when you go trick or treating youre filling a bucket with almost all the people in your area

You get high hopes.

Two years ago, I was horribly depressed. Like, REALLY fucking bad. I was self harming, I wanted to kill myself, I didn’t want to get out of bed... I felt really useless. I decided enough was enough, so I talked to my mom about it. She agreed to take me to a therapist to help me. My first session, my therapist made me take this 0-26 test of how depressed I was. I got a score of 25. My therapist then set me up to get weekly calls from a crisis hotline to check up on me to see how I was holding up and ask me questions about my mental health. At first, it seemed like nothing was helping, but I didn’t want to stop. I wanted to get better, I needed help. A few months pass, and I started feeling just a little better. I started doing things I’ve always wanted to do, but felt to shitty to actually do. Just recently, I had another call from the crisis hotline. We talked a bit, gave me a test about my depression (Like, “How often do you think about self harm? not at all, sometimes, or all the time?”) and my score was zero. They said for a week straight, I’ve had a score of zero! I went from a score of 25, to freaking zero! It happened because of me. I decided I hated being depressed, and got help. And because of that, I feel way better than I had been. Yeah, sometimes I feel down, but I always find something to make those feelings go away, like make edits, answer asks, make shitposts, ect. I’ve improved because I asked for help. Why am I posting this? Because I’m hoping someone will see this, and search for help too. Like, you may be in a worse state than I was, and feel like ending it. Don’t. I’m writing this because I want to encourage anyone who needs it to get help. Talk to someone, you can talk to me, a friend, or a family member. Please don’t give up. Get help. I’m doing this because I want to help save someone’s life.

Made a moodboard for John. I hope this looks okay to you guys.

hhhhhhh have this moodboard before i go to sleep

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