#musecreates

Throughout the years though something lingered between the two of you. It was heavy and bottomless like…like an all you can eat cinnamon roll buffet. The way you looked at her sent panic into her chest. Her jaw felt tight and her knee couldn't stop bouncing. The way you smiled when you told her about some random new interest of yours that seemed to consume your weekends. It could bring her to her knees. Your touch would always linger a beat too long when you'd hand her something. Your words became even softer at night when no one was around. The mischief in your eyes turning into something warm and comfortable.

Sevika liked you. Like Liked you. That was something she couldn't deny but she tried so hard to hide.

Other people saw it in the way she spoke of you when you weren't there.

"Oh where's….?" A mutual would ask when they caught Sevika in town without you.

The curiosity in their words soon met with a flood of information about you rather than a simple, "Oh she's been busy."

The mutual would look at Sevika with slight confusion on how she knew so much of your day to day. Or maybe why she was so excited to talk about it. And maybe it was the stupid grin that formed on her face, small gap in her teeth beaming in the daylight.

You liked Sevika. You like liked her. This was something you weren't much better at hiding either. Your family always asking you why Sevika was always brought to family dinners and gatherings during the holidays.

"I can't go anywhere without her. She's my best friend." You'd say with defensiveness laced in your voice. "My pal! My rock! Who is going to hang with me around town. And you know how much she likes sightseeing and-"

And you'd ramble on and on to a point where your family would just look at one another and walk away. They get it. She's important to you and it'd be weird to not have her for dinner. Plus it warms your heart to see her feel so at home in your childhood home. Or share the loveseat on the couch during holiday dinner, her legs propped in your lap and your head leaned against her outstretched arm. It was comforting and sweet how close you were.

But you're just friends!

One evening you managed to drag her out to town. She tried to feign nonchalance but her excitement threatened to show when she finally agreed. The two of you were at your favorite little hole in the wall. They served drinks, played loud guitar, and served great food. You were sat on your stool throwing back one of your 'last shots.' Your head was light and swimy. Your body was loose and free. And your attention was fully on the plate of fries the two of you were sharing.

"You should take it easy. Remember you have to walk on both feet to my place ." Sevika teased before taking a swig of her drink.

"I am! This is my last one I swear!" Your voice modulation had gone fully out the window. It carried louder than needed

"You said that three shots ago." She sighed out. Her eyes fixed on you once more. She reached for a fry on the plate.

Her eyes followed your movement's as you took one more tiny sip off the top of your shot glass. The line of your neck was quite beautiful. And watching the way you lick at your bottom lip to get the drop of alcohol off of it was mesmerizing. Her mouth felt dry once more and she turned in her stool to face the bar. Her knee began to bounce as she tried to find something to distract her. But, it was the slam of the shot glass that got her to look over.

"Hey, Vika?" You said almost bubbly.

"Yeah?"

"Can I see something real quick?" your cheeks rounded in blushing apples on your face. Alcohol or otherwise.

Sevika turned her body to face you. Prosthetic arm on the counter, the other resting on her thigh. Her thick brow twitched up momentarily when she noticed you leaning closer. Your hand reached between the two of you and cupped under Sevikas chin. Your eyes were big and curious now. The soft pad of your thumb traced over Sevikas bottom lip and over the jewelry that sat in it.

Why were you so close? She thought. Stroking her bottom lip like that. A warm sensation fluttered in her abdomen. Part of her felt like she was going to be sick or maybe jump up in excitement and ruin the moment. But she remained in place. Her eyes closed slowly.

There was a quiet moment and then you spoke. "Did this hurt,Vika?"

Sevikas anticipation deflated like a balloon. Her eyes snapped open not to long after. She cleared her throat awkwardly and started to shake her head.

"The piercing? Not really." She shrugged off the disappointment before it could settle in.

"Really?" You grinned and played with her bottom lip. "I want one. Did you do it yourself?"

You leaned into her and braced yourself against her knees, palms flat against them.

"You know I did."

"Can you give me a piercing tonight then?"

Sevika couldn't hold back this laugh. You watched her intently. A few giggles escaped you but your intent didn't waver.

"Oh you're serious? Ah…I mean if you sober up a little, sure."

Your eye brightened immediately and you sat back. "Really?!"

Sevika nodded, her reluctance only half apparent.

Part of Sevika hoped you'd dropped this idea by the time the two of you made it back to her apartment. But through slight stumbles and determined steps you'd managed to make it back there without any fall. Sober! You claimed. When the both of you got inside to her place you found the familiar seat of her recliner to sit in.

Meanwhile, Sevika made her way to the kitchen to at least make you a sandwich to soak up some of the alcohol you'd been drinking. It didn't take much convincing to get you to eat it, she was kind of a chef in the kitchen, and when she cut the sandwich in perfect triangles it just beckoned to be devoured. She crossed her arms and looked down at you while you ate.

"You sure you still want a lip piercing?" she asked as she headed down the hall to her bedroom.

"Hm.." the reality of the pain that it could bring hit you in that moment. "How bad is it? On a scale from one to ten?"

"Ten being the worst?" She said on her way back from her room with piercing kit in hand.

You nodded. "Yeah."

"Ah…you're kind of a wimp so, an 8."

You shot up in the recliner like you had been electrocuted. "Shut up…" your eyes narrowed, soon softening into small panic. "Really?"

Sevika walked to the living area near where you were now standing in alert. She smiled slightly at the look on your face. She had sat her kit on a side table, it beckoned to you ominously. Suddenly you were feeling even more sober than before. Sevika placed a strong hand on your shoulder and sat you back down on the recliner. Your ass. parked itself right at the edge of the seat refusing to relax.

"I'm not lying. These hurt like a bitch." she tapped her own piercing. "It looks cool though doesn't it?"

You nodded. "Yeah. But to be fair you always look cool so, it just enhances your cool factor."

She opened her piercing kit and started to pull out the sterile needles and other necessary piercing supplies. You watched carefully, your lip caught between your teeth. Despite your nerves you trusted Sevika with your whole body. You knew she'd only do what you'd wanted. That she'd make sure you were okay and that she wouldn't push you. The snap of Sevikas gloves brought you back down from your spacey anxiety.

"Okay let's see…" she shifted a tray of items in front of her. "Needle, jewelry, gauze, cleaning solution." She smiled and looked you over. "Tissues for the baby."

A small pout formed on your face. Your foot kicked at Sevikas leg playfully. "Hush."

"Make me." She chimed back to you.

"Maybe I will!" Your words snapped sassily as you attempted to slap at her arm. She caught your hand before impact.

"Did you forget that I'm holding the needle?" She dropped your hand. "Alright so first let's see if it works for your anatomy."

You sat quietly as she scoot closer. her prosthetic hand rested under your chin to keep in steady. The other dotted a blue marker on the spot she would pierce through. After placing the marker down her gloved thumb ran onto the inside of your lip to check for any malformations.

"Yur wealy godd ad dis." You managed to say with your mouth open from Sevikas touch. Your tongue kept bumping against the top of her knuckle.

She chuckled and looked at you this time. "Well, it is my job. Now stop talking and tell me what you think-"

"How can I stop talking and-" you grabbed the hand mirror Sevika already handed to you. Your head craned in every direction to get a scope of how it looked on your face.

Sevika watched you. Her gaze heavy and analytical, trying to read how how you felt about it. She could see the twinge in your eyebrow. That slight motion told her you weren't a fan of something. Sevika immediately grabbed the wet wipe to remove the placement on your lip.

"You hate it." Sevika grumble half halfheartedly.

"No I don't hate it! I…I'll be honest I'm just scared of the pain." you admitted, followed by a nervous laugh.

"Okay how about your ear then?" She turned your head to see your ear better. "Look at all the gorgeous real estate."

You couldn't help the ugly laugh that escaped your lips. Your own hand falling heavily onto her thigh as you evade her joke/compliment. After a bit of discussion you were able to agree to let her pierce your ear. Luckily for you it didn't hurt. What did hurt however was the straining you were doing to not react to her breath on your neck. Her voice low by your ear as she instructed you on what she was doing during the procedure.

You tried to ignore how gentle her touch was as if she were afraid to actually hurt you. How her knee was between yours when she stood up to take a few photos of her work. Your eyes stared directly at the seam of her t shirt lifting ever so slightly, showing a line of deep brown skin. The hardened line of her hip bones that brought the focal point of your attention to the happy trail that peaked right out of her underwear.

"What do you think?"

"Sexy-"

"Hm?" Sevika looked down at you.

You blinked a few times and cleared your throat. "Oh uh!" With haste you got up from the chair and scurried towards Sevikas bathroom to take a better look.

It was perfect. A small but roomy stud sat upon your ear next to your other piercings. Sevika walked in the bathroom behind you and leaned on the doorframe, arms crossed. You'd caught her gaze, fond and studying your reaction. You turned to face her next.

"I love it!"

The wee hours of the morning beckoned you to sleep. 3:30AM and you were finally in a change of clothes provided by Sevikas closet. Some items from the archive authorized for use and some not. Ultimately Sevika didn't mind because it was you. She knew your perfume would be mixed in it even after the wash and that was more than okay with her.

"You can sleep in my bed. I'll sleep over here." She motioned to the small futon in the corner of her bedroom. It was old and rickety, frankly uncomfortable.

You crossed your arms. "You're so annoying. I tell you every time it's okay if we share a space. My place or yours, it doesn't matter." Your voice was in a soft reprimanding tone like it was your bed to command in the first place.

Sevika put a hand on her hip, her sleep tank top rolling back up over her waist again. You managed to keep your eyes up at hers while she responded.

"Are you bossing me around in my own space?" She laughed, half impressed.

