#my sweet darling...

"I cried for you last night...

"and it's not necessarily unusual.. but this time... it was so deeply in my heart, an area practically untouched for months now..

"but I felt it so deep.

"I thought I had lost that piece of myself... that I would never find it again.

"how did it suddenly come back to me after so long...?

"I was slowly giving up last night, I was trying so hard to not forget how far I've come... to hold on...

"it wasn't working until you came back, rushing to me, entering in that place in my heart that I was sure I lost in the fire.. but there you were...