#musing tbt.

"I may have met some of the worst people here, but they also met me."

you are the feeling of someone holding your face. you are the feeling of true human connection. you are the feeling of warm happy tears rolling down your face. you are the feeling of victory. being around you feels like a warm hug. you are the feeling of dancing to your favorite song with your best friend. sometimes you may feel too clingy or "too much" for people but that isnt true. everyone around you just simply adores you.

NAME. ashton anchors NICKNAME(S). been called “ash” a time or two before. ALIAS(ES). “you there, with the dragons.” “the man with the strange accessories on his back.” “oh right, and ashton too.” etc... AGE. 21 SPECIES. expellian PRONOUNS. he/him ORIENTATION. pan ZODIAC. libra MORAL ALIGNMENT. true good. ABILITIES / POWERS. symbological fencing, a blending of spells with sword techniques supposedly passed down from his ancestors. gyoro and ururun also boast their own abilities, each able to breathe fire and ice respectively. INTERESTS. cooking. sewing. jewelry.  FEARS. loneliness, probably more than anything. anything he could fear stems directly from that. GUILTY PLEASURES. he’s pretty open about his interests, so nothing i can particularly think of. (edit: how did i forget barrels... it’s barrels.) SPOKEN LANGUAGES. expellian. PROFESSION. a mercenary, or sword for hire. goes wherever the job takes him. in spirale, he makes an honest living at a cafe job. BODY TYPE. slender, toned, and athletic. HEIGHT. 5′11″ COLORS. green, gold, red and blue. FRUITS. just about any, really. they make good desserts. ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES? beer and occasionally sake, the latter something of watanuki’s influence. SMOKES? no. not a smoker in the slightest, he’d cough and make a dramatic fit. DRIVERS LICENSE? nope! EVER BEEN ARRESTED? no.

you are the type of person to help a friend if their car broke down and called you in the middle of the night, the person who would pick up the broken pieces of a broken hearted friend. you’re here to give light, to make the world just a tiny bit better. you believe the best in everyone, despite everything. you're incredibly loyal to your friends, which is why when you lie, you believe you are doing whats best for them. to make them happier, you tell them the most innocent of lies that yes, they look good in that dress, or that their cake tasted great, because there is nothing wrong with a little lie. if they're happy now, you can deal with the fallout later, right?

peace or war?   sun or stars?   flowers or trees?   crescent moon or full moon?   streets or skyscrapers?   rooftops or balconies?   ink or glitter?   life or death?   order or chaos?    candle or bonfire?   ocean or sky?   leather or silk?   sweet or sour?   overstimulation or understimulation?   book or letter?   soft or coarse?   fight or flight?   spoken or written?   silver or gold?   playing cards or tarot cards?   circles or angles?   cramped or vast?   checkers or chess?