"Don't act shocked." The smugness oozing from your words. "Plus I know you follow orders well…"

You then turned to climb in her bed. It was a large bed with a firm mattress and softer sheets. Your body snuggled under the blankets as you shifted to the side your ear wasn't pierced on. Sevika closed the door to her bedroom and turned off the lights. The only things that illuminated the room then was the small fish tank in the corner, bubbling with the life of a few fish and the moonlight peaking through the blinds. Your eyes tried to fixate on her figure in the dark as it approached the bed.

Finally the familiar sinking of the bed confirmed her presence. You could see part of her move in the darkness to remove prosthetic arm for the night, placing it gently on her side table. You smiled to yourself as you watched the way her body when she was focused on a task. You smiled to yourself because you knew you were the only one who got to see her light this. You smiled because it felt so good to be so close to your best friend.

Your best…friend? The words never felt more odd than in that moment.

Sevika finally laid down on her back. Her body in that usual stiff pose, head sank onto the pillow, eyes directed up at the ceiling and arm crossed over her midsection. You could see her eyelashes best at this angle due to the moonlight kissing them with light. You could see the rounding of her nose, the slope of her philtrum towards her plush lips. Your best friend was quite stunning wasn't she?

You swallowed. "Gnight."

Sevika nodded. "Night," and she said your name so softly.

Her body ached. The tension strung itself into knots as the night had progressed. She could feel your heat from where. She always hated how hot it would get when you two laid next to one another because she knew it wasn't you. Her nerves boiled her from the inside out. She heard your breathing, how audible it was compared to how peaceful you always were. Oh how she loved the sound. And from the corner of her eye she could she the way you were looking at her. Oh how observant her best friend was.

Sevikas lips parted to exhale before rolling over to her side, back facing you. She tried to sleep, tried to shake off the feeling that had been driving her insane all night. Hell ever since she'd met you. She closed her eyes tightly. She tried to ignore when she felt you move closer. The sweet tone of your voice as you whispered her name. Your hand snaking over her waist, pressing on her chest.

And she especially tried to ignore when you pressed your breasts to her back, whispered in her ear how much you enjoy being with her, and how badly you wanted to kiss her right then and there. Her heart beat out of her chest. But the tension in her body melted away. She turned to you just enough to see your face peeking over her shoulder. She'd damn the night for not letting her see your needy features fully or the way she knew your lips pout in want.

You cupped her face. "Can I kiss you, Sev?"

Sevika didn't even speak, a hot swell of energy coursed through her at once and aided in her next move. Her lips captured yours in a fiery kiss. Desire is the plainest word to come to mind to describe the way the two of you felt this night. Sevika pulled you close with one arm and you let her. Arousal poured into your body like a kettle that's ready to be taken off the eye. Your nipples harden with the prickling of goosebumps up your skin. Sevika groaned into the kiss, hungry, starving for more of you. You traced your tongue over her bottom lip playfully.

"Didn't even have to beg…" you mumbled into the kiss.

Sevikas grip on your midsection tightened. Her tongue was hot and wide. The muscle slid over yours with ease. Your brain buzzed with pleasure, she tasted so good. You couldn't help but straddle her waist. Her hand slid under your shirt, it slid over your skin with ease but careful not to go any further just yet. You pressed into her hips your legs spreading over her shifting waist.

All of this felt so forbidden but so right, pushing the boundaries of what friends could and couldn't do. The two of you didn't care, a primal understanding fixed between both you. Sevika pulled from you to catch a small breath. She caught a glimpse of the outline of your back as you leaned on top of her, perfectly sloping to the curve of your behind. She groaned, it was deep and lustful.

"Fuck…I need to touch you." She spoke low against your neck.

"Where do you want to touch me? Here?" You dragged her hand up that was still under your shirt. The warmth of her palm traced over the softness of your flesh, the pattern of your body, right up to your lovely breasts.

Your nipples we're still hard. In the dark, Sevikas lips parted in amazement that this was really happening. Sevika groped upon your breast, the flesh pliable in her hand as her mouth watered for a taste. Blood rushed between her thighs, her walls wet and her clit hardened. She wondered if you felt the same, but the way you moaned when she touched you gave her that answer. You sat up for just a moment and snatched your shirt off, tossing it to the end of the bed.

Sevika didn't waste anytime leaning up and capturing your nipple in her mouth. You moaned out a little louder this time, your hand placed on Sevikas armless shoulder to keep from completely falling away. Her tongue circled tenderly over those stiff peaks as to soften them.

"You taste so good," she said after a pop of her mouth on one side. "A-are you sure this is okay?"

"Sevika…" you drew out sweetly. Your hand came to find the back of her hair and stroke it gently. "Just touch me."

Your last words melted into another hungry kiss. Your hips moved without much mind, needy and slow. Sevika kept her hand on your lower waist as you continued your languid motions. You could feel her shutter under you. Her body felt so good, so sturdy, so heavy. All you could wanted was to feel her inside you and feel her weight pressed on you. It was agonizing. Her hand trailed over the curve of your ass, squishing it underneath her palm. She grabbed it with possession.

Another whine escaped your lips when she lifted you with a shocking ease and flipped you onto your back. The swift motion caught you off guard. It made you so goddamn wet. Her warm hand rubbed over the outside of the sleep shorts she loaned you (you took without permission). Hot, sticky, quivering heat radiated onto her finger tips. She could hear the mess you made from there. The soft squelch of your lips parting around her three middle fingers. You attempted to grind against them as to try and catch that aroused sensation again. She didn't wait much longer to pull down the shorts with your panties included.

"Fuck…" Sevika moaned under her breath. "So fucking beautiful." The lighting from the tank casting a illuminated image of your body on the bed.

Your thighs closed playfully and you rolled to your stomach. Between your thighs she could see the puffy folds of your arousal that waited for her.

"Oh you're so eager for me to play with you huh?" She teased, her fingers swiping down your warm dew.

You confirmed that question for her by pressing back against her hand. She could feel the way you hips were swaying. You felt her presence disappear when Sevika got off the bed for a moment. You reached between your thighs and rubbed at your throbbing clit. The wet sounds caused Sevika to scold you playfully.

"Don't you come without me."

"What's taking so looong~" you drew out your words.

"Relax, I'm almost done ."

Behind you, you heard the faint sounds of a harness being tightened once and then once more. The sound of her picking her prosthetic arm from the side table and hooking it back up to her shoulder. Frankly you'd never heard her move so fast to tighten it.

"Finally," your words were cut off by the motion of Sevika climbing into bed.

"Yknow…" she said as she stroked her cock. with some lubricant. "Are you ready for me?"

"Please…" you practically whimpered out to her.

The wind let out of your lungs as Sevika sank her strap into you. It wasn't too big, it didn't even hurt, but you immediately wanting to cum. The curve of the strap immediately pressed into your spot making your thighs quiver. Her weight pressed against your ass and had been something you had dreamed of for ages. The way her hips snapped like her excitement couldn't be contained. You tried so hard to fuck back against her but it was too much. All you could do was let her fuck you.

Your hips sank lower onto the bed allowing even more access inside of you. Her flesh arm scooped you back up and against her chest. Her hips still bucked into you, her cock reaching a part of you that you didn't know could be reached. Immediately your body shuttered and you reached up to wrap your arms around the back of her neck. Sevika leaned down to kiss you. With enthusiasm you accepted it, frantic to do something to keep you grounded in this moment.

"So beautiful…so..fucking..beautiful." She spoke against your lips, complimenting the sounds of your moans.

Another one rushed out of you. "D-don't stop Sev! Please please please-" you nearly broke when her hand reached down to circle your clit.

You couldn't help the drool that accumulated at the corner of your mouth as she fucked you senseless. Words could barely formulate themselves in your head the longer it went on. Just jumbled expletives and moans filled the space in your head now. Your hand reached down over Sevikas as it circled your clit faster. Your hand held onto her wrist helplessly.

"S-slow I'm gonna-" you twitched and tightened around her cock. You took a breath that tightened in your throat.

Sevika kissed your neck and down your shoulder with concentrated passion. Her other hand slid up your frame to cup at your breast. But she slowed just as you said. Her kiss trailed back up your neck and to the shell of your ear. She was careful not to bump the piercing as she kissed at the top of your ear. She breathed you in, your scent flooded her senses. You heard her let out a small groan escaping her.

"You like that?" She chuckled by your ear. "When I talk by your ear like this? Is that why your thighs were pressed so tight together during the piercing?"

Sevika slowed fully to a stop now and pulled away from you gently. Your mouth parted to beg her not to stop. You two weren't done though. Your bones felt like jelly as you collapsed back on the bed. Sevika got low to your body and kissed down your stomach. You shivered at her touch. The moonlight caught the line of her back muscles showing off with every movement.

"Sev…what're you doing?" You nearly whine, embarrassed.

Her lips kissed over your clit sending a shockwave through you once more. immediately you attempted to close your legs around her. She fought back with ease, both arms reaching up to push your thighs back by your knees. Your full self exposed. Sevika cursed under her breath something you couldn't hear. You felt her nose pressed against your pussy however.

She buried it against your folds as her tongue lapped up the mess you had been making. Your back arched from the bed and you reached into the darkness to get a hold of her hair.

"Sevika!" You called out her name in pleasure. Body writhing under her touch.

Her tongue spread over your folds slowly, tasting your nectar. She wanted to commit your scent to her memory for years to come. The only ya you bucked against her face and gripped on her hair like you couldn't let go drove her insane. You sounded so desperate and whiny. She wished she could see the faces you were making. You wished you could see the pussy-drunk expression on hers. Her mouth suctioned perfectly over your clit, tongue suckling on it like her favorite candy.

"Sev please I'm gonna come, I'm serious!" Another shudder rolled through your body.

"You're gonna come?" She asked breathlessly, leaning back up above you. "Let's come together hm?"

