@multipiece asked: you always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows. - Luffy
Silence settled over them; she had always tried to shield herself and her past behind a hardened wall of apathy from everyone she encountered on the sea. She was a survivor betraying her morals to release her precious village from the grips of a monster. She had to be strong, using lies, deception, and attacking the world by stratagem. How could she bring herself to tell him the depths of her soul? Was her sorrow that palpable? They were questions that she did not really want to discover the answers to. For a moment, all she could do was stare into her cup, a forced smile spreading across her features.
❝ Sorrow huh? ❞ She inquired after a moment, bitter laughter accompanying her words. Her defense told her to ask him what he knew of sorrow, yet she couldn't bring herself to. She knew that this ship and these people were merely a means to an end so that she could find a bounty to bring back home, and it did not matter to her that she was no longer welcome in her village. She would be the villain in their story time and time again if it meant that nobody else had to die — nobody else would have to suffer.
It felt like an eternity before she could finally gaze at him. ❝ I guess it's because I've lost a lot of money since meeting you guys. I mean, honestly, how much food do you two really need? ❞ She inquired, waving her hand about in a joking manner. It would be easier to lie than to burden him and the crew with her story. Despite everything, there was part of her that wished she could tell him; she wished she could bare her soul to him because her world was lonely. It was a lonely path she walked with no hope of redemption.
❝ Say, Luffy — ❞ She paused, her brow furrowing slightly before she shook her head. ❝ I'm sorry if I worried you and the others. ❞ Her words were accompanied by one of her signature smiles, her smile hiding a lie.










