#mun nerd

This club means so much to me. Like, I know most people don't care about personal shit or whatever, so you can stop reading if you even bothered to skim this far. Before MUN, I hadn't really found anything I was good at. I kind of just flopped around like a drowning fish. But then I went to my first conference, and I was at first really freaked out. I didn't know what to do, I stammered when I talked (which was rarely) and I was just absolutely awful. But I thought that I'd give it another shot, so when my second con came around, I was ready. And I rocked. I finally found something I can do, and something that gives me a sense of acomplishment. I feel like I'm not worthless and I can actually do something right, and that's really hard for me to feel. I'm just so glad this club is a part of my life, and even though I'm sad it's over; I still can't wait for next year.