Her body pressed against yours as she repositioned herself. Your arms instinctively reached for her neck. And when they secured themselves around it, Sevika leaned in to kiss you slowly. In this moment, with your bodies intertwined, you both felt closer than ever before. Beyond physical but emotional, You didn't want the connection to end, you've wanted whatever this pseudo confession was to last a lifetime. Her kisses were slow and thoughtful. Your whimpers caught between her lips and tongue. Her cock buried between your walls, filling you with steady strokes.

Her moans caught in her throat with every motion. Your hand remained pressed to the base of her neck. You pulled from the kiss slightly and whispered against her lips for her to take the two of you there. Not to stop. How badly you wanted to come with her. Her breath was shaky and full of pleasure. She told you how perfect you were for her. How much she loved being in you. How she wanted you to keep holding onto her just like you were. You traced your kisses under her jaw and down her neck. Your lips tingled with the new feeling of her neck, her sweat, everything.

"Fuck I'm close." The words were tight and quiet by your ear. You could here it in her voice though. That sexy draw that was half breathless half determined

You wrapped your legs around her midsection a bit more securely. "Ah- me too..y-yeah right there!"

Sevika sped up in your final shared moments. Her weight aided in her pleasure as she grind into the base of her strap, the texture kissed against her aroused clit. In the process her strap scratched an itch so deep it sent warm waves up your legs and to your core. You tightened around her, arms tight around her back down. Your lips parted and you held onto Sevika tightly. Wetness pooled under you as your pussy contracted and released around Sevikas cock. Sevika came not too soon after you. Her grip on your waist tightened as she ground into you finally in a few final thrusts. Her own wetness slipping down her shaking inner thighs.

Her moans in your ears was the cherry on top. The deep rolling vocals of her taking panted breaths brought you even more satisfaction. She said your name as to calm herself down, hips still twitching and bucking. You soothed her, that's what you always did in most situations. Back into protective and calming mode. It was different though. Your hand smoothed down her back and you peppered kisses along her shoulder line. Calming affirmations followed next, like the cooling shade on a hot summer day.

"I got you…" you hummed softly, planting a kiss on her cheek. "You did so amazing, Sev."

"Shit." She said gruffly when she tried to steady herself enough to pull out of you. "s-shouldn't I be saying that?" You could hear the nervous smile forming on her face.

"Only if you really want to~." You said playfully. "Hey get back here-."

The bed had gotten lighter once more. You sat up a little on your elbow, body full of bliss. You heard Sevika moving around her room, straps unstrapping, drawers opening, the padding off her feet. When she approached once more she leaned down to kiss you a again with a towel in hand. She cleaned between your legs gently with the towel. No one had ever done that for you before. You felt a little silly for thinking this was the most intimate part of the night. But your face felt hot with embarrassment. You let out a laugh.

"What?" She laughed with you. "What is it?"

"It's silly." You shook your head. "It's nothing."

Sevika smacked your butt gently and hoisted you up off the bed. "Well then you can tell me in the shower right? We'll clean up and then actually go to bed ."

"I guess I could." You said suddenly feeling so shy. The way she was took care of you reminded you why you liked Sevika oh so much.

"Oh come on…" she smacked your butt once more. "I'm your best friend, you can tell me anything ."

a/n - Heyy…how yall doin? Yeah I haven’t posted in forever. I’ve realized I’m more anal about my writing than I initially thought so it’s been taking me eons to put stuff out. I don’t know who’s really keeping tabs on me like that but if you are — sorry yall ! Anyways another F2L to feed the masses. Hope everyone’s taking care of themselves and staying hydrated. <3

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“Fuck you’re so hot like this..” she mumbled against heated skin. “Why is this zipper so ugh!” her complaint was followed by the small ripping sound of your dress. “Shit- sorry.”

“Sevika!” You scoffed and grabbed the small tear. “This dress is so expensive, what is with you.” The two of you paused to look at each other before busting out in intoxicated laughter.

You leaned up and tried to position yourself so she could sit down in her lap instead. You proceeded to get the top half of your dress down first. When Sevika was sitting upright she grabbed your waist and pulled you into her lap. Her lips sought your skin again and your hands found the back of her hair. You pressed into her kisses as they trailed down your chest and around your nipples.

A soft moan slipped from your lips when she began to suckle on one. It turned you on so much to see her so focused on your body, even hotter was the deep rogue color on Sevikas face from the drinking prior. In the meantime you began to grind in her lap. Her strong hands gripped at your thighs beneath your dress.

“Oh you’re really eager…” Sevika said as she sat back a little. “You’re getting me so hard.” She groaned out as you pressed against the front of her tuxedo pants more.

“I want it.” You moaned out and reached between the two of you.

“I know baby, I’ll give it to you.” She looked up at you with those pretty eyes and smiled. Her hands moved to unzip herself. The fabric of her underwear stretched slightly to show her erect self.

You lick your lips subtly and groan. “Fuck…look at you.” You held your hand up to Sevikas lips and signaled for her to spit in it. Once the saliva puddled in your palm you reached into her underwear to start stroking her. Her cock was hot and thick, not to mention so sensitive. Every stroke elicited a suck in of air once you’d get near her tip. Your fingers rubbed right around her frenulum piercing causing her to clench her jaw in arousal.

“Shit…” she moaned and gripped at your thigh. She was already starting to buck in your hand.

You cooed at her, your speech still slightly slurred.

“So hard for me…” you watched as Sevikas expression turned desperate. Her thick brows knitted. “Look at me…tell me you want me.”

Sevikas eyes were already starting to twinkle with arousal. Her abdomen tightened when your stroking speed increased. A sharp moan left her body. “I fucking need you. So goddamn much. Ah- ah!” She jolted when you moved your wrist faster.

“You’re already leaking.” You said teasingly.

Sevika slid her free hand under your dress and between your thighs now. Her fingers slipped your panties to the side and met the slick interior with ease. She ran them back and forth through your needy pussy before bringing them up to her lips. She tasted you on her fingers, natural and ever so sweet. Your pheromones always drove her wild.

“You’re drenched..” she looked up at you. “Should I fill you up? Hm?”

You giggled and covered your face, the alcohol mixing with your arousal was making you feel floaty. “What do you think?” You replied as you scooted farther over her, angling yourself perfectly over her cock.

Sevika moans when you lower yourself onto it. You slipped onto her so fucking perfect. You started to lift yourself up and down slowly. Sevika held onto your waist and watched you as your lips parted with relieved sighs. Your desperate motions were sending Sevika into absolute bliss.

“Fuck- oh my god you’re so fucking sexy. Keep going, beautiful.” Sevika praises up at you as she tries to follow your movements.

Sevika moved her hips slightly as you continued to ride her. You felt her hands hold onto your waist. Her grip firm and affectionate. Her thumbs rubbed gently over your skin as you leaned forward to hug her neck. Sevika groaned and started to buck her hips up and kiss against your neck. She breathed you in, smelling a mix of your perfume and sweat.

“So needy for me hm?” She asked as she continued to fuck into you faster.

You let out a whine and gripped onto her shoulder. Words didn’t escape your lips though, it was more akin to a flood of begging and moans. At this angle, your legs to either side of her thighs while she spread your ass apart slightly was sending you into paradise. You felt so exposed, so dirty, naughty. You didn’t even care if the car was visible shaking now.

“You were driving me crazy with how gorgeous you looked out there in your bridesmaid dress.” Sevika pressed a kiss to your shoulder. “The little white flowers in your hair, fuck…” she moaned when you tightened around her length.

“You like that?” She chuckled. Her lips continued up your neck and to the conch of your ear. “You like when I compliment you, my sweet sweet baby.”

Your body shuddered and you let out another moan. This one more intense than the other. You tried to keep in pace with Sevika but it wasn’t possible. She was stuck at a determined speed to make you feel amazing. Her breath was heavy by your ear. You could hear the slight growls under her breath.

“Sev I’m close!” She nearly shrieked out.

Sevika nodded and wrapped an arm around your lower back. She held onto you tightly and continued her dutiful pace. She moaned against your skin every time your walls would contract around her.

“You’re going to make me finish first if you keep gripping on me like that, honey.” Sevika joked but it really felt like that.

You reached between the two of you and started to rub at your needy pearl. That’s what sent to two of you over the edge. The way you leaned back now, hand rubbing in determined circles, lips parted, brow twitching slightly. Your hips stuttered with hers as the two of you arrived to your orgasms. The feeling tore through the both of you simultaneously. You felt Sevika pull out from you quickly as you finished out your orgasm.

She didn’t want to finish in you, she’d feel bad making you walk around like that the rest of the night. Instead she opted for finishing in her own hand. The tipsy part of you wanted to complain about how much you wanted to do it. But instead you went to clean off her hand with your mouth. A few soft suckles of her fingers later and the two of you tried to compose yourself enough to step out the car.

“I think it’s okay, it’s pretty empty in the lot.” You said softly as you cracked open the window.

Sevika was fixing her tie and zipping up her pants. She cleared her throat and followed your line of sight. She smoothed her hair down before opening the car door. First she stepped out and then she extended a hand to help you out. There were a few wedding guests in the lot but none were truly paying attention.

Sevika shut the door behind you and turned to face you once more. She leaned down and examined your attire. Besides the wrinkles in the satin of your dress and the small tear at the zipper you held up pretty good. Sevika grabbed some wet wipes from the passengers seat and wiped off her hands and then your own. She was always so attentive with you.

“Oh, do you have your lipstick? It’s a little smudged here.”

You reached in your small purse and pulled out the gold tube. Before you had a chance to pull the lid off the lipstick tube she had slipped it out of your hand.

“This is my favorite part.” She said softly as she tilted your chin up and started to apply the color. “So pretty.” She smiled to herself, her hands expertly touched up your makeup. “There we go. Picture perfect.” She handed you the tube back.

You blushed a little and shyly hit her bicep. “Oh hush.”

