#mun's psa

...and I’m only going to post this one time.

I love to RP. It takes me out of my really, really shitty world but sometimes that real world takes over whether I want it to or not. Here is my reality:

young enough single mum

kid w/special needs

no family support

dying father, who was a shit parent & I could write a book about that, but I won’t. He’s dying.

useless siblings

really shitty job(s) that pays nothing

abusive ex, that is not legally my ex (but that is being taken care of) yet who just got arrested on the 15th for domestic violence (enough said) because he has a “right” to be in my house. (Not any more, but whatever.)

court appearances/legal bullshit 

health issues

financial issues

I could go on and on but frankly, that’s depressing enough, So for the first time ever I may be a bit selective on what I reply to, or get busy, or actually fall asleep (which NEVER happened before). I am sorry if people are taking this personally. It is not you. IT IS ME. MY FUCKED UP LIFE. I have love for everyone I follow. There must be something I like about you, or I wouldn’t follow you, or have RP’ed with you before, but right now, I have good days and good moments and bad days and bad moments. There are some people I feel more comfortable with, some topics I feel more comfortable with and that’s okay too. It doesn’t mean I don’t like you. It is just what I need right now.

ATTENTION!!!

Yes, I am archiving this blog and starting fresh on a brand new blog with the same URL.

I want to continue roleplaying Hiro, but I just can’t do that on this blog anymore.

So, you all may follow me at Hiro’s new blog where everything is new and fresh and it will actually be a ROLEPLAY blog... I kinda feel like recently this blog had become a little less of a roleplay blog, but that’s gonna change.

As for the side blogs connected to this blog ( @fujitagirls, @onlynormalhamada, @dxubletrxuble, @losthamada, @flyinghealthcare and the tiro blog @vivalatiro ) may be moved over to the new one in time, but for now, they remain on hiatus. Some may even be deleted. But we’ll see. For now I just wanna focus on getting Hiro all set up again!

OOC //

I don’t know what it is, but here lately, I’ve had no oomph with a lot of threads, like it’s just sort of “meh” when I reply...I don’t know if it’s because I’m just not happy with my life or if I’m unhappy with RPing and have run my course with it.

But I’ve felt like this for over a month now and I don’t really know what to do to get back any enthusiasm because it seems when I get excited for something it never pans out anyways.