lying down with your eyes closed, sit up, check the inbox, and see a new message that exactly matches what you had just seen in your mind? Have you ever had a song play in your head so that you couldn't hear what someone was saying? Have you ever had premonitions after eating figs and staying up all night? Is this stuff normal, or am I going crazy? I don't want to die.

I hate that i do this to myself. So recently i have been have more panic attacks during school. I dont know why. Well ok thats lie some of them are causing by me drinking coffee even when i know it gives me panic attacks. But really most of them are just out of the blue during school when i am trying to work and i hate that i cant do anything about it cause im sure as hell not gonna talk to anyone about it so what should I do?ugh i know u probably cant help but i felt like ranting. Thanks anyway

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hey. I have some problems with one of my friends, we used to be REALLY close but then she stopped talking to me ever since she has a boyfriend and she become famous. everyone in school knows her. we used to be hanging out all the time but now we don't even talk to each other. however, I still talk to the other 2 friends who are close to me. when that girl saw me, she looks at me like she really hates me. my mom even asked me why I never hang out with her anymore. I don't know what to do. thanks

I just found out that one of my classmates was sexually assaulted a few years ago. I’m not supposed to know this, which makes talking to her difficult, but I would really like to get us talking, as sexual abuse is something I’ve unfortunately fallen victim to on countless occasions. Any suggestions on what to do?