Sevika pulled you close and held your hand. The two of you started your walk back to the venue. The gravel crunched under your shoes as you approached closer. Sevika let out a soft sigh. Your hand slipped from hers and traveled up her arm to steady yourself a bit more. Your cheek pressed against her arm as well.

“You know, when I was watching your friend up there in her wedding dress I couldn’t help but think of you. I’m not the most sappy person but it made me tear up.”

You tilted your gaze up to her and smiled a little. “You sure it’s not the champagne talking?”

She shot you a playful annoyed look. “I’m serious. You’d look so stunning as my bride. One day it’ll be us up there.”

Your heart skipped several beats and you glanced away from her. The heat in your face felt excruciatingly more visible.

“Yeah…one day.” You said fondly.

a/n — heyy so I hope the gays enjoy this one. Lemme know !! I have much more in store I just am always so busy 🥲. I believe the vampire fic will be posted soon. But in the meantime…happy pride !!!

Sevika smiled. “You’re already tuckered out from the trek up the hill?”

You swat at her gently. “No, I’m just relaxing. Is that okay with you?” Your eyes widened a little when you some a bright line move across the sky. “Look!”

Sevika perked up. She followed your line of sight and caught the twinkling of a few shooting stars. There little short sparkling tails came and went over the deep blue horizon. An even wider smile graced her face when you scoot closer to her and hugged her arm in excitement.

“Wow! Did ya see that one? Oh look over there!” You rambled about the sky and Sevika listened.

Her chest felt tight for some reason. Her smile fell slightly and she turned her face from yours slowly, hoping you wouldn’t notice the misting of her eyes or the quivering of her bottom lip.

“Yknow you can’t see the stars like this in the city…” your voice carried softly through the now dark scenery. “Not really at least. You’re lucky you get to see this all the time..” you shifted your position and turned to Sevika. “Sev?”

Sevika quickly wiped her cheek with the back of her hand. A shakey laugh escaped her chest and she nodded. “Yeah, I’m so lucky..”

“Are you crying?” You asked bluntly.

The cowboy shook her head and laughed it off. “Nah, damn pollen. You know I can’t handle too much of it before I start to get irritated.”

Your hand reached towards her face and you turned it towards you.

“Liar.” Your thumb brushed over a stray tear. “Gettin all soft since I left huh? Who knew the stars would bring you to tears.”

It wasn’t the stars. You and her both knew that much. But you both never said anything either. The night you left was a bitter one. You barely got a decent parting hug in before Sevika rushed to leave the porch. You always had felt bad about how it went. The two of you cared so deeply for one another. You never wanted to hurt her, and vice versa. This sudden reunion brought back emotions that tucked themselves away so deeply.

“Oh shut up.” She grumbled and turned her face away. “It’s the pollen.”

Your hand dropped to the blanket. Another warm swell of summer air whipped around the two of you again. You scooted closer once more and hugged her arm to your chest again.

“Do you like it?” The twang in her voice sounded a little more sullen. “The city.”

You nodded. “I do. There’s so much to do, so many places to see, so many people.”

“Bet there’s no horseback ridin’” she quirked defensively. “Or apple orchards. Not even a damn decent place to get a home cooked meal.”

You laughed softly and shook your head. “No, none of that.”

Silence.

“And uh, the people.” She cleared her throat. “You uh…you making new friends?”

Your shoulders went up in a shrug. “Trying to. It’s a little difficult, everyone’s not as kind as here. But I’ve met a few here and there.”

Sevika nodded. With her free hand she dug in her pocket for her small canteen of whiskey. She bit upon the lid to untwist it, not wanting to move her arm from your grasp. She took a swig when she got it open. The whiskey burned less than the question that was teasing the tip of her tongue.

“Any uh…” she coughed once more to get herself to spit it out. “Dating? Are you…you findin’ love out there?” She sat the canteen to her side and reached to rub the back of her neck.

You tilted your head up at her and raised an eyebrow. “Why?”

Sevika lulled her head to the left and right gently before speaking. “Jus’ wonderin.”

You have her an amused look. Your hand slid down to hers and you played along the veins on her hand. After a moment you spoke up.

“No.”

“No?!” Sevika sounded shocked and relieved all at once. She sighed out and chuckled a little. Her hand now moved brushed through her own hair.

“I haven’t really been looking. Guess my hearts somewhere else right now.”

Sevika looked down at your hands tangled together. She squeezed your hand gently. This was what she’d always craved, a beautiful woman on her arm, a serene night, and quiet conversation. She’d always craved you, she just never knew how to say it. She leaned her back against the tree and looked back out the the night sky.

“I miss you.” You said suddenly.

Her ears perked up slightly. “Huh?”

“I miss you.” You repeated this time but louder. “Out there on my own in the city, I miss you most.”

Sevikas chest got that familiar tight feeling. She looked down at you again and blinked a few times.

“I miss you too.” She smiled a bit more. Her hand went to adjust a piece of hair that blew out of place on your head. “So goddamn much. When you said you were leaving, I felt so…so-“

“Angry?”

“Yes! Well, no…n-not at you.” Fuck you were looking at her with those pretty sparkly eyes. So intent on paying attention to what you she to say. “I just meant, you know, at myself I guess.”

“Why?” You questioned.

“Cause I,” her eyes searched your face as the words faded in her throat once more. “I, jus’ that I,”

Tight. Her chest was about to burst. You squeezed her hand reassuringly. Sevika struggled with deep talks most of the time. Usually when you both had them it was just you speaking while she listened and rubbed your back. Now that the shoe was on the different foot everything felt more intense. Even after nearly 20 something years of friendship it still was a different struggle.

“It’s okay. I’m here.” You smiled. “I won’t bite.”

Another deep breath. “I was angry because I jus’ let you go without telling you how I felt? I was so shocked you were leaving, and so soon. I felt like an idiot. I thought maybe if I just would’ve said how I felt.” She paused, emotion wavering her voice. “Jus’ that I like you a lot. Even more than that…” she mumbled that last part. “It’s not the same without ya. My days are more quiet, less eventful, ya know?” Sevikas gaze broke from yours and down to her lap. “M’ sorry about how I left the night you told me.”

You wiped your cheek swiftly. “It’s okay, I should’ve told you sooner. I just didn’t know how. I didn’t want you angry with me.” You laughed a little mournfully. “But everything was moving so fast. I was scared. I freeze up like that.” You looked down at the two our hands. “I also like you a lot, I know it’s more than that. I felt embarrassed. You’ve got so much going for you on your ranch. I didn’t want to hold you back. I can’t do the whole farming thing either. I don’t know.”

Sevika nodded. “Yeah you can’t even keep a flower alive.”

You playfully swat at her arm. “Hey!” A soft scoff came from you. “I have a little cactus at my new place. She’s doing just fine.”

“Doubt it.” She retorted with a little smirk.

You set her arm once more. “I’m serious though, I’m really sorry.”

Sevika looked at you with silent understanding. “I forgive you, if you forgive me.”

“Deal.” The two of you linked pinkies.

The two of you sat there for another hour or so just talking and catching up about what the past year had been like. The whole time you’d never let go of one another. All whilst talking, the summer night grew a bit chillier and you started to shiver. Sevika frowned a bit and pulled away slightly.

“I should probably get you home huh?” She asked with apprehension.

“Maybe. It’s a bit late. Even though I’m my own person now, grandma still gets so worried.”

The two of you sat in place though. Not wanting to make the first move.

You reached towards Sevikas shirt and smoothed it a bit. Your body was positioned closer to hers now. You had gotten into a more upright position on your knees by her. Sevikas hand wrapped around your waist instinctively to keep you balanced. She could smell your perfume better now, the mix of you within it, your sweat, your scent. She bit her bottom lip as she tried to stay focused on you and not the way your lips rested so softly parted as you tried to fix up her shirt. Something you used fuss over often when she’d stop by your grandparents for dinner.

“You’re so beautiful, darlin’.” The words slipped out as almost a whisper. Slightly choked up knowing you both would be parting soon. “So damn beautiful. Just as I remember.”

Your gaze softened even more than before. “You’re pretty handsome yourself, darlin.” You twanged back at her, trying to brighten the sadness in your voice as well.

Sevika pulled you closer so that you were essentially in her lap. She rubbed your side slowly and you let her. Your arms draped around her neck. The warmth of her body heating you up. You both didn’t say anything, just looked at each other. Moments like these, the silence, the soft breathing, didn’t need words. You leaned in slowly. Sevika followed suit. Closer and closer until lips met. Your eyes closed automatically and you felt a jolt through your body.

Something about this kiss between the two of you felt full and meaningful. It wasn’t that little kittie kid you two shared during high school age. This was more. Soft plush lips, sturdy body, and polite hands that stayed on your waist. You smiled into the kiss the longer it continued. Your mouths moved at a slow and intimate pace. Your tongue slipped against her bottom lip. Sevika shuttered slightly at the offering and obliged by parting her lips more.

“You learn that in the city?” She groaned.

“Quit it..” you giggled before leaning back into the slow paced kiss.

As your tongues greeted eachother in a natural encounter, you couldn’t help but press into her thigh more. Your legs now straddled one of hers. Your dress bunched up around the bend of your knees. Sevika must’ve noticed the newly welcomed warmth on her thigh because her breath caught. Her hands gripped your waist, hands slightly shaking. You looked at her briefly when you pulled from the kiss to breathe.

“Is this okay?” She murmured to you as her hands guided your hips slowly.

You nodded immediately, not wasting any time to continue the movements with her. Her strong thigh flexed every so often. You squirmed in her lap as you grind against her thigh in languid motions. A moan slipped from your mouth when you leaned in to kiss her again. Your clit pressed against the hardness of her knee at just the right moment. The cotton of your panties rubbed against it as well, giving you the right sort of friction that you only ever felt with the seam of your ill fitting blue jeans.

