#murderu

The white salamander of false hope and the black wyrm of true despair. WIPs of me and @aretmaw's fun fangan project I wanted to share here exclusively before I finish it.

I've got a close to a hundred pages of Murder U done and have two 24 Hour Comics I can upload, but I really just don't think of it. I LOVE having a Webcomic but I really like the process of working on it more than trying to build a website that looks and funktions the way I want it too, and don't care if anybody reads it. But thank you to those who do, and please keep reading.

I'll get around to uploading. I would love to make money off of it, but I've got other things that need to come first right now.

When I came up with MU all those years ago, it was with the notion that my Honey Pie was going to do the final art from my little Thumbnail Book. I did over 80 pages for her to do as I wrote; the first 7 pages are her art from my thumbnails and story, then the rest is all me.

It just drags up all of these feelings and memories, mostily of the good times but some of the bad times as well. It takes me right back to being there and it just fucking hurts.

I have been very allergy sick over this past year, in and out of the hospital a coupla times, and I have been fighting the software the site uses to try to get it set up the way I want it (right now it’s like the second Deathstar; operational but still under construction.) and yeah, I’ve got a huge buffer of art where I’ve got to just put the dialogue in, but it’s very hard to open it all up and work on it because it opens it all up when I work on it.

Yes I cry like a little girl everytime I open MU. Yes I know I’m a giant pussy.

 I don’t care.

What I do care about is there’s no real update schedule aside from Sundays at noon when I’m supposed to have the new pages up. I realize probably nobody reads Murder U but I”m still failing the ones who have and myself.

I’m trying. But it’s hard.

I've been wondering if I should strike out on my own lately away from Webcomic Nation.  Guess the choice was made for me.

Can anybody recomend or hook me up with a great place to either host or build my own site for Murder U?  I appreciate any and all help I can get.

Also this means, that for a shortish time, Murder U will be on a forced Hiatus again while I sort shit out.