We aren't a thing. But maybe one day. Maybe this post is pushing the too much information line, and it probably is - but I need to get this off my chest before I go crazy.

Ready for it? I want to hug him. 

Not a side hug, not a quick little polite squeeze. A legitimately long nice hug. You know the ones I am talking about- the kind that are all warm and fuzzy and comforting.

Why is it too much to ask to hug him? I cannot be the only one feeling this way. But we are both way too busy all the time and, and I just want to have a really great long hug with him.... my heart is going to hurt until sunday because I am really craving to spend time with him. I haven't had a nice conversation with him in a few weeks because of break and all of our mutual business.

We aren't inseparable and neither am I obsessing. It's just... For some reason, seeing him today made me really really really want a good hug- no questions asked- from him.

Maybe I am weird, but I think I like him a lot and that means I want to show him my love language (physical touch). Not that we are in love or anything like that- we are way, way, way long way away from that one. But I think we are in mutual like and its really awkward and awesome.