Sevika groaned against your lips when she felt the heat between your thighs become hotter. The more she guided you the more desperate you had become. You slipped and slid against her dark wash jeans. Your pussy felt tight and tingly with each dedicated grind. The wet spot that started so small was now more pronounced, the moisture penetrating the cotton and onto Sevikas thigh. You whined when Sevika began to kiss on your neck.

“Fuck…darlin’ you’re drivin me wild.” She whispered between kisses. “That feel good?”

“Mmf…” your hips stuttered and you nodded. “Ah~ so good..”

You hugged her neck tighter, pulling her closer. Your thighs ached from the tense repetition. Sevikas hands moved down under your dress. The material scrunched up further and exposed your lower half. Her hands grabbed at your ass, spreading them just a bit as she squeezed. A small chuckle bubbled up against your skin as she perceived your underwear. Cotton, light blue, the material cut high around your waist. Your soft flesh exposed.

“My my my, being away change you that much?” She asked before nipping at your ear lobe.

“Sevi~”

“Nah, I’m impressed..” she pat your bottom once more as encouragement. “Keep going..”

She bent her leg slightly which caused you to have even more friction. Her hands still had a firm grip on you as you continued to grind your needy pussy against it. Your one hand began to make its decent from around her neck, down her chest, her abdomen and to the edge of her pants. Her belt buckle jingled and clinked as you fumbled to remove it. Sevika noticed and helped undo the buckle and zipper of her jeans.

“Ain’t you the sweetest.” She cooed by your ear once more. “Tryna make me feel good too?”

You nodded and looked down between the two of you. “Please?”

Sevika grinned. “When you say it like that,” a moan cut off her sentence.

Your hands slid into her jeans and you began to rub at the outside of her boxers. She was already so damp. You could feel the heat between her thighs beckoning you to stoke the fire. Her body shuddered as you began to make small circles over the outline of her swollen clit. Her hips began to move without thinking. She removed a hand from your waist and grabbed onto your arm to keep it steady as she grind into your touch. The sensation of her clit bumping against your finger tips in such a desperate fashion encouraged you to do more.

Sevika moaned again, low and sultry. Her grey eyes locked in between the two of you. They moved back and forth between you grinding so determined against her thigh and herself bucking against your palm. Your breaths became in sync as you started to matched eachothers pace.

“Oh my god!” You whined as the sensation welled up in the lowest part of your stomach. You twitched on her thigh.

Sevika bucked sloppily against your hand. Her bottom lip caught between her teeth. She was so concentrated on coming with you she didn’t even realize how hard her other hand was gripping your ass. You were sure there’d be a bruise there for weeks but you didn’t care. All you wanted was for the two of you to get there together.

“Fuck…me.” She let out a shakey breath and her head lulled back. “I’m gonna come.” She shuddered.

You moaned out softly and leaned foreward, tucking your face against her neck. Your hand continued to rub over Sevikas underwear. A wet spot was growing increasingly large. You were so close. Your thighs clenched around Sevikas and you moaned her name like a prayer to the sky. Sevika let out a deep sigh/growl as her hips jolted and bucked a few last times while she came. You gripped onto her shoulder with the one hand keeping you balanced as an orgasm tore through your body. The two of you held onto each other as you both came down from your highs.

You slipped your hand out of her pants and back around her neck. Sevika hugged your waist tightly. Her lips kissed across your neck and shoulders. She let out a satisfied sigh.

“Sev…?” You mumbled against her skin.

“Yeah, Beautiful?”

“I can’t move my legs.” You laughed.

Sevika laughed along with you. Her hand pat at your hip and she moved you gently to the side. Sevika stood up and buckled her belt again. She outstretched a hand towards you to help you up. You reached for it barely before she took it and hoisted you up like you weighed nothing. You let out a soft yelp. Sevika looked down at you once more before kissing you softly. You leaned up a little more to get a final kiss in. When you pulled back you noticed that little flicker of silent grief in her eyes.

You took her hand in yours for the last time in what would be a while and started to walk with her back down the hill. Albeit a little awkward from the slickness in both of your respective underwear. You both didn’t say much, you knew there wasn’t much to say. That’s the thing about you two, for as long as you’d known each other the silence never bothered you much. You knew what they other would say. And an I will miss you seemed too obvious.

The summer chill now greeted you once more, like a parting gift as you made it to the end of the hill. You could see your grandparents home just up the path. You turned to Sevika and squeezed her hand gently. She looked at you, her jaw a little tight with the prospect of letting you go once more. Letting you bloom around a city, more than you’d ever bloom there. Meeting new people, new names, new hands to hold. Her lip quivered again and you noticed once more.

“Hey…” you spoke softly. “I’ll be back. I’ll visit soon, okay? Don’t worry your head over me.”

She blew out air in an attempt to be nonchalant. “Tuh,” she brought your hand to her lips and kissed it a few times. “I ain’t worried. Do I look worried?”

“Well~” you drawled.

“Yeah well, just be safe okay? And come back in one piece again?” Her somber gaze changed to a more stoic one.

You nodded. “Okay. I will.” You started down the path to your home. “Keep my spot warm okay?”

“Deal!” She raised her pinky up to you as you walked away.

a/n - imagine 004 is done. I was mostly using it to practice dialogue, uhm I definitely need more practice. I’m still very rusty but I think it turned out okay nevertheless. I love a cowboy Sevika read ! Lemme know what yall think o3o

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You stirred just barely and cracked open heavy lids. You felt another kiss move to your shoulder. “Mm- what time is it?” You knew you had to get back to your place, work didn’t stop for anyone. You really hadn’t even intended on staying the night. But, after a few drinks and a lovely cooked dinner by your dear girlfriend, the two of you ended up drunk in bed again. You were meaning to scold her for how much she let you drink, knowing you had work.

“Doesn’t matter.” Sevika reached for your hand that went to grab at your phone. “Just stay.” She said as she tucked your hand back under the covers. Her hand was free once again to pull you closer.

“I can’t stay, I have work today.” You said with what was supposed to be a stern voice but came out groggy and passive. “And you-“ you pointed your finger aimlessly in the direction behind you. “You knew that.”

“I did?” She feigned knowledge. “Call out..” Sevika began to trail soft kisses down the back of your neck, down the side, to the curve of your shoulder, and towards your arm. “Don’t make me beg.”

The sheets ruffled and you couldn’t help but let soft laugh escaped your body as Sevika moved you onto your back. Her body weighed you down, comfortably so, as she moved to lay on top of you. She was like a big teddy bear, a big muscular teddy bear. You rubbed her back gently and smiled as she clung to you like a needy cat.

“Sev, I can’t stay here all day.” She reminded her.

“You can.” You could feel her chuckle and move to kiss your neck again. “Don’t you have a hangover?”

“No, unlike you I actually drink water in between my shots…”

Sevika groaned and tucked her face back under your chin. “My baby is so responsible.” She closed her eyes and breathed you in. “You smell so good, please don’t leave. I need you to stay in these sheets forever.”

A warmth made itself apparent under your cheeks as you tried to stifle a smile. You wished she’d stay this way all the time, but the mornings were always her most vulnerable moments. You laid there quietly as she rubbed her arm against your side. Every now and then you’d go to reach for your phone and she’d swat at your hand gently.

“I’m starting to think you don’t appreciate my warmth, darling.” Sevika scoffed.

You rolled your eyes and sevika looked up at you.

“I love your warmth, but a woman has to work.”

Sevika continued her task of kissing you into staying with her all day. This time she started to suckle on the skin of your neck, nothing to make an actual mark but enough to make you moan softly every now and then. They were warm and precise. Your other hand that wasn’t stroking her arm had been locking in the gentle repetition of playing with Sevikas hair. It started to slip from the back of her hair to her shoulder. A soft sigh of relaxation left your full lips. Sevika gave a knowing chuckle as she continued to kiss lower. “Stay with me today…okay?”

You bit your bottom lip as the older one continued her burning kisses. The trail lead from between your bosom, down your tummy, towards the edge of your panties.

“Sev we can’t-“ you started but were soon cut off by the feeling of her teeth nipping at the skin of your tummy. “Hey!”

Sevika groaned and looked up at you from just under the covers. “I didn’t even bite that hard. You want it harder? Would that wake you up?” She threatened playfully before dipping back down.

You watched as she ducked under the covers. You could no longer see her but you could feel the wet warmth of her mouth as it pressed against your thin panties. You immediately shuddered and closed your legs. She took her arm and pried those pretty brown legs apart swiftly. “Fuck…you smell so good.” She nearly growled against the plush outline of your pussy in your panties. You could feel her nose press against the crack of them, inhaling your scent desperately.

“Mm…” you whimpered softly. “Stop talking like that..”

“Like what? I’m being honest…” her voice carried from under the blanket. After a beat her mouth made contact over the fabric of your soft mound.

“Ah~!” You moan out, your voice sweet like honey. “Ah…Sev I have to go-“ you shudder as Sevika moves to tear at your panties. “Oh you better not” you scolded as you lift the covers to see Sevika with part of your panties in her mouth and the other being tugged on by her one hand.

“Oh come on…” she purred and started to tear the fabric. You bristled and contemplated crunching her pretty little head between your thighs, but you knew she’d enjoy that end too much. Sevika completely ripped the fabric like a feral critter. The ripping sound of your panties should’ve pissed you off more but it only turned you on more. You attempted to scoot back from her to tease but she grabbed your leg.

“No you don’t…you’re mine.” Sevika said before pulling you back towards her and running her tongue over your soft folds. Before you could (weakly) protest, she was licking you slowly. Her hot tongue parted ebony waves as her name filled the air like a prayer. Your back arched slightly off the bed and your hand reached down once more to run your fingers through her locks.

“Oh god-“ you gasped and felt your insides do a flip as her mouth firmly planted itself around your throbbing bud. You let out a moan that would soon sweeten the prize for Sevika as she continued to delve and devour into you. Her large hand grabbed your thigh and pushed it back further, allowing more of you to be available for her.

You lifted your head off the pillow to watch. You didn’t even noticed your bonnet slipping off again, not that you’d really care at this point. You can’t help it, sleep swiftly leaving your body as the way she touches you makes you burst like a supernova. You coo out her name and it causes her to look up with those soft cool grey eyes. Her brows furrowed like a puppy begging for something from its owner. And she was begging. Begging for you to say her name like that, to coo at her your silky soft praises.

Her fingers slipped between quivering thighs and delicate dew slicked folds. The index and middle teased at your entrance in slow calculated moments. Pressing into you ever so slightly and immediately out. In, out, in, out. She was teasing at your needy entrance. You whined out her name again and let your head fall back against the pillow. Sevika panted against your soft mound as a thick string of drool trailed from it to her bottom lip.

The sweet nectar of your pussy was enough to make her drunk. Her fingers finally pushed into you, and you accepted them like a lovely gift. You reached for sevika as she pumped into you intensely but yet full of passion and attentiveness . Soft squelches and feminine whimpers filled the room, with the occasional thick groans from sevika. You managed to keep her up right as your hand gripped onto her side. She made her way up to your face once more.

“Fuck I love you…” she whined against your neck. “You’re so beautiful, so…fucking…beautiful-“ the bed creaked as she thrust against her own hand in easy syncopation. “Mine…your mine, tell me.”

“I’m yours! I’ll always be yours, oh my god!” You moaned out as Sevika started to pump fast. “That feels so good, you’re stretching me…” you nearly cried out in pleasure. Her fingers always filled you up, pressed into your most sensitive parts.

Your whole body was hot, burning even. The weight of her rested upon you as her thrusts moved your legs apart. You cupped at the back of her neck before you started to kiss at her plush lips. It was sensual and passionate the way you two kissed. Sevika always kissed you like she didn’t know how to control herself. Slow at first, both of your lips layering over one another perfectly. But soon she’d lose herself, her kissing became desperate to taste you. Her larger tongue skillfully slide with yours, taking space in your mouth. A moan erupted into the kiss once again.

“Sev please” you cooed as she thrust her fingers a bit quicker. Your hips move with her motions as well. “Sevika that feels so good you’re gonna make me come!” you managed to eek out in between paused moans and breathless gasps.

“Yeah? I can feel that you’re squeezing my fingers. Maybe if I press…here?” She curled those fingers up against that swollen little gland inside of you.

Immediately your shriek in pleasure and Sevika grins. It encouraged her to keep going, to drive her fingers into you like there was truly no day to be had. You gripped at her shoulder tightly as your thighs begged to close. Oh you are so close aren’t you? Sevika hips stuttered a little and her jaw clenched. If you weren’t so bleary you would’ve noticed how Sevika was grinding against you with every thrust of her hand, mimicking her truly being inside you. Her clit bumping against the fabric of her briefs with just enough stimuli to make her drip with arousal.

“I can’t wait. I need to feel you.” Sevika said roughly as she pushed the sheets off and climbed off the bed to tug off her underwear. .

You bit your lip as you watched her move with such urgency. Your body vibrated with excitement as you watched her climb back in bed and position herself between your legs. You couldn’t help but marvel as her body, her tight muscular waist, the small lines of veins that trailed down towards her beautiful happy trail. And her clit that poked out just a little more than yours. Sevika used your leg as an anchor to balance herself perfectly against your clit. Immediately she let out a moan as your hot centers kissed so perfectly. Your hand reached to grab her waist.

“You feel so perfect on me, Sev.” She looked up at her and encouraged her to start moving. The friction between the two of you came with ease. With every slow stroke, the way back caused both of your clits to rub together. You could see the way Sevikas abs flexed as she let out another heavy groan.

Her eyes laser focused on the way your lips parted to moan her name. The way your breath caught in your throat. How your breasts bounced slightly with every grind of her pelvis. You and her slipped against eachother lewdly. The bed creaked more and more the faster Sevika grind against you. She kissed your leg and calve as you dug your nails into her side.

“Mmm you gonna come baby? Yeah?” She chuckled as she watched your head lull to the side and your leg shake in her grasp. “Fuck you’re turning me on so much, pretty girl.”

“Yes! Please I’m so close!” Your body writhed under hers as she pressed into you more.

Her breath puffed against the skin of your calve as the two of you synced up. The two of you moaned together as the tension built up tension. “C’mon baby, give it to me…give it to me.” Sevika spoke to you with a sweet coaxing. That was all it took, your grip on her hip tightened and your hips bucked with Sevikas. A moan spilt from your lips and your hips rolled as your finished with your girlfriend. She was still riding out her orgasm with yours. Her hips slowed down eventually, every now and then there was a shudder. With heavy breath Sevika nearly collapsed on you.

She lifted her leg from yours and laid down beside you, her arm draped over your side. She had this satisfied/smug look on her face as she kissed your cheek. You turned to face her, still breathless. Sevika captured your lips in a soft and slow kiss. Your face blushed slightly when you tasted yourself on her lips. “Mmm, are you too tired to leave now?” She said as she nuzzled your neck.

“Mm, you’re so annoying..” you whined softly as she squeezed you tightly with her arm. “Are you happy now? I’m gonna be late..” but there was no anger in your words.

“I told you to call out.” Sevika replied as she leaned in for another kiss.

“Ah ah- that’s done.” You sat up and covered Sevikas mouth with your hand delicately. Her eyes darted up to yours and she held your wrist gently. She kissed your palm in slight apology. Your heart skipped a beat whenever she did little things like that. “I have to get to work, Sev. I’m serious.”

Sevika let your hand slip from hers and watched as you scooted out of her bed. Immediately she followed after you. Her gaze traced over your form, the morning sun warming the beautiful undertones of your brown skin. “There’s spare panties for you in the top drawer…” she said shyly as she grabbed the torn fabric from the spot where you previously laid.

“And don’t think I’m letting you slide after doing that.” You shot her a look before digging in the drawer.

Sevika got out of bed and swiftly tossed on some bottoms just so she could quickly help you get out the house. She helped you gather your bag and shoes. That’s one thing she enjoyed doing, being there for you — even if she was the reason you were going to be late. Sevika grabbed your slip dress and helped you get into it. When she pulled it over your shoulder and your faces met she kissed you on the nose.

“I’ll meet you downstairs.”

After a few moments you made your way downstairs where Sevika was waiting patiently. In her hand was a tumbler of coffee and a breakfast sandwich she made wrapped in tinfoil. She smiled to yourself as you approached her at the bottom of the stairs. Sevika had that soft but proud look on her face as she handed the two things off to you.

“Sorry, for making you late. I just hate to see you leave.” She said softly as she leaned down to kiss you once more. She stood straight once more and opened the door. You took a step towards the threshold.

“Thanks baby, for the coffee and sandwich.” You turned to head out and Sevika called your name one more time. You laughed and turned to face her. “What?”

“You look beautiful.”

“Oh you’re funny. In my disheveled clothes? I know you’re in love with me now.” She waved.

“Call me okay? When you get to work. And if your boss bitches at you just tell them you weren’t feeling good!” Sevika called after you. She was leaning against the railing of her porch now. She truly always had to have the last word as she watched you leave. It was bittersweet but she’d see you again.

“Alright alright!” She laughed again before getting into your car and pulling out of the driveway.

Sevika waved as you disappeared down the street.

It didn’t take that long for her to call you however. You clicked the button on the touchscreen of your car and answered.

“Hello?”

“I love you.” Sevika said to you tenderly.

You smiled. “I love you too.”

“You know you can always still call out and..”

“Yeah, no. Bye Sev.” you chimed before hanging up.

a/n - yipee I finally posted something !! and the crowd goes…wild hopefully! I hope people enjoyed this, please like/reblog if you so choose. I have like 30 fics that I’m working on but would also be open to suggestions

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"Mmm…" Sevika groaned against the puff folds of your sex. "Think of things you want for the new year" She mumbled before soft slurps. 

You sucked in air sharply while your free hand reached down to the top of Sevikas head. Your fingers coiled around her thick hair that was semi wavy from the sweat she was working up the past 15 minutes. You could barely breathe with how tight the tension was rising in your chest. Sevika pressed her tongue into you deeper, scooping up your wetness with ease. You could feel it reach in you. You'd always squirmed when she did that, feeling even more perverted than usual, and she liked that. 

45…44…43…

"To cum! I want to fucking cum!" You nearly shrieked out when she pulled out of you and moved to press her tongue against your needy clit. "Please!" 

You could hear the sounds of the tv now. The glaringly loud shouting of a countdown. It almost felt like the applause was for you and your girlfriend who wanted to get you there so fast. 

"You don't want to come up for- ah~! Vika!". Your thighs nearly clamped around her head. You felt so sensitive, like the slightest touch would take your whole body over. 

42….41…40…

Sevika lifted your legs over her shoulders now. Her hands gripped against the flesh and pushed your thighs back more. You were more open to her now. She eyed at the glory before her; she thought about thanking the heavens for the gift bestowed upon her. 

"Thank you, thank you, thank you-" she moaned against your folds before pressing back into you. Her nose bumped right against the swollen nub of yours. 

Your hips bucked instinctual as you gripped onto her hair a little tighter. The slight pain caused your girlfriend to moan even louder this time. She wanted you to suffocate her with it. She wanted you to press into her face and ride against it like there was no tomorrow. Her own pussy was wet just from servicing you, and that was enough in this moment. 

38…37…36…

"Sev! Baby please I can't!"

"Just hold on for me…" she moaned against the mound of your pussy. "Look at me. You can hold out a little longer for me." 

32…31…30

You shook your head. It felt as all the arousal in your body was swirling in your lower abdomen. Although, it turn you on when you watched Sevika between your legs. Her tongue spread so perfectly over you, she collected up your nectar like she never wanted to waste a drop. Her grey eyes locked with yours through her dark lashes. Her lids were heavy and full of devotion now. She pulled away from your clit slightly to begin rubbing at it with two fingers. The action caused you to curl your toes and arch your back in the most ethereal display of sexuality. 

"I want to spoil you like this every new year. What do you think?" She asked so casually as if she wasn't actively sliding her thick fingers into your more than ready entrance. "Hm?" 

You nodded excitedly. "S'good, s'fucking good."

"Yeah? You like this? Or my mouth more?" her fingers pumped in and out of you now. The tips of her index and middle pressing right against your sweet spot. 

25…24…23…

"Ngh…b-both. I like both!" 

"Ooh both? So greedy.." 

She hummed hungrily against you now. Her wrist made a twisting motion as she continued to pump into you. The sensation made you feel even fuller with her. Your needy cunt made the lewdest noises the longer it went on. You almost tried to squirm from the intense pleasure until she hit right where you wanted it. Sevika continued to lick and lap at a feverish pace, ignoring the slight burn of her jaw muscles. 

18…17…16…

"Right there! Right there!" That arousal coiled in your stomach even tighter now. 

"Give it to me, I want my reward. Come on.." Sevikas words encouraged you to let go. 

Your hand slid from the top of her head to the side of her face. The two of you met eyes again. Even now, your eyes a blurry mess of tears of pleasure and exhaustion, you held onto her gaze. 

11…10…9..

"There we go.." Sevika cheered you on as you started to make a mess on her hands. Warm, slippery, and sticky. "This all for me?" 

8…7…6…

Your body tensed up. Your legs begged to be closed around your girlfriends face now. You let your hand fall to her forearm. Her forearm tight and flexed to keep you steady. 

5…4…3…

Sevika let out a shocked noise when you released a clear and slippery substance onto the leather couch. The shocked sound was followed by a groan and a head shake. "Fuck that's so sexy." Her hand moved even faster to get the rest from you. Her face low to your body so she could lap you up. "Give it to me…give it all to me." 

2…

"I-" your body jolted as you finished in front of Sevika. "Mmmf-" A moan tore you through you and drowned out the sounds of fireworks and confetti that played on the television. 

1…Happy New Year!!!! The TV chimed loudly in the background. 

Sevika and you were panting in sync now. She sat back on her knees to admire the scene you made. Her fingers slid out of you slowly, and she let out a triumphant laugh. You on the other hand, were a spent mess. Your thighs shuttered close and your knees touched together. You felt weightless in the moment. The only other thing you heard before you closed your eyes was Sevika. 

You heard a party horn, a popping noise, followed by the sensation of confetti tickling your legs. 

"Happy New Year!!!" She shouted happily. 

And all you could do was weakly nod. “Happy…New Year.”

a/n — happy new year !!! raaaaahhhh !!! I hope this year I get to post more and share more of my sevika writings while I’ve got the chance. Thank you all for reading and sharing my fics as well as following. I wish you all the best new year 2026. Stay strong everyone, get rest, and be gay <3

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A warm smile greeted you at the steps of your carriage. You at one point had finally convinced Sevika to accompany you to your kingdoms fall festival. After some expertly crafted disguises (just a cloak and wig - your idea) you were able to roam around the people of your land. That’s the night you were able to let loose, dance, eat, and drink. And gods did you drink. Sevika constantly had to slip the goblet of sweet wine from your grasps and usher you back towards the castle. You don’t remember much besides the feeling of Sevikas hands on your waist and her voice guiding you down the safest path. Oh and that unshakable sense of security and longing.

It happened in the rain. The kiss that changed everything. As cliche as it sounds it turns out running from your castle when your advisor tells you of a future marriage was quite the romantic fuel. You tried to hide out. Not in the garden, that’s where they’d expect you. You’d gone this long without the need of marriage. You’d built a successful empire without the help of a man, how dare your court still suggest this on you. It angered you. It scared you most. You ran and ran through the forest behind your castle.

When she found you, you were leaned against the brick wall of a barely standing water mill. She ran from the edge of the forest to you. Her words came out frantic and harsh. She was worried, panicked even. But then she saw your face, the way your chin quivered, your chest heaved, and the way your eyebrows upturned in sadness. Her words silenced and she immediately pulled you in an embrace.

It was sudden. The kiss. One moment you were apologizing for running off and scaring her. The next you were telling her why you were upset. Her hand caressed your face and wiped away hot tears. You told her about how much you liked her. She made you feel like you couldn’t think about anything but the two of you. Then you kissed her. It was chaste.

Sevika barely had time to register what had just happened before her body made the next move for her. She had leaned down and cupped your face with both hands now, to kiss you again. This time it was sweet and passionate. Your lips overlapped softly. You had never been kissed by a woman, nor had you went out of your way to kiss one. But this felt right, it felt safe, and it felt like home. Sevika smelled like the chai you always caught her making in the middle of the night when she wasn’t at her station. She also smelled like ambery musk, and your library she’d sit with you in when you did paperwork. Her hand slid from your cheek and down your body line.

Her thumb traced over the outside of your bodice as her other fingers traced down your back. You vibrated under her touch, it was everything and more. Her mouth was warm and precise as she kissed you. You could tell she was holding back though. You couldn’t help but wonder how many other women she kissed like this. Could she tell she was your first? Was it pitiful for you to have such a strong feeling towards her? When she pressed you to her closer you let out a soft gasp. Your thighs squeezed together independently from your mind. Was this normal? Everything felt tingly and tight between your thighs. You hoped she couldn’t tell you were shifting like that under your dress. And when she finally pulled back you were sure you were looking at her like a drunken lover.

You promised you’d both never tell.

The many weeks after this kiss was now filled with similar occurrences. The two of you had been sneaking off to kiss and touch one another for months now. Seasons changed and so did your feelings for one another. Sevika knew it was wrong, it wholly was against her duties as a protector to be involved. She didn’t want to care about it anymore but it did, it weighed heavily on her heart. Sevika was a loyal person, to a fault at times. Now the conflict in her heart affected her duties. Especially now that you were on track to find someone permanent in your life and it could not be her.

Jealousy would take over. Sevikas jealousy burned slowly. She’d have to escort you to meeting with other royals and nobles. She’d stand across the room and watch you laugh and perform pleasantries with these pompous men. And while she knew you were just acting, that after the meeting these men you’d be in her arms. That you’d share about your days annoyances and grievances from the day. But it was maddening and it affected her work. She found herself overstepping her duties, interfering with directions given to you from your royal advisor, and distracting you just to have you to herself.

The sun was setting low now and you watched from the comfort of Sevikas arms. Her skin was so warm and a little sticky from the events prior. The image of her head between your thighs still replayed in your mind. You let out a soft groan as you stretched. Your eyes followed up Sevikas neck towards her grey eyes.

“Hey.” You said softly as you shifted positions to lay more on her torso. “What’re you thinking of?” You smiled and kissed her lips softly.

“Nothing…” she shook off whatever was on her mind to return your kiss. Her hand rubbed gently at the slope of your back.

A soft but worried smile graced your face before you spoke again. “Are you sure?”

“Mhm.” Her response was nothing but brief.

You sighed softly before hugging her neck. “You’re not very convincing.”

“Don’t worry about it, Princess.”

You would worry regardless. Your hand reached the side of her face and your stroked her cheek gently. The action was mostly to soothe yourself rather than your lovers. After a moment of silence and decided to speak up.

“I…I was wondering something.”

Sevika tilted her head to the side slightly. “Yes?”

“Wouldn’t it be nice if we could get away from here?” Your tone was wistful and romantic.

“Like on a getaway or something?” She inquired.

“Mm…” you shifted a little under the covers, your legs now crossed over hers. “More permanent.”

Sevika stiffened a little. An awkward laugh rattled from her chest. Your hand stilled on her cheek.

“What?”

“Permanent how? Surely you can’t mean what I think you mean.” Sevika sighed out in weariness.

“What do you think I mean?” Your voice carried softly by her ear. Your face was still warmly pressed to the crook of her neck.

Sevika cleared her throat. “You’re suggesting you and I run away from your royal duties for good? For me?”

You nodded. “For us. I love you, you know. Deeply. I want to be free of this so we can have our own life. A future. Maybe a home in your hometown by the cities? I was thinking we a pet or two? Maybe a few offspring. I’ll learn to bake that bread you like with the,”

“No.” Her words cut harshly. Whatever dream you were having of the two of them was sliced in half by that simple word.

“No?” You sat up a little. Your eyebrows twisted in confusion. “What do you mean no? No to the offspring?” You laughed nervously. “O-or the pets. I mean we can truly do whatever. Once we are away from here-“

Sevika cut you off again. “No to that dream. No to you loving me.” Her eyes were intense, a grey storm.

“What? How can I just not love you. And you told me you felt the same!” Your finger pointed towards the woman beneath you. “Or did you forget?”

Sevika moved your hand from her face and shifted you off of her. She shook her head. You watched as her body started to move to get out of the bed.

“Did you?!” Your voice raised louder. “You said we were in this together. That night by the lake!” Your breath caught in your chest.

Sevika covered her face in frustration. “Would you just-!” She nearly growled out that last part, she hated when you yelled, when you were upset. “I never said I loved you. I feel affection towards you. Strongly. But I cannot love you. It’s not possible.”

Your mouth fell open instantly. What did she mean by that? This whole time you were under the impression everything was mutually the same. The feelings, the attraction, the romantic ties. You felt a sharp pang in your chest. Heartache? Sevika got up from the bed and grabbed her undergarments hastily. You watched her pull her clothes on her body. Something you once did in love, now in heartbreak.

“Of course it is possible! Anything is possible with you in my life. Do you not understand that?” You climbed out of bed as well. You brought the sheets either you and quickly wrapped them around your body.

“Sevika! Is this about your status? Sev I don’t care about that. You know that.” Your voice hitch in your throat again, tiny and panicked.

“We cannot keep doing this anymore. This has to end. All of this. I shouldn’t have let it get this far.” Her jaw clenched and her eyes averted from yours. “ I am your guard, nothing more, nothing less. I’m failing my duties because of you.”

“Your duties? Is that all you can think of? What about us? All our time together. When we lay together. Everything! You are beacon of light in my life. I don’t want anything or anyone else but you.” Your voice was beginning to waver. You could feel the hot tears filling your ducts. “How dare you tell me all of this is but my silly dream! Like it’s my fault!”

Sevika looked at you with her jaw set. This was fucking unbearable. Her throat was tight with tears that would never reach her eyes. Her breath stayed somewhat steady. All she could do was stare back at you as you poured everything she already knew of you out on the floor. It was as though you dug your nails into your own flesh, baring your bones, your organs caged underneath, and your heart fighting for its life for her attention.

“It is! You’re driving me up a wall. You’re changing me and I cannot afford to lose my position here.” Sevikas voice raised in frustration, blistering hot.

You looked at her stunned, confused. The salt from your tears tasted sweet on your tongue compared to the ripping of your heart. You clutched at the rumbled up bed sheets and held them tighter to your chest as some form of self soothing. It wasn’t working.

“But I’m in love with you Sevika, you can’t…” You raised your voice.

“It must pass. You’ve got your true future planned out. And I cannot be apart of it more than a guard.”

“Please. Please don’t do this—!” Your shaking hand grabbed at Sevikas hand tightly. “Wh-what are you just going to ignore this even happened?!”

Sevikas eyes looked away from your face and she gently pulled her hand away. “Please get dressed, your highness. I’ll have someone meet you in the hall to escort you to your next location.”

You watched in horror as Sevika turned her back on you. She didn’t even speak your name, just formalities. How could she change everything so swiftly, like it was so easy, like it never mattered. Your heart was beating out of your chest, that blood rush creeping in your ears once again. You search for anything in the room. Your hand found one of your slippers before you hurled it across the bedroom. The slipper met the back of Sevikas shoulder with a thump. Nothing to phase her though.

When she finally made it out of the bedroom and closed the door, she pressed her back to it. Her chest was heaving and she stifled back tears. From the other side she could hear you yelling, crying. The sound of you collapsing onto the hard floor was enough. She quickly stepped from the door and darted down the corridor.

“It had to be done.” A man’s voice carried low as Sevika passed him. A spindly hand grabbed her shoulder and tugged her close. “Don’t let it happen again.” Royal advisor Silco said with ice in his words.

Sevika didn’t say anything, her shoulder jerked away from his touch and she continued down the hall.

a/n — yippeee!!! she’s done she finished something again !! so like this was supposed to be an imagine but I think I’m gonna turn it into a 3 part fic? I’m not sure it really depends on demand so PUHLEASE let me know if y’all want the other parts. Let me know how you enjoyed it. I’ve never really written angst so tell me how you liked it. Suggestions etc — also sorry idk the wc I was just vibing ! also I was feeling silly with the colored text just ignore me — also also LOL I wasn’t sure if it was lame to make Silco the royal advisor but I couldn’t think of anyone else…so

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She tossed the metal utensils into the sink. Her height looming over yours before turning away and walking back to the dining table. She still hadn't apologized. Unless saying, 'You should be happy I have more money to spoil you with' counted as one. Her presence lingingered beside you. And as your nerves took hold of you, something broke in the sink as you mindlessly clanked around in it. You pulled your hand out of the soapy water with a hiss of pain. 

"Shit-" you said, quickly holding your finger up to your mouth to catch the blood. 

"Hey, hey," Sevika came to your side quickly and reached for your hand. "What happened?" 

"I'm fine." Your words came sharp as you tried to retreat from her touch. 

"Stop," she demanded in a low tone. "Let me see." 

She didn't give you an option to pull away again. Her hand was firmly on your arm and pulling your finger from your mouth. You watched as heavy eyes scanned over the cut. She sucked her teeth, head shaking, and turned to the drawer that had the first aid kit. You went to protest but she held her hand up to silence you. 

When Sevika turned back around she was already going towards your finger. The small alcohol pad stung against the cut. Sevika was always gentle with you really. Always so tentative and careful not to make it worse when you were hurt physically. But her emotional investments were often lacking. 

Your hear hurt when she was like this because you wished she would be the same towards your feelings, your wants and needs. When she finished putting the bandaid on you pulled your hand away and tucked it into the pocket of your cardigan. You went back to what you were doing next in silence. 

"What? No 'Thank You's' to your savior?" She tried to joke. A gruff chuckle bubbling from her lips filled the silence for a moment. Then she noticed you weren't laughing. 

"What? Are you still mad?" 

"Of course I am. Just because you give me a bandaid, doesn't mean all is forgiven, Sevika." 

Sevika furrowed her brow. "I said I was sorry, what more do you want? I thought you'd be happy I'm getting more hours ." 

"It's not about the hours. I just feel like you don't make time for me. For us." You sighed out. The lingering frustration danced around in your chest. "I mean you couldn't even text me you weren't going to make it to dinner, even though that was the plan for days now." 

Sevika crossed her arms over her chest. "Well the guys needed help. What do you want me to just abandon them?"

"Sevika! I just want some consideration for once!" Your voice raised higher than last time. "I mean do you even really see all I do here? You just work, come home, and sleep. You don't even try and pretend to care." 

"I do care!" 

You laughed bitterly. "You sure know how to show it." 

"So what do you want from me? To be home every night and play house? Honey, I'm working towards our future here. A little support would be appreciated."

That last statement made you pause. Your face was stuck in this look of shock and confusion. Surely she wasn't equating your time and care to playing house. You closed your eyes and let out a heavy breath. The small shake of your head let Sevika know she messed up instantly. 

"I mean I- not that-" Sevika started to say, words fumbling as though they were rolling down a hill. "I didn't mean it that- shit!"

"I cannot believe you." You moved around her and headed to your shared bedroom. "You know, I support you all the time. Even when you're being a bit of an asshole after work, but that's ridiculous." 

"Wait! Wait-" Sevikas words sounded fearful now as she followed you into the bedroom. She watched as you grabbed your tote from the door handle. "Wait, baby, I'm sorry, okay? What're you doing?"

You stayed quiet, partially because you were scared of what you would say. You searched furiously through drawers and your closet for things to throw in the bag. You wanted to get out of there so desperately, away from her, from the hurt building in your chest. Sevika was in the way everywhere you tried to move. Frantic hands holding onto your shoulders to still you from moving. 

"What are you doing?" 

"I'm leaving so you don't feel the need to, play house, anymore."

Sevika felt a shockwave roll through her body. Her grey eyes now big and worried. She started to shake her head slowly. "N-no please don't do that. Baby, we can talk about this right? I-I didn't mean that. I was just being an asshole." 

Still you continued to shove things into your tote. Your eyes looking through Sevikas presence in front of you. Even if she claims she didn't mean it, it still hurt like no other. Your throat felt tight from trying to hold back tears. You felt like you were going to break there on the spot. The feeling of Sevikas hands holding onto your waist is what snapped you back into focus. 

"What are you doing?" You asked with numbness in your tone. Sevika had lowered herself to the floor. Her knees were pressed into the carpet and her body was blocking the doorframe. 

"Please don't leave." Her voice was shaky now. "Stay right here. I'm so fucking sorry." 

"Sevika get up-"

She shook her head. "No, not until you promise to stay." You felt her press her forehead against the softest part of your abdomen. "You can be mad at me. You should be. Please stay, I'm begging you. I'm sorry…" 

"Why because I'm about to leave you? Or do you understand now?" You replied, trying not to automatically caress the back of her head like usual. 

She nodded. "I'm sorry, baby. I'm being an asshole. I know you work hard too and you always go out of your way for me. I should do the same. I just…" she tilted her head up to you now, her eyes watery and scared. "I just work so much because I want things better for us, for you." 

You didn't say anything at first. You wanted to marinate on her words. You felt how her hands desperately held on to the material of your pajama bottoms. She was still mumbling apologies. She sounded genuinely scared of losing you too. 

"Why can't you just make time for me then? You care so much for me but you aren't ever there for me when I need you. You don't have to be stuck to me like glue but it would be nice to share life with you. I'm not asking for much-"

Sevika perked up desperately. "I will. I promise you! I swear i will make time. I just want you to be happy, and I've been selfish. So please, please baby, I'll do anything for you to forgive me." 

The corner of your mouth quirked as you tried to hide the selfish smile. Anything? A spa day? She'd make dinner for you instead? Scrubbing the shower?! Maybe she'd even catch that spider that you hadn't told her about today. The possibilities were truly endless. 

"I don't know…" you hummed. "I'm pretty upset.." 

"I'll call off tomorrow. We can do whatever you want all day. I don't care if it's driving out of the city, or watching movies all day, or even you beating me up every hour."

You raised your eyebrow. "Well that last part is a bit extreme, honey." Your hand rested at the back of Sevikas head now. Your fingers were gently tapping at the undercut. 

You let your hand slide to the base of her neck next. You could feel the goosebumps that rose when you did so. As you made eye contact with her you couldn't help but give in, just this once. Forgiveness in your heart mixed with the desperation in her gaze. With a soft sigh you nodded. 

"Okay fine, but I'm serious, if you cancel on me, we are done." 

Sevika grinned immediately. "You won't regret it! I swear to you!" She spoke with excitement in her voice. Her hands dropped from your waist as she attempted to get up. 

"Ah- no ma'am. Where do you think you're going?"

"I thought…" 

You shook your head. "You still have a bit more begging to do." Your voice carried sweetly, even though your intentions were laced with spice. Your finger curled under her chin playfully. "Plus," you motioned to the digital clock on the nightstand, "it's 12AM, our day starts now." 

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